Time it takes ....
For me
To recover ...
From certain things
Slowing
Urgencies ....
Growing.......
Yet I still sit still .....
I know ....
What I should be doing..
That part of me is currently..
Disabled......
I bury my head in pursuant of what I shouldn't be.........
Keeping me from what I could be....
So....
I simply justify by lieng
Using time constraints ,back pains ,
Covid ,or what ever it takes to postpone ..
Now I'm burry........
Lay awake all night stars in my eye
Some times a few tears .....
A little worried
If I finally find >........
...
It again. Love
Will I be able.
Or will I finally find that love all along was my Cain......
It's killing me
I'm alone and emotionally unstable
Many moons,
Flitter by ......
Haven't got the glitter out of my eye
My reflection is blurry
Mold upon my window cill !
I sit dormant.....
Dark grey consumes.
Hopes and dreams ...
Blue skies ,
Sunny days
Everything I want to do.....
A.K.A. .........
YOU.
.........
I finally find. ....
Only to find
I ....
Can't have you....
Change the epoch
******* epic
Ethan Frome tragedy
Deep convulsive inhale
Fade to black
Fin!
.....
...
.