you and i trusted friendship that lasted till my insanity will drive you into your own madness. every night and day laughing till we cant breath. I'm so bad cause i will tear this world apart to find the place to hide down into safety when this world will drown you.  look at me society is scared of me. every new idea i make all i know is that friend ships will be dead to me. your time is just something i will never have enough to follow by its own lie.

i have no fear of any thing any more.  but i will tear this world apart till i make the message clear that big ideas will make innovative ideas to make this world change will over power the ones who can't realize what right means to people.



i will never let my ideas leave till i make my point making this world know change will come but. so lock you doors or join making life easy to survive for any kinda people who can't keep there heave above the surface.

dragging me down fighting for people i care.  my body is hit with millions of bullets that have  taken away my last breath. my lungs fill with darkness but ill hold my friends lives in the balance of my own demise all my own answers will never have to show but take my hand stay close ill be the shield for you to escape. my life will never die even every bullet that hits ill never let you go. don't go or ill lose my own fights.

This world has no time to think no place to rest. you only run just run so reality and society can't **** you. this world has no forgiveness only lies that leave scares all over you body. your wrist may bleed from the chains constricting you till you cry a tear of red waiting for the day you tried to escape. this life leaves you feeling dead inside. this feeling is you the real you has been dead drained of life and all the colors of the world suffocating you into misaery. your friends all have smiles but all you have to do is put on the biggest face smile and build up the energy for the night you go out. you want to snap and tell the ******* public the are nothing but a wast of time and space. in you you are all hollowed out. your reason why your hollow is you kept strong longer holding up with the game. day night day night wondering away like a zombie. you know you have the strength to keep going..


i was told when i was little if sit down on the side of the road and cry you will never get back up.



i have the gift of love and compassion. i will take my life to save the ones i love and i will let my self relax cause i don't have any more ***** to even care any more .



i have to say ill never give in but ill never stop just keep going. life shows you how dead society drains you mentally psych-ally . you really don't have a place to escape or no place to run from society's *******.


no matter how bad it gets ill never get pushed down ill just keep going till the end.


to all my loved ones i hope you know ill never let any one hurt you ill be the shield that will protects you from threat even if it mean death.

the rain pours down leaving this earth bringing beauty. my self shows just fear. my eyes close as i take to my path undetectable to my safe haven of feeling free of society's grip of death. i cant find a way to leave the grips of peoples lies. no matter where i run or how fast  or  try to fight it back. ill never have a place to be alone to recover alone with no people to get to my head. every ones words make you feel dead with nothing but weight crushing you till you lose it and go psychotic on the peoples who just weigh you down slowing you stopping you to making a different to make the world a better place

I live in this world that shows only spiting ******* you spread all over with your phones. all the favorite memories of hanging with friends make us never lose being young. memories that sting burning a hole threw my heart. i'm running out of strength to keep the world around me from collapsing killing me. i had to say my time of even caring will blow this world from  my life in a *******. trap'd with no life left. i walk this world lost in my own destruction of what i will show you all. words will be sprayed all over . like every text message you sent to people  i told you i hate them all. why should people follow me when  turning my cards flipping them winning every poker game . i hide my eyes so no one will lose there own soul that i own now *****.



this world leaves nothing but scares that are all over my body turning me into a freak show. lies from words run like knives being thrown at a simple target of lies . don't wast your time cause i'm to broken to even give a **** about any thing else to say

peace out you have told the stories making peoples life hell taking every thing  away from them.


you told me to keep positive but you have reached and pulled out my bad side

every night i lay awake with no more energy to keep up with the demands. society is is just a joke. chapeters of lied that spread like wild fire killing every thing in its path of fire and death. i might lose it leaving what kind words i could possably care to even say. i am running low threw fumes of hell. im traped pinned down suffocating from all the **** that drowns me till all the air simmers. playing a game of hide in seek will end all of society away from society. lost in inturnal thoughts leaving a trail of horor with no way or **** to turn back to run threw the past of mine.

lay awake with nothing to hold you away from the keys in the ignitions cursing  letting all of your night mars let lose free. i see no chance to go fast.  every curve around the windy mountain roads.  driving fast letting the wind flow threw picking up your own soul  . flying threw shifting every feeling that high daze. letting my stereo play louder not paying my own attention flooring the gas peddle. nothing is a daze cause i have no limits i can't break. driving fast threw the night with nothing to hide as i turn up my music blasting all the vibrations shattering all the windows in my spider gt. no stopping letting lose all your demons lose before you get trap'd into life that you have to settle down. this feels like i can't escape but i rather drive faster that i would realize before my own dream that brings me back to reality. when life is so ******* ******. my daze  shows my thrill of anger with no regrets. just like i am following my dead heart.