"eaf" poems
You say I told a lie about last May
And if that's what you think
I guess there's not much to say
I'll untie the anchor, let it sink
Go to a place where you'd love me
Somewhere my truths aren't lies
Disappear so I can no longer see
These heartbreaking replies
No more attention seeking
That you felt I was up to
No more having this feeling
Of my heart ripped in two
I don't want to remember this
I only want the good moments
When you were proud
You even said it out loud
- EAF
Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 1:43 PM UTC
A comfort I chose to loose
It's sad to hear this news
But I don't know what to do
When it comes down to you
My heart says multiple things
While my head thinks and thinks
Maybe I should stay and see
Or just leave things be
Let the wind blow how it does
Let our hands move from this
Let the birds and bees buzz
Even if you're everything I'll miss.
- EAF
Nov 29, 2016
Nov 29, 2016 at 5:45 PM UTC
A million thoughts are running wild
As I stare into the body of an adult
But only see the spirit of a child
That has created feelings never felt
My heart has lost and won the war
But my mind has succumbed to it
My soul has been left feeling sore
While the picture of us was so perfect
How does one bounce back from love
It has become so difficult to comprehend
That this is a believed plan from above
When all I want is a restart and no end.
We both agreed to the terms and conditions
But what if we bend the rules a bit
As you are one of my only obsessions
Why don't we at least attempt it?
- EAF
Dec 4, 2016
Dec 4, 2016 at 7:55 PM UTC
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when I speak _ your _ name....
It'snotquitepleasure
and it's not. quite. pain
your face. those eyes.
those L. iP. s.
Stab a primal lo _ng ___ing....
And 》》speed》》 me to quips
slimfingersandneck;,..Every inch...
how - I - long and #i need
;it's a sc^rat^^ch I mus^t it^^^ch
But you. don't..... ||| concede |||
your voice like gravel
undermyshoe
never sounded s₩€€t€r
our words {{failed}} the truth
me, some~pied~piper~~~
reduced to this sniv. el. ing/idiot/poser
my mel°od°y play°ed to d _eaf ears
left > alone > to > spit >> out >>
......pretentious/....little/.....poems....
Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 2:20 PM UTC
I've been roaming in shallow waters
Left my hollow footprints behind
Tip toed on the edge of the deep end
Afraid, afraid of sinking
Holding my breath in too tight tonight
Slipped off the edge, can't go back
The water's holding me far too close
Not letting my feet touch the ground
My thoughts have cease to exist
Not a single flash of life came to be
Nobody said that it would end like this
Looks like I'm not apart of your history
My breathes are scattered and alone
Reaching out for anyone's hand
Because I don't think I can
My feet don't want to touch this land
- EAF
Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 3:43 PM UTC
I played games when we never knew each other
The me who I thought I was, would now stutter
I didn't know what it felt like to fall for someone
I always thought that they'd hear my story and run
But then you didn't at first. You held my hand
You took me to a happy never never land
You said my I'm okay could become truthful
But that opinion soon became neutral.
Where the games were once fun for you
It soon became too much for you too
You never thought you'd have to save a life
You backed away to save yourself the strife.
I've been found out on all the games I've played
Each one was just another brick I've laid
To build my walls higher for my own safety
I tried to lock them away but you found the key
Was I meant to understand the repercussions
That each turn would lead to these discussions
That with every act i once did would undoubtedly
Lead to the moment where we're no longer a we
- EAF
Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 3:33 PM UTC
It's been months since I was by your side
But love is a feeling that no one can hide
I miss the smile that you gifted me with
But your smile has become something of a myth
I still remember the ear to ear grins we shared
And all the emotions that left me so scared
To think that I thought we could be something
Has made me begin to wonder about everything
- EAF
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 4:37 PM UTC