"neednt" poems
i had to move my pitch counter
after it was lifted i reset it
0000
i never told you what that was for
but now that youre 0001
i dont think it matters anymore
it was moved to aid in the removal
of those tacky though plush covers
the pink ones with the cat
those that you harassed me over
pointed with other people and laughed
well they came off but thats not the story either
when they first became unsnugged
i found the liquid gold
small black bottle by europeans
as pure and as innocent as it could be
hiding right in plain sight
but you neednt hide when no one looks
as i held that child
and looked over my shoulder
for you mostly but him too
trimmed the rosebush and piled it
atop a smouldering heap of ashes
i knew that it would
be acceptable to sleep again
if only for a night
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 9:25 PM UTC
yesterday i
opened my eyes
only to close them
because i was blinded
by harsh words
i needn't hear
at six in the morning
yesterday i
forced myself out
of bed and into
the shower and was
even scolded by
water that was
too hot to handle
yeserday
yesterday i
went to bed trying to
convince myself the
covers would
keep me safe
but i dreampt of
places i promised myself
i would
get over by the days end
today i
today i
today i woke up
forced myself
out of bed and
into the shower but
did not let
anything or anyone
scold me
about things i neednt hear
at six in the morning
Dec 5, 2013
Dec 5, 2013 at 1:12 PM UTC
Behind all those giggles and smiles
There are tears of pain
Inside this emptiness
There's a boy , trying to be whole again
He writes long stories ,
Want someone to read between the lines
Look what he's upto
He tells it all in rhymes
He knows it's his own fault
But he never chose to be this way
Friends and enemies alike
No one comes his way
So don't tell him ,
how much you care
Because when the time comes
No one is there to share
He Dosent need the crowd
Just the one
But maybe he's doing it wrong
Because he can't find that someone
And he's given up hope and faith
He knows , He can't hide from fate
Still he has locked himself inside those doors
Unseen , living for just a few moments more
Living on borrowed time
He has to wait some more
Looking for the right time
Before he's gone
He wants to scream in their faces
And tell them what it's like to be
But all he can do is whisper
And hope someday they could see
That the little boy , Is gone for good
In peace , he'll be cold
He was there when no one else was
Empty stories needn't be told
Maybe love can change it all
Make him turn around
But no one loves him
In time , He will fall down
In time , in his mind
He knows whats true
He's wise , he can't survive
On borrowed time he's alive
Still he's holding on
Maybe somewhere in the crowd
Someone will look through those eyes
Behind all those lies
Someone will finally know why he cries
But in time ,
the little boy , will be gone for good
In peace , he'll be cold
He was there when no one else was
Empty stories needn't be told
The stars will still shine
And the crowd will still smile
But somewhere far away
It will rain
There will still be the sunrise
Ain't a thing that'll change
But somewhere far away
It will pain
From far away
Whispers will turn to screams
Empty echoes no one could hear
In time , it'll all be clear
That the little boy , Is gone for good
In peace , he'll be cold
He was there when no one else was
Empty stories needn't be told
Jan 23, 2014
Jan 23, 2014 at 2:19 AM UTC
In the jungle i grew
Braveness was a call. Mediocracy critized
And togetherness built!
Luck was hard to catch
Though i swarm to you,
The Deepest inn of the picture
All for one like a captured shadow.
Which waves can sail us apart
When the future already wrote our history in smiles
To the deep sea of humans my eye netted you,
My blood fused you,
My hearted stamped you in.
Neednt i have to lock?,
....You are diagonized to stay!
A fueling joy, a stripped happiness, naked money with an invitation to treat.
A fuse to swapping rejoice, a price worth paid for all the lost tears
Jul 16, 2016
Jul 16, 2016 at 2:27 PM UTC
Suffering is the path to enlightenment; we neednt only to be afraid
Jul 4, 2017
Jul 4, 2017 at 1:51 PM UTC
Dark the Roads Ive travelled on,
shunning from the Light-
All of them led to the Same point,
hear this now, my plight.
True you might believe at first-
God you neednt need-
but Just remember to walk the talk that you so easy speak.
For time has come to make my peace(my chance to be redeemed)-with God whom i still yet seek repentance"s what i need.
For every thought an action born,
someday you will atone-
remember in the End,theres God-and God only alone...
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 2:51 PM UTC