you fancy the venom that drips down
in the air
apprently my clouds presipitate anger
and evil reigns on me

turn your head
cover you eyes
hide away from such a creature
wasnt it spoken of said and confirmed
that this species can hurt you

so why do you walk down my path
if you do, do so silently
and dont express words to get to me
because I will leave you drained
life will always be different

apprently I am not alone
but sometimes
   in the middle of the night
  when my foot kicks of the covers
and the fan above me circles around
  spraying cold air on curled toetips
and I cannot sleep
I can't find someone to talk to
sometimes
   when its not quite what I said
  but I can't quite say what I mean
      because I'm afraid of what that means
     and maybe it'll go away
                            anyways
I feel alone
sometimes
     though they love me
   and they kiss me on the lips
    the cheek
      closed eyelids (my favorite,
                        almost itself a dream)
     though they tell me
          and I feel it
I get in my own head about it
sometimes
       it hurts me in the longrun
     because sometimes it never goes away
   and though they kiss me (my favorite)

it's the inside of eyelids
    that keep me up

Love at a Glance
Love offers all just at view at a glance
It increases day by day in reality I know
Life is just a dull affair without romance
Let us give fire and air the sweet show

Time has its own wonderful healing effect
Heart once hurt by a glance never heals
Beauty and love enjoy their own love pact
Apprently nothing be seen what is in veils

So let compromise on never ever to depart
Let circumstances can take turn of choice
Let with sincerity play our sweet romantic part
Lets dance from moment to moment in rejoice

Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2019 PLove Remains

Jealousy is a gift of blood hence travels in blood
Relations don't resort to work but to all short cuts
In hatred and contempt their blood becomes flood
They plan day and night to just get vigilant spirits

From their masks they perform their all ***** tasks
Apprently they preach the benefits of just sincerity
What the hell is all this nonsense my heart often asks
If all are equal then why this inequality and disparity

Some are aspiring for a simple loaf of one odd bread
Others throw away best food to their pets and dogs
Some in severe winter in a piece of cloth found dead
Some in warm clothes deliver useless speeches like frogs

Oh sham and fake world come to terms before its late
Be sensible and good for all humans with loving claim
Its good to be great before overtaken by poisnous fate
Be in safe zone before overtaken by the sheer shame

Col Muhammad Khalid Khan

"apprently"
i blinked
and the horde
of the spectacle
of life took
to making
        a grievance;

there are
but so many
pontius pilates
"crying"
before the crucifix
         gestures;

hell is no home,
to find relief...
    *** the ones
who have known
and acknoledged it...

  laying blame is hardly
the simple gesture
of washing one's
                        hands...

death becomes,
hardly (the) saviour.

what impetus?
               what?!
franchise of apparently
"living"
   the good life...

                   what?!
celebratory video
shmuck...
       of...
               pretending it's
not a waiting "game"?