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421 · Jan 2014
Frost Bite
Victoria Kiely Jan 2014
Each time I am ripped from your grasp, I feel

as though I am being ripped away from

Life itself. My breathing quickens, and the

room spins each time my mind spins the outline

of your name. I constantly look for some

reminder of you to be close to you

even though i know that it will make me

feel the way I do now. I yearn for the

crisp kisses you gave me on the cold nights,

sodden with frost bitten lips, frozen. Is

this true love, or simply what cannot be?
Victoria Kiely Jun 2014
Stirring in the streets of Manhattan walks a business man, bustling through a thick crowd on his way to work. He does not look up into the eyes of others who pass by. He doesn't pause or stop, nor skip a stride. He is anonymous.

Stirring in the sheet of a young mans bed is a woman, pulling the great duvet from between her naked legs. She does not bother to wake the make from his sleep, but pulls the covers past & under his feet. She leaves his apartment with the door still unlocked. He does not know her name. She, too, is anonymous.

Disturbed as he tries to sleep, beneath him a park bench creaks. The newspaper covering his arms in the cold November air ruffles. Some people pass, feet carefully shuffling as they pretend they cant hear his teeth chattering loud and clear. He draws the sports section close to his chest, trying to find long sought out rest. Anonymous.

Faces hidden by profession or prejudice, each one carried by mislead impressions. The person you see walking down the street or in his sheets, on the park benches beneath hail and sleet, both are and aren't what they seem.

The beauty in anonymity is that you can be who you want to be without witness, independent from your aesthetics and riches. For a time, you are somebody you are not. The stories that follow the stranger in the street are theirs to keep.

To you, they are only the business man of Manhattan, the woman in Satin, or the old man who sleeps on the bench in Rohatyn.

Anonymous.
quick poem pulled together today. haven't written in a while and ended up writing a spoken word poem. ?
418 · Oct 2013
Seeing People in Places
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
It is so pretentious to build things with the intention of sharing them with another,
to assume that we will find somebody at all.
Most everything is meant to be shared,
to be experienced in tandem;
to be seen with more eyes than you possess yourself;
felt with two hearts.
Sometimes, we are lucky enough to find but an extention of ourselves.
But that sinking, aching feeling when
that discovered extension of yourself cannot be found is unmatched,
only describable in the smallest of words - “missing you”.
418 · Oct 2013
Kin
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
Kin
If I should ever have a daughter I hope she sings and dances by moonlight and has a laughter that fills an entire room. I hope she breaths deeply in the mountain tops and writes her name in the stars with hopes of leaving behind a memory. Fields of green and skies of blue will welcome her with open arms and she will find herself in the early mornings. The eclipse will engulf her senses and she will see beautiful lights in the darkest of rooms. I hope she has her heart broken and finds herself again and again, loving her self and the life that she lives deeply. May she know the light but appreciate the presence of darkness. If I should ever have a daughter I hope she feels flooded with freedom and screams at the top of her lungs over open oceans.
416 · Dec 2013
(surprise)
Victoria Kiely Dec 2013
It still surprises me

as though I haven't felt this before

that pulling feeling

of being left alone

on the platform of the subway

watching your face

slip away behind the

funny glass of the train

saying your last goodbye

with only your eyes

and I know those words

much too perfectly.
411 · Oct 2013
If We Were a House
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
If we were a house, you would be the door who lets me in, the floor boards that keep me steady, the couch that captures me in a deep embrace. You would be the roof overhead, arms stretching wide into protective beams running through panels above. You would protect me.

If we were a house, I would be the window that opens wide to stir the thick air, the stairs that bring you higher when you feel as though you must stop, the blanket that keeps the drafts from reaching you. I would take care of you.

