I've to hide the truth
I had to hide everything

The pain in me

I hide almost everything
It's hurt me
To crying almost every night

I knew the hardest part is
Letting go
But I have too
I know it was a scaries part

I got no strong to guide you
I've my own reason why I should give up on you

Please don't ask me to stay
Cause your 'Stay'
Only asked me to go away

I have to let go everything
From the first I met you
Till now
I have to let all memories go
It's okay to hurt myself now
Then I should waited for someone who never apprieciate me

I'm tired from say
I love you
But you not listening

Baby cupid shooting arrows through the eyes of sparrow
Life and death marriage blows cycles of hells below
Earthly Angel's wondering in every angle see the strangles
Hard to untangle pain inside of the brains range terrains
Hilly my cups chilly off the ruffino mascato bottles
Ain't no tomorrow **** sorrows let my pride swallow
All of the pains that tried to bang against my pane
Windows fogged of the indo master P no limit title
Medallion looking thick like my chick  thighs is wick
Ready to catch fire from my lusting desire grow pliers
Clench tight organization **** right focused lights
Camera action satisfaction eddie kendricks solid glow
Seventies soul disco kids dancing over the fashion shows
Miss the paparazzi sitting in the benzie rolling twenties
Dime bags still leasing toe tags see the eyes flare the gag
Shell shocked from bodies rock vietnam rifle flocks
It dont stop stringing like a ****** drummer Hendrix
National anthem feel the phantom poetry skills I hand em
Let their minds meditate fourth eye state begins to regulate
Like Nate 16 clips and 16 holes that's about 16 souls
One for every blow I show raw skills paid the bills thrills
Giving my fears of the godly oddly I sit puffin" cigars G





2nd beat:

Woke up next to demons female ******* out my *****
Spiritual babies all over hades underground maybe?
Scabies to scrilla cold killa chocolate vanilla miller
Time crack open from one time how many souls in line
Waiting for the flatline tap the shine darkness ready to bind
Incline it's all by design taxes to death playing signs
Sigils laid over the equal no longer believe in people
See the evils we do only if we learned how to breeze through
Chaos highway sometimes I wish I could just fly away
With no wings to play a part I stay above the wicked sharp
Poetry symphony harp stringing my darts none could park
Like G Benson gimme the night just the two of us surplus cuts
Off the diamonds intellectual shining underminding me see
The sanctity in reality from watching nature in normality
Seems like things going back to the way they used to be
Black femme fatal fairies holding cherries blazing scaries
Silent death wish once I learn to deeply cook a fish
Street wise invoke more fear the pennywise over analyze
That's what I do snipe crews before they get the visual  
My guns feeling you let the bullets gravitate towards you
Engorge you with a soulful touch temptations rock the stations
Lonely man staring at the mirror like a mannequin then again
I been made for this journey of sin stuck in a steel plated pen
With no bars travel beyond the stars I seen life on Mars
Black faceless apparitions suspicion got em reminiscing  
Twenty feet or taller goliaths raging paths with the titans of the sea
Yeah you know me my game tight like Jordan to Kobe
Always stay sober down *** infantry godly soldier bolder and colder
Took Michael's the angel sword he blessed me once he slit me
My wrist was pouring out lighting abyss deep state analysis
This ain't a dream this is real **** from another place I visited it
And now I'm spilling it hell only for the physical miracles only
Happen when you put a dent to wishful capping no rapping
Poetry literature ******* Anne Saxon equipped for packing
Stacking souls taller than tower of Babel blood trails of Gabriel
Doing gods will? Well how if satan is the main guy who kills will?
No witnessing only when you feel your last breath face death
Riding the scrolls of Seth bulldooze through every holy scroll
Feeling myself naw I'm feeling my health good grief
Sittin like an Indian and chief off of the reef got no receipts to life
Cuz it was paid with death beginning of the first ending im ascending