I've known you now for thirty years
And still you bring me down with tears.
Loved you twenty of those years
But now all you do is play on my fears.

I'de take you anywhere you want
But feel your putting on a front .
You keep me dangling on the hook
I've read about you in a book.

You always call for me in time
When your lonley or need to chime.
I always come ,you know i will
But god its hard to swallow this pill.

You know that I'm in love with you
And use that knowledge to the full.
But watchout soon I wont be here
Then you can live with all your fears.

I can't go on without you here
And I can't go on while you are  there.
So now its time for me to run
Use someone else to have for fun.

Comp.***.
Computing.***.
Computing assistant
Like "smart-***"
Quickly turned into a mockery for the man onboard
Onboard the computing assistant's importance
During voyage
Importance is of the destination
Not the distance, thats just a drastic measure
Longitude and latitude
The rest is up and down to nature
In the vast see of nothingness
Where everything began
Manifestation of hope
In anticipation
Trust in a route unknown
To achieve the wealth of the land
New tools for guidance are devised
Even for my own instinct
And knowledge turns to theory of doubt
Wisdom left dumbstruck
Envisioned in the beginning
And everything with manifestation ends
Inbetween reality
Theres no time to rest even in favourable winds
Until the destination is reached and goods undocked
Unloaded , unpacked
Be my own compass while i row
To get my ducks on a row
Not a sitting duck on the bank of the dock
Go below deck
And play the cards in my deck
Destiny has to be dealt with a straight face
My sleeves are drawn
Veins pumping to and fro the heart
For the migration season
Atleast a messenger-pigeon
Watchout for the eagle,
Birds of prey like the vultures

Dayend still must bare the cross of shooting down the siegel
And if you care for a demon you may doom yourself to hell
In a decision to remain for the duration of fall
The town reeks of itself, despair is on the horizon my veins feel cold at the thought of yourself forcing a smile when you look in the mirror,
Provocation never met with impunity for those who just don’t never seem to know when and when no’ to quit— —
Losing is the only way to play.
Burnt pathways line both sides,
Choice seperates the individual from the options;
always the option. agrarian scars
bare the fields of grass and buildings
We once called our home.

A hundred thousand miles away
and I still just shook you off with excessive force.
I’ve always been mean and sometimes
it’s a good thing and sometimes it’s the worst
and I don’t realise ‘til the next day
But nonetheless you pretty ugly *******
We have others to haunt and feast upon.

At times we are O so laughibly evil it does no good to think about it after it’s been so committed-to and done for a while
I’ll be dead before I make a bigger regret,
But with you, honey,(though now you hate me so) I reckon I’d still trade an your time over just about anyone else’s.

Your words were so sweet and supportive and forgiving when i was on your side,
How long can two people who live to spite even expect to stay a team? Nice knowing you.
I’ll wear the reflections and deflections like welts and I won’t forget the magic I felt but I’ll happily scrap the plans made.
You only knew how to lie and you’ll no doubt forget my name in time, and I’ll spit yours onto the ground from time to time.