If we were a house, you would hug me, and I would say “I’m home”.
I don't like this piece, so I am going to rewrite it in the future or revise it. I think it's still worth a share however, so I can reference back later.
406 · Oct 2013
Forgotten
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
You have become something like a stray piece
of forgotten furniture tucked away
from prying eyes, into the back of my
mind. Still very much there, still unaware
of both your and my own existence here.
Still you are attentive of my actions,
although I have long forgotten you watch
Patiently waiting to be seen, silent.
406 · Oct 2013
Electric Currents
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
Electric currents run rampant
Through pulsing bodies
Connecting with one another
In ways we do not yet understand.
We care not to know the meaning
Of these waves, these
Gravitational pulls we feel
Between one another.
The only thing we care
To know is that
They exist at all.
There is no how, or why;
Things just are,
Because we allow them to be
Without gruelling questions.
405 · Feb 2015
Untitled
Victoria Kiely Feb 2015
The message on the TV screen tries vainly to be heard but our melting minds see nothing but snow. Would we know meaning if it hit us squarely?
402 · Oct 2013
Untitled
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
the intimate whispers of a lover in the sofest sway of the wind
the smell of you the night I told you I love you
the look in your eye when I let you go
the feeling I have late at night when I go through your drawer
the taste of our sweet memories that leave a bitter after taste after time
is all that remains of what-could-have-been
399 · Sep 2014
A Path Less Travelled
Victoria Kiely Sep 2014
Do you cross my mind? Yes. Of course you do, but I have been far too focused on that fact. I have been trying too earnestly to push your small words, hints, and phrases into a different part of me that has faded in my rear view mirror when I should have focused on this fact instead: You no longer reside here. I don't let you live in my mind, or in the spaces I call home anymore. I haven't for a while now.

I can tell you that I miss you. I can tell you that I loved you. But I know in my heart that the only part of you that will stay with me now is the piece of you that walks with me down that dark path in my tail lights that are too quickly fading. We were fleeting perfection, this truth is indisputable.

But you don't get the privilege to call my head or heart home anymore. You gave that up when you decided that home was curled under her tongue, and god does that hurt to think about. You ran away from home, and I changed the locks.

You cross my mind frequently, frequently enough for me to write this, but never frequently enough to stay. You no longer have a place in my future. I thought I couldn't accept this fact, but it is better this way. For one can only conclude that love is not allowing a person to fill your walls with their company. Love is allowing someone to open the window, to fix the front door that hasn't opened for some time now. Love is building a home together.

So, you may visit whenever you like, God knows I have no control over that. But you are no longer allowed to consume more of my time, thoughts or energy than is necessary. I know that you simply aren't able to contribute to this home anymore - that's okay. I won't blame you for it. May you one day find shelter where I could not provide it.
Recently broke up with the man whom I had believed was what made home, "home".
384 · Jun 2014
In Plain Sight
Victoria Kiely Jun 2014
How do you close your eyes once they have been opened?

How do you deny what you know

& turn a blind eye, refuse to see

what stares back at you blankly, believe real lies?




We know that we are doing wrong,

that we have done so for our own good.

Why are some things okay

so long as they go unseen, why

do we continue on happily,

as if we are unaware

of just how scared we should be?



Is it He, the man in crisp white collar,

who teaches us to fear

the monsters under our beds

but not those in our minds?

Is it he who makes us believe

that we cannot live but in this way at this time?



When will we wake from this dream,

this terrible nightmare that is reality?

