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mirjana Sep 2018
I have always been told,

not to overthink and let things slip out of control.

It always bothered me when people misunderstood me.

When all I did was hide and try to keep it low-key.

Oh god,  that is funny!

When you all think I do this just to seek attention.

From who?

People who don't love me?



Instead of being friends, you would rather critique my  life decisions, that don't affect your future plans.

I gave you a chance when I poured my heart out and genuinely thought this could work out.



Nevertheless it all has ended, and don't you think I resent it.

I appreciate you being my friend, however everything must come to an end
Delton Peele Feb 2021
3/4 of half the time
In my mind
I find you
Seeking
Opinions
(Secretly
Its my belief
Your
Motive
Is
Ulterior
In order to gauge
Your
Wrong behavior
Acting hurt,
Victimized,
And in that way
Gain favor.
Its
Codependency
Extrinsic
And
Somewhat
Narcissistic)
.........
The severity
Of your
Discrepancies
Dictates the
Intensity
Of your
rampage
And repeatedly askin me
Am i  outa line
Tell me the truth
And so I do.......
You get mad
Say ***** you.
Then in the rare time
Im in need
Or im down
You dont answer the phone
Or come round








I tryed to tell you.....
Dont set your perch so high.
Your response?
I dont need you telling me what to do!
You fell ......... 
You seem surprised.
The question now rises.....
If i ask you to tell me the truth no matter what
Would you ?smile ...
say
Whatever you
Think I would
Want you to say.
In effort to spare my feelings?
harmfully,
Charmingly?
A dashing
Eye contact
Evanescent
The rest of the half second
Digesting my kinematics....
Intentionally
You are about to
Decieve me...
Are you my enemy?
You never rebuke me for anything.
...............
Alarming me......
...............
No you are friendly..........
.    ......
Unfortunately
I guess
what
I desire is
A true ememy.....
One who I can count on
Too tell me
to my face the real things
That hurt.......
One whom will
Not suprise me
The way you do.

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