"twentyone" poems
you said you had never
seen a girl who could drink
***** straight from the
cheap plastic bottle
its slow burn cauterizing
my mental wounds
allowing me to feel
comfortable about my
self, my body
entwined in sticky arms
under
the covers
and i said
i was not as green
as my missing four years
would encolor me
flushing my cheeks-
bare, words bare-boned
on your bare chest
fingers weaving
reassurances
through firey hair
but what i kept
close, behind closed
chapped lips
forbid to let slip
from cigarette-
burned lungs
was that never
had i ever
been nestled
so
close
to another fledgling
and yet
it felt
so natural to me
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 7:35 PM UTC
Tiny steps to solid strides
We wonder why we wander
Everglades that consume the fire
Never waking from my slumber
Twins that vanish from my mind
Youth that ticked at a rate most unkind
Once upon a May I say so
Nothing is
Ever in two neat rows
Jun 2, 2014
Jun 2, 2014 at 1:22 AM UTC
Harsh not hard.
Hounded like Anne Frank
Treated like a victim,
A Prisoner of YOUR war
In your own freak show parade
Somehow
Despite my disgust
And my dispair
I have made it this far
As a personal puppet
To a sick monster master
Of a mother
One short stretch of twentyone years
Feels like the Coldest and Longest
Cold World Fair
I do believe
It is time to retire.
So Thank you ever so kindly
For your extended invite-
But this time by choice
With no regret nor remorse
Ill kindly Say, "No Thanks"
And skip away
To be on my way
Never ever to be
Your puppet prisoner
Or your daughter.
Jun 22, 2010
Jun 22, 2010 at 7:51 AM UTC
One round
In the chamber,
Thirty in the magazine,
One moment makes a lifetime,
Two seconds taken to breath.
Three brothers at my back,
Four wolves in the hunt.
Five miles to ruck before rest,
Six hours to sleep tonight.
Seven days left for another week,
Eight civillians lost as collateral.
Nine houses cleared without incident,
The Tenth is where they're waiting.
Eleven minutes for the firefight,
Twelve rounds taken to the legs.
Thirteen minutes until Medevac arrives,
Fourteen month recovery.
Fifteen minutes left before lights out.
Mag is half full.
Sixteen hours to rest and clean weapons,
Seventeen men play cards in the barracks
Eighteen minutes left during fire guard,
Nineteen year old soldiers miss their family.
Twenty minute call home to loved ones.
Twentyone shots over a white headstone.
Twentytwo streets left to clear before dusk,
Twentythree families bustle in the bazaar.
Twentyfour hours in each day in hell.
Twentyfive men craving cigarettes.
Twentysix reports of gunfire this morning.
Twentyseven combatants killed.
Twentyeight days left in deployment.
Twentynine years old at honorable discharge,
30 family members waiting to welcome you home.
31 days in every month spent in the devil's sandbox.
Click
Mag is empty.
Drop mag
Draw new mag
Load into well
Hit bolt release
Continue fighting
Sep 5, 2017
Sep 5, 2017 at 4:12 AM UTC
Stretched out
in your Sunday morning way
with your mouth
slightly open
and your hands, together,
curled up by your jaw,
you look like
the best thing
that has happened to me.
Feb 4, 2014
Feb 4, 2014 at 5:25 PM UTC