i walk with no regrets. with my headphones playing with my head looking down. im not alone my shadow starts to cast and walk along side of me with a new form every time. he is silent with no words just the shadow that watches over. the shadow comes and goes when day goes. when it was a full moon he came and watched om my own mind. my shadow dosnt fear it just watches the world turn round.  when i walk along my friend showes walking along side of me. even if we have to talk in silence. he is always there when im alone. he is neither evil or dangerious. he is a companion that wakes in your foot steps that can tell the storie of your days work

What if i told u that i have lost someone vary dear to me!
every day has no ending its a chapter book with endless endings that keep going. this world has so much danger how long can i keep going when war and corruptness spreads like a disease. wild fire that spreads taking the lives of people who cant fight any more! every day has a new change every trust is a simple whit lie so no one suspects the dangers coming a head>>>! what if war broke out would you fight for what the gavernment wont show. surviving any threat is the way friend ships stays. evan if you cant trust the friends who burnt you and ******* you up taking your only thing dear to you.


I ask you what would you do even if it involves fighting death and war and riots all alone


for every person whos lives were lose i place a red rose on the dead for the nature (RIP) what would u do is you had nothing left to even live for. i wouldnt let go i would keep writing my storie in the chapter book that never ends the pen on paper never stops

laying wake every night with long never ending thoughts. of the one person who has been your sworn savior that has kept you safe has came stumbling in the door ritteled with bullet hols. holding him with his blood streaming down your arms to the ground. tears start to fall hearing his last words say you are safe now u dont have to keep running. seeing his dark shad of blue eyes slowly fad away that kristal sparkle fade his words slowly say u will be okay? i said how will it bee along with out u? he sai youl see me some day again. never forget i loved you. this world has nothing but danger that hangs over. my tears stream down my face as the rain starts to fall no one can see them! digging a grave to put my savior to rest with just silence that fills my head. nothing matteres any more. my family an every one lost the fight to protect me the shadow creature. now i dont have any one to be with? his last words fell steep and slowly in to silence nothing changes when u can never stop crying

I wish i could be (FREE) from all the (ANGER) and (HATE)! i wish that i could be free to roam around the world with no limits. i wish i could be a wild mustang running threw the feilds  threw the grassy lands. i wish i could be free from (HARM) and danger. i wish we could all be free from all the suffering (PAIN) left behind. i wish the darkness of our internal past that haunts us every day! i wish to bee free from all the (PAIN) (SADNESS) (ANGER)and(HATRED)! i wish our sould could run free to become more to watch over us to protect us from the slip of darkness of depths of hell. i wish i could be free to become a new side of me

HAVE you felt that magical feeling deep down. (LOVE) is a dangerous thing to play with. just like fire! whats the point of love when (LOVE) is nothing but a word that lies. having that feeling you will have the chance to find the one. even tho u will end getting burned for that mistake u made! (LOVE) has no meaning when this world we live in is nothing but corrupt ******* that stab you in the back with no regret!  don't let (LOVE) take your freedom to (HATE)! revenge shows your week side come out. blood shot eyes looking at you from your dark side. (LOVE) is a mistake that puts putrid taste rotting anger. in this corrupt world you cant trust any one who has burnt you in the past![ANGER] solves nothing but your self image and who u really are! dont be the mistake that ends up burning you in the end.every steady day keep moving.  and show this ****** up world that you wont let any of this mother ******* **** ruin your life. be who u want to be kept saying to your self you are the important one even tho anger has burned you ahead of time! never leave or lose your self. (FIGHT) to keep u safe roses will be placed on the ones who were hurt!

sleepless night with all i have is the tears that drown me. NEVER take the words of the wrong group that only leads to your own problems! every day new scares become deeper and deeper when you have trust issues that just takes your own life flipping it up side down.  ** can you trust when every one you meet is in the wrong group. WOULD you be the follower or the LEADER of the group. just sitting threw the long classes during the day having the fear every one is coldly looking at you. making a mistake  u can take back makes the dark thoughts grow stronger as you walk like your dead. being home alone has the temp of falling apart ** when u get home from high school your only true friend is the scares they put on. when your reflection starts to tell you that your not WORTH IT what friends do u have. that final  day comes. every night you lock your self away every night laying in deeps thoughts for how to deal. EVERY NEW BLADE paints new picture of what grows{SCARES} is the chapter that tells your entire life storie

when u look at your own reflection. what do u really see. a mistake or a broken record that just skips on the needle going round and round. what thoughts play into action when u think u see whats really not there. the dark thoughts that linger around your sleepless nights laying awake. laying in bed all night awake wondering if every time u look at your reflection what might be next with the darkness in your thoughts. what do you say when you go a whole day silent just pondering.  every time u see your refection  what do u see to accept what natural beauty you have of your self all along.