May you dream of me tonight
Darling?
And may I do the same
Lover?
May you hear all my little secrets
Stranger?
And may I know all yours
Friend?
May you sit by my side
Dearest?
And may I remain silent some time
Please?
May we forget language for a while
May we speak of no names or numbers
May we mention no person besides ourselves
May we only speak of childlish dreameries
And crazy foolish thoughts
Of everything that we are
And nothing that we are not
May we spend the night dreaming simple
As our hairs get tangled to the grass
Where cute little insects will build their realm
As we look up to a starry sky
On top of a mountain that will make us forget
Who we are
As a midnight breeze kisses us to sleep
As we lay side by side
This night in Forevermore
May we?

Of course you are the kind of person
who deserve so much more than
I could give you.
I am sorry I'm so childlish sometimes
and make you angry
maybe someday you will
understand why hurricanes are named after people
you should've understand by now
that I'm so complex
and I don't like when someone pretends to know me
I hate it when someone want to think for me
I don't need that
I didn't let anyone to completly understand me
and I never let anyone crawl into my skin
just because I sent you some pictures with my cuts
it doesn't mean ****
probably if you were in front of me
I'd push you away
I'm sorry that I am so mean
but I learned that you don't have to say beautiful words
just to manage people.
When I said to you that at the end of the day
are just myself and the demons from my head
I meant it.
you are so kind
and you deserve someone who puts stars in your eyes
and daisies on your lips
and you know that I'm not the one
I will never be.
I'm just a broken window
I'm nothing beautiful
I don't understand
how I ended up like this.