I expressed my intention
I explained my desire
I stressed how this wasn't going to change.
I said all this then
I shared my secrets, let you in.
I let you cuddle after ***,
I answered your phones calls every night.
I watched you fall in love so
I flirted with your friends for fun.
I got ****** when you got jealous
I got bored with your "possesiveness".
I sat you down and said stop bothering me.
I was pleased with my "assertivness".
I laughed behind your back
at your reaction to a broken heart.
I justified my cruelty quite beautifully.
I havn't slept in a week....
I'd like to say I had a revival of conescience
but I know i just got lonely.
So I called you, got you drunk and let you touch me.