When will we open our eyes,

are we truly so blind so as not to see

that this is something we willingly chose to believe?
381 · Oct 2013
Murder
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
You kept the love alive
To **** it at the correct time
While I kept it alive
To see the butterflies
In the sky
With you by my side
Affection seeping into this kiss
Your mouth seeking my lips
For reasons unbeknownst to me
379 · Oct 2013
Good Bye
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
You’ve gone to places I can’t imagine/
Places I’m not meant to follow, with no/
Intention of coming back. I knew that/
Night was the last and I’m sorry I was/
Broken into thousands of pieces/
When you left. And, I’m sorry I couldn’t/
Be what you wanted anymore. All I/
Know is that you’ve died while still living and/
The person I knew no longer exists./
Ambiguous death has taken place now./
However, it is also true that you/
Can always miss somebody more than you/
Might ever love them. If that’s true, I just/
Might die too, buried deep somewhere with “you”./
375 · Dec 2013
Bedside
Victoria Kiely Dec 2013
Its much easier
to leave when I know that you'll
arrive for return
374 · Oct 2013
For Tim
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
I wanna scoop you up and pull you out
Of this dark and scary place
That I’ve been to too.
Too many times have my feet traveled the path you now walk
And too many things have happened
For me to walk alone again
But for you, I will venture
Through dark and troublesome times
For you I would cross a thousand labyrinths in hope of seeing
Just a glimpse of the face
I once knew like my own
And have forgotten once again
374 · Oct 2013
Alexandra
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
Silence stills, time stops
Her limp body floats above
Deep water, leaves afloat
362 · Sep 2014
The Beginning and End
Victoria Kiely Sep 2014
And so, just as we had begun, we decline again into nothingness among the stars. We had come from the dust travelling at unfathomable speeds into the abyss untraveled by people we cant quite seem to grasp anymore. We only truly see ourselves and how we fit into our lives, not how our lives fit into the world outside of us. When we dissolve, we become the stuff of thoughts outside of our capacity. We cannot fathom the unknown because for us, it simply does not exist.
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
Six hours and three bottles later
you and I are still knee deep in problems
we don’t know how to solve
with only two heads and two hearts.
Still lost and unsure, we have followed each other
into darker places than we had intended to travel to.
Silent, slow minutes have crawled into hours
and now we crawl too - Its all we know here
alone in this cold room.
I lay naked between worn sheets
while you drop off into slumber.
I wish I could follow you into
the depths of your mind
instead of being
in this untraveled place.
Some things are avoided
for a reason.
357 · Oct 2013
Where were you?
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
Where were you
When it all came crashing down,
When my world fell to ruins
Beneath worn feet?
When my heart clenched, like the torn muscle that it is
I waited
You never came.
I couldn’t breath a painless breath,
I couldn’t feel past this numbness
I had learned to feel after so much pain,
The numbness I had succumbed to in a solemn defeat.
You weren’t there to save me from myself,
Even though you had promised
You would be.
Where were you?
348 · Oct 2013
Finite Gardens
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
Birthdays are quite morbid, counting the years we have graced suspended time with our presence. And as these years pass, you wonder how long you have left on this continuously ticking clock; how many more hours you have to slowly decay in the garden of life. Would it still be considered decaying if we stopped watching clocks? Would they tick at all?
331 · Oct 2013
I'm Fine
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
It is better to be alone in a room full of people than to be left to your own devices. It’s much harder to tell yourself you’re fine than it is to tell other people. The thing about crowds is that you have to put on this face to make people believe that you’ve made it through the war, clean of bloodstains and unharmed. You have to pretend that you are stronger than you look. You have to believe it.
But when you’re alone, and nobody is there for you to fool but yourself, it suddenly becomes a struggle to stay lucid in pretty thoughts. When everybody else gets tired of “you” and chooses to leave, you have nowhere else to go.
To find death is the only true escape from these corrosive thoughts we call home.
326 · Oct 2013
Symmetry
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
Sometimes my hand fails to translate
thoughts quickly enough
as my ideas of you slip through the cracks,
quietly, unnoticed.
Your smile bleeds
into the ink of my pen
and leaves traces of you
with each word I write,
but I just cant seem to write fast enough.
I feel you in more words than I am able to speak;
my mind flows to your beat;
and my heart beats your name,
as though we are one in the same.
323 · Oct 2013
Untitled
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
and thats when everything went quiet
I looked at you and saw two things
firstly, I saw you, the you without the barriers and boundaries - a rather new sight
and I saw peace in a physical form.
The lighting had done you such a terrible favour;
it had made me see the real you
it had made me love you
Victoria Kiely Apr 2014
I have a coat that I have kept for many years now, that I still wear each time the air becomes colder and the new season takes over. The left pocket rips into the seam. Inside I am able to play with the innards of the jacket while I play with the soft fabric using my left index finger.

I kept my favourite boots for two years, even after I had scuffed them and torn small holes in the toes. "Why do you keep them?" some would ask, and each time I shrugged and told them the same excuse that I had told myself just to hang on to them.

The shirt I am wearing today was bought many years ago, and I have since watched two buttons fall off on the lace back. It doesn't do up the way it used to; only one button remains. Still I kept it.

I suppose I have a tendency to love broken things, but this does not make me ashamed. The ripped coat pocket that separates at the lining allows more space in the pocket for other things. The boots had been broken in perfectly one winter and now fit my feet in a way I have not seen since. The shirt looks better without the buttons, almost as though they were never meant to be there at all. Some things are better left broken.
Victoria Kiely May 2014
Take me with you on that silent subway train, travelling in the dead of night.
Take me with you each time you take flight.

Take me with you to meet your mother,
Take me with you, read me cover-to-cover.

Leave no page of me unread,
Take me with you to your bed.

