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astronaut Aug 2018
Dear me,

I hope this letter finds you kind, I hope it finds you at ease,
I hope it finds you as you were born.. a soft spring breeze.

I am writing this letter to inform you that your time is not up, that you still have space to unfold, that you are a continuum that doesn’t have to settle for the broken uni-verse where you were unraveled.

You, love, are not limited to your synonyms.

You can develop into a sandstorm speaking the names of the Saharas to your left and to your right.
You can develop into a sandstorm that does not blind the sufi midnight traveler.
You can develop into a sandstorm that travels beyond the desert.
You, my love can develop into a sandstorm carrying a water-well for the thirsty.

You can develop into an ocean that doesn’t stand in arrogance where there is land.
You can develop into an ocean that waxes and wanes to the rhythm of the moonlight caressing you.
You, my love, can develop into an ocean that doesn’t erode the rocks standing on its shore.

You can develop into a soft spring breeze that makes a home of all the other seasons.
You can develop into a soft spring breeze that gently ****** through a baobab tree trunk.
You, my love, can develop into a soft spring breeze that playfully tickles the arms of a nesma on her university bus writing this.

Kindly find attached to this letter the love your father has tucked in bed a long time ago and never double checked on it.
Kindly find attached to this letter the understanding your mother stored in the kitchen cabinet she is too short to reach.
Kindly find attached to this letter the forgiveness you have tried to grow out of sunflowers seed every winter.

Always sincerely,

Forever yours.
astronaut Apr 2015
It’s 3:30 Am and it’s rush hour in my head.

1- I’m constantly being swallowed into my own existence like an ever-looping wormhole.

2- I am trying to expand, to encounter all energy and matter with space, grace, and sincerity.. And so I am constantly bursting, going through massive explosions and extreme intensity

.3- I am trying to radiate warmth, peace, beauty, light, and love.

4- I am trying to become one with myself, and with the Uni-verse.

5- The last four sentences started with the word “I”.. HOW SELF CENTERED CAN A PERSON BE!

6- The last three “I"s were followed by "am trying”.. cut yourself some slack, Nesma.

7- Nesma means breeze in Arabic, and someone once said “surround yourself with breezy souls in hot summers”.

8- Nesma starts with Noon, and Noon stands for infinity in my subconsciousness.

9- The uni-verse is infinite. It’s vast and supreme. It must be blue, blue is the warmest color.

10- My favorite Harry Potter character is Luna Lovegood. I have deeply fallen in love with Luna Lovegood… luna love good..

11- Luna is the same Latin root for the two words “the moon”, and “craziness”. The moon has always been associated with insanity, and for that, perhaps, it’s also associated with love.

12- God I LOVE the uni-verse.

13- “I did not fall in love with you, I fell in you with love”
What am I even doing

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