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 Mar 2014 Veena Aneev
muispoetry
My love is like the wind
Blowing strong though sometimes invisible
It's available for those who can feel my love
those who understand me
those who share in my life and my hurt .

My love is like rain
all around you
that   should make a difference in your life
For I  give you everything.

Yet I still feel you don't see me for who I really am
and that you take my love  for granted
as if I'll always  accept what you do
how you do it
and when you want to do it .

I will not .

I see you every day , I know you by name .
Do you know mine?
you say you're fond of me
but are you  not maybe just simply in love with the idea of ​​love?

My thoughts choke me like a rope tightly tied around my neck
to the point of giving up
. I'm discouraged and hurt .
because no matter how many times I tried to let you see
who or what you mean to me ,
you will never understand it .

I come to the conclusion
. you can not create or destroy love .
You can not force love into something good.
it's a mutual feeling

and that feeling does not exist IN you.

It's hard to let go , but it's for the best .
 I have to live my life as I feel

this is my last post about you before I leave life

I will always love you.
 Mar 2014 Veena Aneev
asf
Emptyness
 Mar 2014 Veena Aneev
asf
I'm asleep.
At least, I think I am.
I can't tell.
My eyes are closed, and I'm trying very hard to dream.
Truly.
My hands are blindly searching for something that's not there.
A television set with a white screen.
A blank canvas with a set of white paints.
A dry erase board with nothing to erase.
A black page in a book, waiting to be written on.
I open my eyes again.
I sigh.
My eyes close once more and I attempt to fall asleep.

**~~a.s.f.
((this was actually written a while ago, but yeah.))
 Mar 2014 Veena Aneev
Labyrinth
Dear ******,
I have a comparison for you,
You are like a cigarette,
Tempting, poisoning,
But extremely addictive.

You are the cigarette that takes the lungs of young innocent girls,
Revealing yourself from a packet consisting pictures of revolting warnings,
But still, those young inquisitive girls take you,
Thinking, 'it won't hurt just to try a little bit'.

******* in firmly at the filter,
Until the burning dry substance begins to go transform,
Into a thick grey cloud it turns,
Dangerously slithering down her fresh flourishing windpipes.

At first, it feels a little foreign,
But after each cigarette she devours,
She becomes more obsessed, needy,
And damaged.

Soon, the tobacco is the red blood running through her veins,
And like any other of your soiled victims,
She desperately tries to call for help,
And she really wants to stop.

But you drag her...
You drag her further,
And further into the blinding smoke until she can't breath no more,
She can't breath the fresh, virginal air that those beautiful, god-made trees release every, single, day.

And when she's lying in those pure white sheets,
Sunlight illuminating through the crystal clear windows,
The trees singing their last beauteous melody for her youthful soul,
You are inside that wicked packet, waiting for your next victim.
For the girl who's been hurt by that malevolent ***.
18.03.2014
 Mar 2014 Veena Aneev
Arika Sari
You drew a heart
with your pen...

... on paper skin.


Soul Survivor
2014
 Mar 2014 Veena Aneev
bambi
I admit I am a dark, exhausted beast--
a memory no one summons.


But you rise at dawn with raven hair--
a child of soldier and sun.


Although you've gone,
I covet your crescent grin.


and the sun

within the lining

of your skin.
This was too honest for me to finish right now.

Homage to Pablo Neruda and someone essential.
I feel cheap.
Some people have
so few possessions but
so much more.

I feel like I have
too many possessions
yet so *little.
fingers numb
as I wait for the bus
while snow falls.

my heart thumps
and blood circulates
to keep me warm.

my soul comes alive
even when I am physically
numb.

an inner fire burns
within me
to keep me warm.

I am free even
when I'm
numb and cold.
Take my sadness
take my joy.
Then take each
and every toy.

Take my clothes,
take my socks.
Take my woes,
the keys and locks.

Take everything
except my heart
for it is in a world apart.
I guess some people aren't
my cup of tea.
We could never have deep
conversations or inside jokes.
You know I like inside jokes.

We would never see anything
but ourselves, lonely and afraid
of hurting the other person.
I can't be afraid of you.

We would never have that spark.
There would always be a
grand pause where the fortissimo
should have been.

I guess some people aren't
my cup of tea.
I'm also glad that those people
stay that way.
Like a big slice of chocolate cake,
I would love a cultured gentleman
with a delightful accent.
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