Take me with you.
Take me.
310 · Oct 2013
Untitled
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
The most mundane of things can hold the most beauty, and even broken things can be useful. The world is full of paradoxes similar to this that we spew from ignorant mouths. The amount of possibilities we pass up in on in the name of caution is often more dangerous than commuting to the idea itself. We continually refuse to give in to primal instincts, continually forget to forget ourselves, so obviously miss out.
307 · Aug 2014
That was Then
Victoria Kiely Aug 2014
I’m slowly realizing just how finite
we all are, that my days on this Earth are
numbered. but I know, too, that death is just
as impending as any other far
prospected tomorrow that I may face.
Tomorrow may come in the shell of an
Adventure; it could be the day I find
the courage to live, that I desperately
seek. Perhaps today I will find nothing
Or maybe what I look for is by now
found. Recently my days have been passing
quietly. I’ve been keeping my head down
And living life tidily, afraid to
look up and find that what I might see is
just another day quickly passing me.
But my head has been held down for too long -
I’ve been watching my feet move busily
While I should have kept my eyes on the stars
Turning slowly in seasons like the leaves
on the trees. Instead I have only watched
the slow and sickle buckle in my knees
Where have my eyes been focused as of late?
I could have sworn that ten years ago was
only a yesterday ago. Instead,
it is a recollection floating right
behind the veil of memory that has
become too transparent to really see.
Where do we draw the line between today
and tomorrow; when did the spilt blood of
then trickle into the veins of today?
301 · May 2014
What is this feeling?
Victoria Kiely May 2014
The problem that I have with people like you
is that you aren't even aware
that you have become one of them.
You have become the very thing
that you vow you are not; you are the type
who thinks they are a sight for fantastic eyes.
You believe yourself to be
what others both envy
and fail to comprehend.
In spite of this, you yourself fail to comprehend
how far from that reality you have fallen.
299 · Oct 2013
Reliance
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
We rely too heavily on people - sometimes they can become something like a drug that we wish we would not depend on, that we wish we were not addicted to
crawling underneath our silky skin, rolling in waves of pleasure first, then pain
And whats worst is that you can become addicted to certain types of pain - especially when the pain comes from something that once felt so, so right.
297 · Oct 2013
Autumn Winds
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
The transition between seasons makes the trees look strange; like they are both missing something and bare something that they shouldn't simultaneously. The turn of the wind makes trees become barren while still wholly in bloom. the way the leaves look when they finally admit defeat and fall to autumns cruel wind is both beautiful and indescribable, and also entirely imminent.
278 · Oct 2013
On that fateful day
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
The day your lover awakes
In the dead of night
With a doubt on their lips
Is the same day that
You lose them
274 · Oct 2013
Untitled
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
Is it unity or replication?
This I can’t be sure.
How is it that
We can
See
Touch
Feel
All the same things
As one another and still
Consider ourselves as
“Individuals”?
Recycled thoughts and actions
Keep us all from becoming
Too different
Keep us from crossing
the line intersecting
Curiosity and action
273 · May 2014
No
Victoria Kiely May 2014
No
You tell me that I shouldn’t be so insecure, but each time I reach my hand towards yours under the cool sheets, you tell me, in changing words and signals, “I do not want you”.
269 · Oct 2013
Taking the lead
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
A person who is used to leading has trouble accepting new paths and assistance from others. when the world rolls on without us, we lose our way and refuse guidance from others All at once we are lost and alone and seek refuge from an unforgiving world. Somewhere in this darkness, hands grasp unwilling hands and lead us towards the light; show us that it is okay to follow instead of lead.
266 · Oct 2013
All I know
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
All I know is
I want your crawling skin
To cover mine and your
Lips to discover
Every inch
Of my willing body
In an attempt
To speak volumes
Without the use of words.
I want to kiss your mind
And sink my aching teeth
Into your thoughts
And learn you inside out,
Know you better than
You know your self.
I want to bite off a bigger piece
Than I am able to chew
And learn how to love
The secret parts of you.
To become two worlds,
Joint at the seams.
To create with one another
In mind, always.
This I know to be true.
251 · Oct 2013
you Think you Know
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
You think you know love, that you have experienced all that it has to offer, until you are knee deep in passion and a foothold away from being consumed completely. You think you have all of the answers until you are presented with new questions. You think you know love, but you don’t. You don’t know love until you can feel each beat of their heart, until you can feel the rattling breath within your lover’s chest, feel their presence in the wind, the sun and the sky. You think you know love, but you don’t.
250 · Oct 2013
Tell Her Right Now
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
Why are we all so afraid to say things we know to be true;
so scared to move in any direction at all because we are scared of getting lost.
what we fail to see is that we are already gone
if we do not tell others where we stand now.
what good is a map without coordinates?
why know north from south if we cannot
decipher which is the right way to go?
the only way to ensure a safe path home is
to tell people you are lost before it is too late.
175 · Oct 2013
Untitled
Victoria Kiely Oct 2013
I’m sitting here alone, attempting to enjoy
the usual comfort of solitude
but all I can think of
is how you are just down the hall
and how badly
I want to be
right there
with
you.

— The End —