It was of the sand,
That found for me to stake upon this gamble of a purpose.
To onward journey, stout of heart, within it lines to draw and part
and dedicate my time to all that live and then depart.
And subjugate the sin of wait.
Dare i chance alignment.
To spite the constant vein of me.
That of constant bye.
For it was within the sands.
That truth illuminated
Divining is of destruct and of grand endeavor.
Those were lessons I to learn.
Yet warnings seen, but not to heed.
So to venture bold, embark.
Here I found myself about, a place that i not know.
Lacking proper courtesy that guides the proper tongue.
At a time of caving doubt in youth while throwing caution.
Such foolishness and acts so grave with naivete.
So of this, my letting go and future now to grasp.
Then of me to newer name and shed of me my past.
That led me to a village, shambled as it small.
Oh so sharp in all contrast,
To all i'd ever known.
And then to her so small of frame
with trouble trembling.
Did I find, i've much of want and more to givings be.
The hope I find within her eyes.
Those burning eyes aglow.
Yet shaking did i look to see, the grief she held alone.
For she with nails so black and pained
with eyes of sapphires ancient flame.
Screamed, "anne nerde"?
To this I said within my lip.
My English voice that caused such shock.
"hello", and then ,"who, you"?
And puzzled as i've not the faintest
slight that cause her hate
and run away and then dismiss
or understanding me.
That left me to the mighty awe, and my stupidity.
"Am i the image of the anger, she must see everyday,
A reminder there's tomorrow, or of horrors yesterday"?
Faintly nothing can be had, so i had chanced hello.
This is me and who are you.
And her away to go.
So i was lost to all the why,
and all who heard it so.
Then to suspect, short of counsel and left of reason why.
I shatter peace with solace small and and watch you drain your eye.
So to all that spun around
with jaws so slack with shock.
Made of this a curse and huddle?
Of what, they they took of stock?
They must be of the panic.
They must be many dead
And this is now my crucible
and now i know there dread?
" How dare i cause such great alarm? in such fleeting passing
" i said hello, only hello
and then, but"who are you"?.
All but mine
All faces white blood.
And then the moment shock!
For then i heard, "olu"!!!
"For I said, hello and who ," but she heard only death.
And forgiveness in this place
Was shown not least the trace.
Awaken this, the anger, rage the mighty great temult.
For announced by all around
"You utter with most care.
This place if of the teetering
and none dare hear dispair."
So please a caution with your greeting.
For broken hearts here tear
And the tokens of your kindness,
Can be swallowed up in here
Its brought to doom, this little girl by violence and it's snare
Was brought to this, by fault of tounge
bignine and shambled care.
Then better us
To purse a lip
And hope the slight be small,
The reaping can be had
But never excise fault
It is of divinty
So pray we judgment halt.
This is of the manner known
Yet are still unseen
For all the slights be large or small
None are are fully owned
And All the workings good of heart
Must be done
and done discreet.
some of this is in turkish
