"virginty" poems
I grew up in a church with a big white steeple
where the tea was sweet and so were the people
they told me to love and taught me to care
but turned on me by the time I grew out my hair
I learned as I aged that they were not so sincere
that these hypocrites would leave me alone in fear
no acceptance or love was shown to me
by the time I lost my premarital virginty
why build a child up with words so sweet
just to later knock her off of her unsteady feet
this "family" left me for their old and sad ways
being labeled as **** for the rest of my days
Aug 26, 2013
Aug 26, 2013 at 11:55 PM UTC
Thank you.
Not for what you did to me. But for opening my eyes to the real dangers of this world. People like. YOU.
I am Not saying that I was innocent before, but THAT was one thing I wanted to save.
Thank you.
Not for taking my virginty in the most cruel way possible. But for letting me know that I am alone. That no matter how much I want to scream and cry I can't because I am numb.
Thank you.
Not for holding me down. But for making me feel worthless and tainted. Because of you I am scared to tell my family. What is they are dissapointed in me?
Thank you. And I say this with all the sarcasm I have in my being, because really the only thing good you did for me...wait...there was nothing.
So on second thought...
Jan 3, 2016
Jan 3, 2016 at 12:11 AM UTC
i know i shouldn't be as jealous as i am but
seeing the heart on every profile pic hurts
and realising she wasn't just another girl
that you truly loved her
enough to say you'd **** her still
especially to me your current girl
maybe for you losing your virginty
was the same to me were you didn't care
but maybe for you it was a meant to be
so when i realise ill never amount to her
and your feelings could be lingering
it hurts
and i know im just thinking but its the thoughts
the thought that you'd go back to her if she asked that scares me more than anything
Jan 21, 2018
Jan 21, 2018 at 4:58 AM UTC