i have a room so what we have doors to shut in peoples faces when were angery.
what about shutting the door so you wont get ******* at by mom and day cause your stereo is to loud. isnt that the point tho. i play my stereo  so loud to drown people out so i dont have to hear screaming fighting witch wastes my time. why wast your breath when you can slam the door on that persons nose and break it.

we have doors for a resone cause it shuts away the anoying *** holes who you don't want to listen to

i'm insane people say cause i stand alone away from society.
but i don't have any fault line. i'm not ashamed of what happened last time.
it was all of us that comitted in the act of our lives.
if we stick to gather we wont lose our minds like maybe tomarrow.
falling out of the group becomes the weakness that will make our minds go completly insane.
where do i stand when we all split away from the group.
why did we all split up cause i be came antie social agenst all that we stood for.
why did you want to bring me back to start a new group to become strong again.

when we all split we all made a fault that broke the ties that we made but now its all lies that we created to hide away to move one with life

i'm perfect the way my scares rundown my face and my arms. for every think i put up for every on these years. every new flaws i have make me who i am. noone could take my burns and scares all over my body. i have survied every way you threw at me.
im kinda crazy i'm kinda ***** to in my own little way. all my life i make new flaws every time it keeps out of reach out of control .

im not perfect but all my flaws will prove you wrong i have scars and slashes down my face. but that who i am and im not a shamed orwhat people have to say. i don't care what you say about me. but i don't care if you cant look at me in the eyes but i just want to tell you i accept all my flaws and tht who i love being

i don't know if i'm losing control. what is real what is fake.  i cant tell cause i'm going insane when i saw you that night with that pretty flower in your hair. i thought it was just a really bad dream. but when i woke up laying on my front lawn ******* over. i felt my vibrating it was you it wasn't a dream  it was a real thing that happened.
i don't remember a thing at all i just remember waking up.  

i'm not going crazy but insanity is real going crazy when every this feels so fake but every thing was so real.

Look at me
Look at me
I'm scared into flames
And I feel there ought to be a joke round here
Somewhere
Hold onto me
Hold onto me
I'm flying into space
And I can't find anything that matters here
Nothing really matters

Flying high
Flying way too high
With nothing to hold onto
And needing nothing at all
Because everything is possible
So, let my wings glisten in the sun
For tomorrow I crash hard into the ground


                                           By Phil Roberts

this small place scares me. suffocating me along the way. i don't know if i can even escape with out feeling my paranoia grows stronger feeling like the walls are caving in on me. will i even make it out alive with no tourn wounds.  is this just a joke?  is this funny to you when i start to shut down! i thought i could of trusted you as a friend but you thought it was funny to lock me away where it was small and scared. my biggest fear is if any one will free me from this prisonment that makes me feel like its getting smaller with no breath to even take. my anxiety starts to play in to action! when it keeps getting heaver i feel like i'm a scared cornered  animal that i'm willing to slash you face up to protect me.



there's  no place to escape. accepted suffocated when the small place starts to get smaller that makes me want to go insane.

the small it gets is the scared'r i start to feel suffocated with no place to go.

i was abandoned in the cold. i grew psychotic as i grew. dont cross my back cause ill go completely insane on you. i run free from a society that is messed up with corruped ideas. every one follows social media exept i go down a new rout antie social freedom. im not a mean person but i am vary SHY. i will disappear to stay away from you finding me. i want to stay away from people who post **** about me. im not crazy

BUT IM SHY AND KINDA INSANE i am not mean but i dont want to get mixed in the wrong crowed if you know what i mean.

i dont need friends i never seen before i live in this world with a cold place in my heart away from the wrong crowed that tryes to **** me away i live a life that is cold and dark away from social media that tears lives apart