She told you she was sad and you told her she was the sun. Warm rays penetrating your skin making you feel happy and free, but when the sun stopped shinning so did you

She told you she stopped eating and you told her she was a flower. Unique and beautiful in the most imperfect way, but when the flower wilted away so did you

She told you she cut and you told her she was a river. Winding and twisting creating deep cannons all over the earth, but when her rivers over flooded you drowned in them

She told you in her note she was sorry and you wanted to tell her she was the sunset. Breath taking and colorful, never being able to see her true beauty, but this time the sun set and never rose again.

Darkness is the absence of light
Hate is the absence of love.


                                      *problem solved

Oh
Oh how I felt so lonely
I felt like I was worthless
Like nothing was left
And sometimes
I still do
But you're there for me
You're there for me God
And I thank You
Thank You
For being the one that's always there
You let me know I'm loved
You let me believe there is a greater good
And oh God
How I love you
And how you make me feel
Loved.

It makes me wonder
You know?
It makes me wonder
If I should have cherished it more
If I should have spent
Every waking moment
Thinking about it
And thinking about you.
But it also makes me wonder
It makes me wonder if this was meant to happen.
If I was meant to feel this way.
If I was meant to miss you this much.
Sometimes I wonder,
Why you came into my life
Just to leave so quickly
And
Oh how it makes me wonder.

Part of me is vivid green;
Cheery and
Lighthearted
Joyous and
Merry
Like a window with spring light shining through

But deep inside is dark grey
Worried and
Anxious
Lonely and
Shy
Like a black shade masking a lamp's bright light