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Terrified already and i haven't even  began to be able to express
all that I've realized with this vulnerableness
I have begun to helplessly and at the hand of God invest
i don't understand at all and i find little rest
in the fact that I've said the same words to a lover but they didn't likewise
peel back the skin to reveal the heart, or sometimes, in some places
the lack of one in my chest

You're unsure if i am even worthy to know
and granted i understand that before you've
heard the antagonist of what you've been shown
but to hear that, be shut down, when so far, so hard i push,
to open places in you closed for ages past,

I am not struck with rage but with confusion
, and pain, and paint on faces,
that i can see through but do not know what lies behind
the transparencies, and their clarity,
do not ease my mind

God i am trying.
Kate Copeland May 2020
The realisation that this violent red came up in me, that it had put itself out there, against my peaceful blue

hidden underneath my skin I thought, but once this/the disconnection came up, this unsafety, the red escaped 

and in an instant, alien became less distant, fluid in my daily countenance. How I've always assumed you

were the rock and I the water, how it turned out to be still and all. Me fully capable of standing my stones 

in the fluidity of waves, in this life of ebbs & flows. And even while I peak over the cliff edge, with the wind 

in my face, drawn into depth & distance - I know the cracks of then and the hills of now will become a passage,

a progress through the fragments I breathe, for the joy I feel. You went along to trust my inner world, while

you wouldn't anyway. So I decided to wend my place that provides me to dream up and survive nonetheless. 

Once your heart has jumped out of your body, the rivers & tides will smooth over. Structured daydreaming will bring

out the bright, fresh morning I need to scare off the ghosts of my lost night, a subverted realism to coast through a

clear consciousness over some guilt and uneasy vulnerableness. What's done, is done. True. Imagine that.
niann smith Apr 2021
some people think I'm weak
when I cry during the weekend
but really
I've been holding
everything trap
in a fist


some people think
am easily scared
cause am
tiny,
sweet
but really I've looked in the face of fear and yelled
at it to go away

people assume am that my
vulnerableness
is a personality trait
were they use it as their weapon
for my indecisive manner
but they don't hear the way I
sleep at night
people love misjudge me
Nena Feb 2018
I love his smile
I love his laugh
I love his hair
I love his sensual kisses
But do I love him?

I love how smart he is
I love how he’s open with me
I love the trust we have for each other
I love the honesty
But do I love him?

I love the vulnerableness
I love the rush
I love everything about us
But do I love him?
Travis Green Apr 2022
It's unbelievable how much I am obsessed over his sweet-scented Supremeness, rugged luscious heavenliness, mellow seasoned dopeness Immaculate jazzy perfection, gloriously warm, sparkling, and sufficient He gives me galvanizing goosebumps, fills my Stomach with butterflies, ****** immeasurable sensations
Inebriated on his saucy chocolate thunder, how I hunger
For his delectable velvet passion, devour me in the luscious
Spellbinding night, let his dancing of light shine brightly upon me

Carry me across the silky smooth seas to ebullient enriching bliss
Feel his smoking kisses, holding me hotly, capturing me in my Vulnerableness, I am a slave to his nation, held captive in his attractive
Majesty, clasping to his moistly solid and electric flesh, the fascinatingly Fresh embrace of him, striking and translucent
Bare, oil-slicked intriguingness, sumptuous and triumphant
Covetous, proud prodigy, nature’s greatest treasure

He ropes me into his desirably gratifying chocolate world
Engulfs me with his delicious sweet sweat, his deep, silky, and
Exquisite voice, let his slippery seductive slang slosh all over me
Just to feel my hands slowly inching over his dreamy, golden, and
Thick thighs, taste the peerless hairs on the surface
Down to his glowing muscular legs, kissing every measure of him
Like the sunshine and seas, like the wind and trees
Like the hands of a clock and two luminous lovers

I burst into myriad, flamboyant, and gay colors
He has me in his majestic, powerful, and irresistible
Wave of enchantingness, a flawless macho firestarter
A hot sparkling charmer, a divine, lissome, and shining star
A perpetual spectrum of relishable romance, he rocks me unstoppably
He keeps me buzzing like a hunky drunken ****
I drink too much of him, shamelessly smoking his hotness
Allowing him to contaminate my creation

Put my hands around his body like a flaming amber champagne bottle
Caress him impressively, lick him sexily and sloppily
While his delectable hands hold my bodacious bazookas
Squeezing my naughty nips, nibbling at them, seizing them
For his hot thrilling pleasure, make me hot all over
I crave to run away with him to all the electrifying planets
Beyond reality, feel his passionateness seeping through my veins

Inhale his vividly voluminous vessel, swim in his resplendent
Kingdom, stream in his masculine mathematical equations
Glowing with impossible greatness, sweet, elegant derivatives
Super ****** square roots taking the lead, showcasing
Their incomparability, how I urgently wish to French kiss
His tempting steamy algebra, feel his world open itself to me
Like open sesame, submerge myself in his enrapturing allure
Feel him cover my limbs with his hottest carnal massages
I crash into his astonishngness, feel his pulsing passions
Allow myself to be overtaken by it all
Travis Green Feb 2023
His machoness and marvelousness are poppin’
His flawless starry hotness enthralls me
His magical melanin manliness
Makes me wanna drown
Into his high-quality hypnotic harmoniousness
His vulnerableness and wholeheartedness
His assertiveness and effortlessness
His artfulness and smartness

My strongly made disarming sauce dog
Sound in body and limb
Everything that shimmers seamlessly
He gives me a fever when he delivers
His legendary action-packed heat

When he speaks to me with his soft words
When he stares at me with his dancing, brandy brown eyes
When he licks his affectionate energetic lips
Draw me into him with his enthusiastic, passionate nature
His blithe iconic smile, his infectious majestic beard

He heightens my desires, leaves me entangled
In his unbounded mesmerizing fire
How he sheathes me in his magnificent and unyielding energy
His instantaneous and spontaneous enchantment
I am enamored by his angelically heavenly beauteousness

My priceless striking diamond
My favorite intoxicating sensation
I see him in my mind, his deep, rich litness
He teases me with his massive, immaculate attraction
His broad, comforting chest, his macho solar plexus
His poetically impeccable biceps and triceps

His long, unstoppable sausage conquers me
His masterful, eye-grabbing thighs
And legs are so pleasing to feel
To kiss his large, lustrous feet
Drift into his inventive succulent dreaminess completely

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