(Son)
Mom where did my daddy go to
Why does my best friend have a daddy
And why do we feed on plants everyday
Are we of the same species as the cows
At the back-yard
You only serve me with a cup
Of milk as a beverage
Why are their beverages bottled
His mom is healthy
You always complain of Kidney problem
Why mother?
(Mother)
Son is it a contract that you signed
A contract that you are obligated
Of a posh life
Look at my C-section scar
I was on the verge of embracing dimentia
Your father died as a strong but poor man
He was shot because he wanted
To save your innocent life
The only fortune he left were
The two cows that you see
Should we slaughter them
So you can have the beef
Remember my child
The milk is our only source of income
And about my deteriorating health
My dear you had a kidney transplant
And I had to give you one of my kidneys
So child always live your life
And accept your condition
And most importantly don't
Compare yourself with them.

As the world dissolves into the vanity,
the speech is slurred and he can't really pay attention.
His eyes can't cease to get a mention,birds twitter coz his voice sounds better when day ends.
I really can't say when,
but since then he's been trapped..inside his mind he lives in the Garden of Weeden.
Trapped trapped trapped inside the walls of his subconscious mind, the garden of weeden, his nirvana, safe haven. Smoke inhaled, never exhaling, hold on tight, fingers clenched until the burning sensation makes him pay attention, I am saved, the garden of weeden, my nirvana.
Nirvana took my bravado,
I know I got what fuckboys don't.
When vaporised my words make them choke,
loss of their greatest hopes for what's dope.
Freedom stays cloaked in corrogated iron sheets,in a deep sleep induced by so-called "sweet dreams",but he astrals through this dimension.

Dimentia came and so did Fester,
their brains can't seem to process the controversial words.

But he does,
coz he's just on the highest peak of consciousness.
At his highest peak of consciousness, his kundalini risen, chakra's in alignment, he saw it all, the lies, the truth every ******* thing so clear to him, overwhelming to say the least, cathartic, he became catharsis.

I'v gathered my thoughts about where and why,
The ways of which that I might die,
Fast unexpected heart attack,
Cool and trendy shark attack,
One of the worst must be dimentia,
Or the ****** awful cancer,
The saddest must be suicide,
These poor souls are lost inside,
The accidental dreadful sudden way,
Leaves us reeling, too shocked to say,
However we lose ones we love,
We often blame The Lord above,
Whose stolen them away from us,
Without ceremony or lots of fuss,
We fill our hearts with darkened hate,
When it's really only down to fate,
There is one thing I think I know,
There's no good way for us to go,
It's being so cheerful that keeps me going,
Now my mental juices are flowing,
However much I try to analyse,
It's bound to be a big surprise,
Although not now so much a shock,
As I'm up against the ****** clock.

I cant let you go.....
Intoxication and her....
Toxic tears bleed from tired eyes...
Sadness subdues my sobriety now...
Distraction always fuels my intoxication...
So let me let you go.....
Bottles hoard allow me to gauge your memory....
Dimentia prayers commit sins toward your beauty...
And shaky mornings remind me how hard I am...
Trying to let you go...

actuated lust im dangerous
nobody in space time knows what we're doing
its taboo darling
sweet suckling, unbuckling
she and him and me and her
******* over over
again
forget the stacks and ask no questions
live like ya gone
agonal, in the moment
detached retina against the glass
and lights appear to be on fire
easy comin as she does it
rollin under juicy thunder
the salts of my composure
leakin from my porous structures
leaving from me like a rock
that is my physical elixir
tape it on the imagr
hashtag @ lucifer
on tube hollerin at my girl
i want to trend just like zelda
hit ya with a face melta
blow up on their youtube
for seven seasons off the bat
and when im at the party
all the girlies will sit on my,
eh, it isnt what i live for like tools on MTV
give me sunshine to recondition your condition on BET
i contracted some system disease from way too much TMZ
and my condition is conditioned by youtube conspiracy
i cant relate i am afraid
of what is hiding up my sleeves
i hit the brains
and bust the **** off this run away train called
the radio whenever the news of the day is some ******* **** or some ferrari driving ***** that has her own ****** up slave drama telivision series.
we are so angry
inside computers inside of us inside
a web of statistic dimentia
and **** yourself if you ask
"der, i dunno. what is normal"
you *******.

