How broken I feel today
tears in my eyes yet
trying my utmost to look okay
I literally break into pieces
when they try to take you away
for you are a part of me
and you too have parts of me
you’re engraved in my soul
why am I feeling this way
like they’re making me unwhole
i wish they knew
what it means to us
i wish they knew
that our life will egress
i wish they knew
to not even try
for life is void
if we aren’t conjoined
this moment is passing
and with clock ticking
I feel a torment i’ve never experienced
with every second I break into pieces
making it harder to breathe and see
it’s ******* you i know this too
my love I wish for us to forever never
experience the likes of this pain ever
never have I ever felt
this helplessness and futility
I want to do allott
but it’s too precious to risk
I wish trial passes and never repeats
for never has my heart ever endured
on this much strength for its beats
my Fatima Gul it’s you and always you
I won’t ever be if I don’t have you

November 1st, 2021
~ me