"theyr" poems
smoke comes up like a hammer
bing bam slams a man
twists his nose
turns, e looks for his friends
in the other room, but theyr far now
farther than the knife big
man machete got eyes like
dog in woods, got teeth like
dog in woods
he aint shittin nobody now
no he aint
clever ***** none here
whisperin whisperin
comin closer and
i nos i aint got the time so
big lunge i giv him
a big un
but a big
dog needs a
bigger lunge
so i grabsme figger
and takes off wif no sound
but a big
dog got a bigger nose
sniff farther, dig
deeper, and a rat in the sewer
gets chewed, gets mangled
gets is wittl teethums pulled out
FUCKEM FUCKEM FUCKEM
getde teeth getde credit cards
RIPEM RIPEM RIPEM
hoo amex this ***** got it
FUCKEM FUCKEM FUCKEM
rough, little yuppie ****
RIPEM RIPEM RIPEM
you think that *** is any good?
FUCKRIPS FUCKRIPS FUCKRIPS
Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 2:08 AM UTC
Sometimes, when I say 'I'm O.K.' I want someone to hug me and say 'No. You're not.'
Sometimes, when I 'smile' I want my friends to notice that even though I seem happy, somethings wrong.
Sometimes, when I write, I want someone to read it and know; they aren't JUST words, theyr'e my emotions spilling out on paper.
Sometimes, when I'm alone, I want to feel happy.
Sometimes, I want to be independent and not have to rely on burdening my friends with my whining to make me feel better.
Sometimes, I want my friends to ask if I'm 'O.K.' because sometimes...I don't want to have to say: 'I feel so sad I could burst into tears at any given moment.' Sometimes, I feel my friends should just know, the way I know.
I know when theyr'e happy for real, and I know when they're faking it.
I know when they hide behind a mask and pretend, but...sometimes, I wish people would see thru my mask.
Sometimes, I want someone to ask how I'm doing NOT because they have to, but because they WANT to.
Sometimes, I wish there was one person in this world who could see thru my mask...and wanted to be my friend anyways.
Sometimes, I want someone who understands me and my feelings.
Sometimes, when I say 'I'm O.K.' I want someone to hug me and say 'No. You're not.'
Jun 15, 2012
Jun 15, 2012 at 12:58 AM UTC
i watch obsenity,
lascivious acts,
looking for normality,
the spoted back, the traps
are everiwhere, and
*** is inspiring, i aspire to
normality, an afective life
healing mi heart, and accept
the ********** of relations, and feel
normal, all live'd theyr lives,
mine was stolen, for some creep old *******
just the need, of feeling normal, accept the pain
as a normal man, or trie to feel as one,
is the gold of watching *** on the phone net,
the search of normality, despice the eyes y adore
and the highnes of loving someone, up there,
and every once a year or so, there is this look
in front of me, loving me in secret, understanding,
silent and sweet, all the rest if stupidity, and wounds
of a child arrased for the creeps, and their need of posses
someone, they don't understand, or love, is just obsession.
even so, the spots in my back, are clean,
my sanity too, so sometimes watching ****
is just looking for normality, and wash away the pain,
of carry the creep in my ears. still inside my ears,
talking to me, and never letting go.
as whympy woman, or a souless creep,
but never get to me, **** in the window,
remainds me, how creepy and stupid they are.
and me, i m feeling more normal every day,
my heart is operative, and ready to live, dispise
the creep. i am a free man, alive and clean,
my soul is good, my heart is pumping, and i am,
very normal and ***** indeed.
Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 3:22 AM UTC
I thought you said it would be okay
Every little thing, is gonna be alright
But when I come home
Instead, theyr so dead
With the weight of the boulders pressing
Down on this house
Its crumbling
I push things
Get them out of my mind
Have since I was little
Squeezing my eyes shut tight
When he came home in the dead of the night
Please let mommy be okay
The screaming haunts me
In my daydreams
My lack of focus
Frustrates me every second
So I shut it out
Close my mind
But now the haze is clearing
I thought it was different
But people never change
Jail doesn’t change a thing
The threat of life sentences
Don’t change a single, thing
But I cant teach
The lesson he should learn
Because though he gives us nothing
Without him
we have even less
No home, no education
Streets
Are glistening with the rain
My tears finally stream
And they flood the sidewalks
With their anger and fear
And stupidity
Never trust the liar
Ive always told myself
Nobody, can be trusted
But I opened up
And I let it go
Floored it
But now im crashing
As I lay pinned between the tree and radiator
I look up at the stars
Do you know how many wishes
Iv sent up to the sky
Black and blue as my body
As the stars glisten mockingly
“hunny, im home!”
Take a long look around
At the rusting support posts
And decaying furniture
This house is not a home
This house is broken
We all need, somebody to lean on
And I had you
You left me at the worst time
And it keeps going down
I hate that I needed to hear your voice
Before I attempt another goodbye
But I know it is selfish
Don’t worry
The knife is staying shallow
The pills are the correct dosage
But my tears are overflowing
At the facts laid on the table
Its too late for protection
Services asking all the wrong questions
Has he done this before?
No ****
Im glad we contacted the captain
Of town obvious
A few more years, ill have a job
Mother will too
Maybe ill tell my secret
Or maybe ill publish
The lies I was told
With the dignity I sold
I want to forgive
But I wont
And to hell will I ever forget
Because the lies the lovers have told me
Will never heal
Because my lips are sealed
Oct 27, 2011
Oct 27, 2011 at 12:00 AM UTC
Late late late
Im gonna be late
So late in fact that everyone there
Will have someone to hate
Try try try
To flee and run outside
Theyr'e here! Theyr'e here!
They'lle yell at me to hear.
Stupid, lazy one
I wanted to have time
This time i cant control
I fly but dont go
Why why why
why cant i be so quick
so quick and skilled and organized
To get outside on time.
Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 8:22 PM UTC
I miss the rain Like
I miss your face while
Sewing seeds of anger
Can't harvest the love
I am a child of light
A man of darkness
All emotions lead
Out of balance
can't touch the light this time
but its alright, its alright
handing torches of our time
yeah its our time
never or for now; find
that we sing together
and pray for no one
they are all fine in theyr ways
love the light inside of you
not the illumination that casts
shadows on our face
i remember before i knew
i look like you
heal to cleanse the soul
Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 6:39 PM UTC
only a hand full of human souls is strong or insane enough, to find the courage thats needed to live for theyr biggest Dream. For this one burning Idea that dosent wanted to left theyr mind for Just a day , since its has been born in These one Moment theyr needs and visions had been unbound and unobserved. Grown to
personal destiny, bound to one endless, sizeless and boarderless passion. even if there can't be more luckyness to feel, as in these moments where those lifelong tracking dreams are bound in touchable , visible, real expieriencable shapes..
...there can't be more pain as in times they seem to be unrealizable or impossible to realize in the way they should.
nothing can cause more vitality ,more love into the life , as to found out how imagination can be formed into sounds, pictures, things..or even full worlds.
and nothing will ever cause more hate for the world around ,the own person and these insane visions , as any step backwards ,anything that (seem?) to separate, stop or just slow down these unique souls while theyre hunting theyr predetermited ever know destiny.
sometimes it feels like draining in your passion - bound that hard to the way to fullfill your visions, that you loose everything around..and with these world around the base and material to realize them.
nothing will ever hurt more as the fear to lost your dreams by getting lost in them ,just while fighting to realize them.
so why are there those driven, hunted, insane souls who choose to live in passion and get thorn between despair and despairing hopes?
cause all these impossible seeming visions are carrying this small seed to become true.. and as long these chance for reality exists, it will endless stoke the fire that burns inside -
it will form new wings out of broken leftovers of the previous ,
dosent matter how much times the old ones got crushed to dust...
and nothing will ever balance out the feeling to fly within the own inner universe while any smallest part of it is coming true..
and no thing exists, that will ever ne able to cause more energy and trust in the fate ahead..
...as to reach the sky.
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 1:18 AM UTC