some\thing\hap\pen\s;
when I speak _ your _ name....
It'snotquitepleasure
and it's not. quite. pain

your face. those eyes.
those L.  iP.   s.
Stab a primal lo ng __ing....
And 》》speed》》 me to quips

slimfingersandneck;,..Every inch...
how - I - long and #i need
;it's a sc^rat^^ch I mus^t it^^^ch
But you. don't..... ||| concede |||

your voice like gravel
undermyshoe
never sounded s₩€€t€r
our words {{failed}} the truth

me, some~pied~piper~~~
reduced to this sniv. el. ing/idiot/poser
my mel°od°y play°ed to d _eaf ears
left > alone > to > spit >> out >>
......pretentious/....little/.....poems....

they came to mt                       y door again                 g
asking me if        .        I've got a woman in my room;
no, I said again
but my lies were growing         .              thinner by long black hair   like an Asian  or an Indan; sallow skin                         from bad circulation;
                the day
if not by the hour:)       as I was building
   a creature who                 Tesla coils for veins ;    could carry                                      .
  .        a snooch & maybe ac ouple of *******  size 8.5 feet
built-in retractable           stiletto heels
           sacks &        a molded        fir m but    soft to the touch    
           derriere
I'd have to put it some                               where          Until  
I could pass i off as polymer flesh from
l        scalp         to the tip of every       ooo       toe; e
very inch supple      & pink I can         add orange     freckles w/ an airbrush; but to get it to   walk upright & not (l)            just lay flop out flat w/ floppy *******; I have to put better
implants in &  but I don't want
    the **** to be too        conspicuous;              t spread eaf   .        gle---
an     .       .                 axexual an      e       veryday ordinary (what was t.
I can't let the neighbors hear n me
******* the thing                  if ******* is iillegal; ****  
what kind of ******             up society outlaws s
   exuality exce   p( y)     t in cases                of                  reproduction
& abortion is a thing of the     /           the past is driven              underground)      
                                    ; so all these
how                        axexuxa ;               (        sexua           l            outlaws        
    I an't live in a
       world where omen   obor robor           robot-bulls keep sniffing around; they n mus                                       know I'm building a                 sexdroid;
are illegal;
I could get arrested     for       building one ;                       in my bedroom;                        l himosexuals     live to ripe ages          like Methuselah & Enoch; but            I'm a frai d
to wa ke up in  ( a) d           awake i
this **** ed             up world;  where a           genitals are                 I could use        Princess Kristi       about now                     Can't keep gong back to the same       hardware                            store for parts            w             e:        
       illegal unless                     .                                      licensed
       with the Stat e;            if a cop     checks ur pocket & finds any sign of                   arousal u could do(m)                  time    
         interchange     ble   prosthetic      .       
          synthetic       p      body parts    
;how is all t          his going on &                         *******    
         is legal; oh, it's all
         super-hyper-realistic     ultra-cartoons      ; actual
                           people don't ever                          touch one ano(y)    ther'

My baby                             on NT is considering
      the *** oiile       ☉       skeeting    -     doo into        ur mouth.
Cap fit [Septimius   -                    Gaeta] is your
    knee IKE knoo smear your     peers
       do not flying                saucer ash      &
lick her muscular        
      asschole
      smiared       ☉          w/ chokolate
               and that                suitable for licking ---
   HSP Lover     does for me, thinking-k light
   Neville forgot        yours Ear oiile  rushing                       ☉
        nachete ANS  oiite          not hyinz dagling                felm
each fysking       ☉             plaskasoviti keiling?
  Goddess Slav every moonlight   onderground:
Muscle Loverdos   muscle dream, muscle -
Muscle OSA name           not Quetta ANS not
Sekreton,         oiat      Havel virus learnet lei ☉☉
equivalent has muscle [           ] faft oiite *** reddefini
veafti [let goddess (    ) ***], (         ) HPP,
          Mars virus ooman,
Kyein weighed    this oorld kouetly        sysking
red not pyvlik not Saturday sakila ride HOME :
ANS fysked not every *** leucine childrenan
 ☉      ☉       EAF not ANS lesvians oiti strap-on|