Stay up late, pushing past exhaustion into perfection of perception.
Understanding of self is essential for this existential extollment.
Extollment? I meant extinguishment. Can't convey if I'm projecting.
Stream of conciousness leads to extreme unconciousness.
Writing without pushing, thinking, or stopping. Only feeling.
Or am I knowing more than I'm feeling? Do I even know what I feel?
No knowing noes the feeling of thoughts fought back, you know.
Liar.
I don't know if noing frees the feelings pushed back from focused thought.
Was that even a sentence? Know!
Do freed thoughts flee? Where to? How so? What then?
No.

i am was
as we're not

but not

as could

having
you

but
noing
shall

i

when those
children scream
their faces
make such reds
filling up all the green with their sad little i's
why can't
we
be more like they
make us
more perfectly
but noing
we speak in blisters

june evans 50 year L plate 12.09.18

midweek driving
still got the L plate
news flash and lego thriving
got the highway code in hampstead highgate.
57 years of commitment
never any loss of hope or misery
to your two boys love obedient
but they added unnecessary theory.
at 60 love was unconditional
children wanted to lift
noing brians under thumb with provisional
that's why they got freedom gift.
not 1 or 2 or even third
number 4 is your lucky number
passing at 75 makes you a clever bird
going to local shops in BMW520i is strictly rumba.
30 years of writing
no pass arriving
lessons from june evans i'm inviting
passion and determination is cliff driving.