I remember the first time i've heard
Of Fireflies over the radio
Under the night where there were no stars to see
I knelt down and stared for minutes
Minutes full of dreamy thoughts
Until I've listened to Vanilla Twilight
On how melodrama strangled me
I've began creating a playlist
Of all his songs running in my head
On how Gold made me feel special
And Alligator Sky gave a spark in my eyes
Wolf Bite touched my lips with its peculiar fingertips
Shooting Star never meant to say goodbye
He reminded me that Dreams will never turn to Dust
Glimmered my sight with the fairy dust of Beautiful Times
Rainbow Veins carried me all over the clouds
That being Up all Night can never be this heart-wrecking
He revealed the true colors of Dimentia
Painted a smile and hinted that Angels were everywhere
And told me that it's always a Good Time
That He'll look forward to See me Again

His songs made me build a ladder
With all the books and all my dreams
With all my hopes and all my memories
To overcome a wall called Reality
And see a whole new world on the other side.

Sitting In front of another
**** movie

Brain rotting

Laughing at the same stupid
Corny lines
Content to be nothing
To do nothing

Never did anything
A 60 something year old who never used her mind

What an incredibly stupid person

Do something!

I hate this **** house
And the stupid people that live here

Stop repeating the same sayings over and over
It's people like you that end up getting dimentia
And it's YOUR fault!

Where have you gone
My dear father
Are gone away
To earth to
Perform miracles to
Lots of people that
Are dying of
There uncurable
Disease
Have you saved
Some people from
There disease
Yes God I know that
Some people have
Dimentia
And others have Cancer
Also there are people
Like me that have
Depression
And they are giving up
On life every day

Where have you gone
My dear father
Are gone away
To earth to
Perform miracles to
Lots of people that
Are dying of
There uncurable
Disease
Have you saved
Some people from
There disease
Yes God I know that
Some people have
Dimentia
And others have Cancer
Also there are people
Like me that have
Depression
And they are giving up
On life every day

Where have you gone
My dear father ?
Are you gone away
To earth to
Perform miracles to
Lots of people that
Are dying of
There ancurable
Disease
Have you saved
Some people from
Their disease
Yes God I know that
Some people have
Dimentia
And others have Cancer
Also there are people
Like me that have
Depression
And they are giving up
On life every day

Take me
Father the day
That I will be old
And not be able to walk anymore
Also when I am old I will have
Some dimentia
And I will no longer recognize
The people in my life
Like my family
And friends
It will be a sad time
For as all
So please come people
And say good bye to me
I have lived all the life
That I am going to live here on earth
Also I am dying right now
Today
Friends and family
You will never see me again
I will have a new life that
Will be peaceful for me
In heaven
During the night in heaven
I will sleep in my brass bed

Where have you gone
My dear  father
Are gone away
To earth to
Perform miracles to
Lots of people that
Are dying of
There uncurable
Disease
Have you saved
Some people from
There disease
Yes God I know that
Some people have
Dimentia
And others have Cancer
Also there are people
Like me that have
Depression
And they are giving up
On life every day

Take me
Father the day
That I will be old
And not be able to walk anymore
Also when I am old I will have
Some dimentia
And I will no longer recognize
The people in my life
Like my family
And friends
It will be a sad time
For as all
So please come people
And say good bye to me
I have lived all the life
That I am going to live here on earth
Also I am dying right now
Today
Friends and family
You will never see me again
I will have a new life that
Will be peaceful for me
In heaven
During the night in heaven
I will sleep in my brass bed

Where have you gone
My dear father
Are you gone away
To earth to
Perform miracles to
Lots of people that
Are dying of
There ancurable
Disease
Have you saved
Some people from
Their disease
Yes God I know that
Some people have
Dimentia
And others have Cancer
Also there are people
Like me that have
Depression
And they are giving up
On life every day