"corvine" poems
We told our stories to the demons
that hid in our ratted hair
and carved out secrets beneath the black bark
of trees, They bled every stroke and our secrets
were never told.
In the night we collected the broken
pieces of corvine hearts and kept them
warm within the casing of our pillows
Every night that our mascara fell became a lullaby
for the love birds to sing in their
mourning.
We danced with lilac vines
we kissed endangered ivory
we loved evergreens
we flirted with death
Monarchs came to our slumber and
whispered sweet nothings to the demons
and in the morning the bark regrew on the
trees
and ever since
it hasn't been quite the same
May 21, 2013
May 21, 2013 at 4:11 AM UTC
Loving is hard
Loving is brave
Loving is extinguishing fear long enough to breathe
And in that breath, comes a truth
Whether good or bad that truth is unshakeable
Unforgettable
From yourself, to another, to a path in life
Loving is so much more than words or actions
It’s the continued choice
The always present lawyer
The kind eyes
The strong words that calm tidal waves of worry
Loving is an extreme sport
Skills honed in terrains as difficult as life itself
Those who love are hard
They are brave
They extinguish fear long enough to breathe
Until it becomes their only set of lungs
Who is more broken than a lover
Emily Dickinson was wrong about hope
It asks not just a crumb, but a blood sacrifice
With no warranty to speak of
Hope and curiosity are the devil’s best weapons
A heart has more of a chance against a blocked artery than
Irresponsible hope
Disappointment
Who is more beautiful than a lover
Who gambles Satan’s toys
In longing eyes
In restless fingers and aching arms
In the taunting playhouse of time they spend in their dreams
Away from life itself
They gamble it away for their numbers to come in
Sitting on old and ugly chairs across old and ugly TVs
Waiting as the announcer picks each arbitrary ball
Reading the numbers as their round bodies corvine their way down spiral roads
Lips silently move in a flash mob fashion in those who care for you
“Everything happens for a reason”
A false truth
Falling into place violently slow
The lottery of your life is victorious in finding home
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 6:20 PM UTC
My shackles are tight, my body is tired.
I think of my plight, and feel I'm mired.
I watch the approaching sunrise,
I wearily close my eyes.
I remember the work I've done,
my efforts not for a meager one.
The esurient corvine looms so dark,
I look into it's eyes so cold and stark.
With great avarice, it lunges into my flesh,
rapidly tearing as if to thresh.
I feel myself slip away,
I wish that this was my last day.
I wake to see the approaching sunrise,
this endless death is my prize.
The esurient corvine looms overhead, my only wish...
...I wish to be dead.
Aug 9, 2016
Aug 9, 2016 at 4:26 PM UTC