It's really good to be here
There are times I thought I wouldn’t be here
There are days they said I wouldn’t see here, but I'm here
Eyes wide open, wheels still rolling
I'm standing here before you saying
It's really good to be here

You say I've changed
and that it's easy to see
but in truth It's not easy to think
I'm not anything like I used to be

It's like you would rather choke on the smoke from the flame
we created than fix the stain on your own heart

I'm missing your life
because you're not in mine
it hasn't always been this way
but it has been for a long time
I keep the memories just in case
you're missing what you had before and change your mind
more than anything I'm afraid to let it all go and forget
so for now ill keep missing your life

I really don't care if there's another on your mind
as long as I'm in your arms one more time
I promise after that ill let you go

take a long look at yourself
and know that you are good enough

Stay up late at night, its all you think about
Your mind wont cut off , though your heads laid down
Traveling back to time, to that special moment
And your jaw drops wide open to say what you’ve always wanted
and you let it lose but this time it was pointless
I guess theres a time and a place… for every heartbreak

The people who are damaged and broken
are the strongest and most dangerous
because they know they can survive without you
but they are the most grateful for love
because they know what it was like without you

I know the suns shining outside
sure it's a pretty day
but right now I just need to be alone
I just want my thoughts and this music on

I’ve been putting one foot in front of the other
wishing I was sober
Or at least that I had you
I don’t wanna feel the way I’ve been feeling
but i'd rather feel nothing
if i can't feel you

Again I sit alone on Friday night
I know I'm not the only one
but that thought still doesn't help me feel alright

I'm really just looking for an answer in a word full of questions
someone to say yes when everyone else says no
to hear a sweet lie to lift me up
or a sliver of the truth to lay me down
whatever it take to feel like I've been found

So effortlessly...
you took the effort out of me
we went from all smiles,
to once in awhile,
to never again

Even though,

I'm loving life
surrounded by friends
drowning in fame
can't walk in a bar where they don't know my name
they say I have it all
but it just don't feel the same because
even still,  
I miss your kisses in the morning

I know a broken heart
ain't never a good excuse
for what I'm about to do