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  Jun 2014 Water In My Veins
amrutha
When I got lost in you,
That's when I found myself
When I lost you to the world,
Within me, I found you.
  Jun 2014 Water In My Veins
amrutha
Like the stars,
A thousand dreams burn softly in me
There is only one who can light up my sky
And that is you.


*Only you, my dear.
Words can not translate
This death inside me
Though it is nothing
To the pain I caused

Words to sharp to be held close
Shoes left to bare toes
Tears running down cheeks
Embraces one sided

Words can not fix this
They only further dispute
Actions could possibly
Save my sense of reality

Words were the beginning
Those of sincere concern
Looks of secret passion
All lead to devastation  

Words of endearment
Now left open ended
No place to rest in the cold
Winter is drawing nearer

Words of colder weather
Bring beautiful water clearer
White snow drifts fill
Those old hand prints

Words brought my world to a halt
Shattered my soul
Tore at my heart
All else is to be sold

Words of bargains to learn
Broken minds excluded
Those who tease me
Should learn to fear me

Words of rage spilt
Across open air
Red drips
Through the storm grate

Words broke me
But they also healed
Now they steel me
Away from humanity

Words whispered in ears
These all took root
'She's poisonous' they hiss
This is not amiss

Words birth beliefs
Those that wreck worlds
My world fell
Never to to rebuild

Words can not explain
This hollow hunger that eats me
Busy all day
But still I miss you

Words of longing
Caught in my throat
Once to sweet
Now cut much to deep

Words of caution to those I seek
I beg you now
Leave as swiftly
With fear under feet

Words of wonder at last
How is one to forgive my mistakes?
All that I'm worth I put it all at stake
My love must compete against the hate.
Shroud in morning light,
My heart sinks,
As she lays in the arms of another,
Her beautiful laughter ringing out.

So sad it is not to cause her laughter,
Not to be the warm arms she craves,
Never again to wake up to sleepy kisses;
She loves another now.

Once upon a time,
We spoke of happily ever after.
Now all that's left is long looks
And stolen breaths.

Still, when her eyes find mine
I see the spark.
So cleverly hidden
All looks to be dark.

Smooth skin under my touch,
Eyelashes ever so soft flutter close,
Breath held not to escape the moment,
Ghosts of plush lips on mine haunt.

Hair placed behind ears
By ever shaking hands.
The closest they may get
To the one they crave the most.

Eyes so full of hidden hurt
All I want is to pull her close
Whisper my love for her
And hear her breath my name.

Protection from the nightmares
Is something I may not be able to give.
Though I will always be here
A safe haven for her defense.

Bodies made for each other,
Fit together like long lost halves of one forever heart.
Minds so different,
They always seem to complete each other.

Secrets whispered in the dark,
While breaths stir mused hair of the other.
The ability to trust thought to be forever lost,
Found in the love of a guarded heart.
Little hits here and there
Snide comments left hanging in air
From all angles it seems familiar
Until one brave one shines truth on the matter.

I never saw these things as bad
They were part of the life I've lead
She showed me light
And now I'm scared.

If pushed to far
where am I left?
Laying hurt and bruised
With no where to go?

Bruised as week old apples in the back row
Haggard and worn until all is a blur
Left behind closed doors
Hidden under colder weather.
Beautiful things are never truly alive
They sit on a shelf waiting
Waiting for someone to choose them
They never choose themselves

The ones that choose are dead
Dead on the outside
But so full of life with in
The others just can't tell

Beautiful things are dead inside
They care for little
But show so much pride
They have so much to hide.
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