Arika Sari

Arika Sari Jul 2014

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What's the point of love
I do not know.
What's the point of living
If I can't find love.

What's the point of love
I do not know.
I need to love someone
I need to use my heart.

What's the point of love
I do not know.
They will die eventually.
And I will be alone.

What's the point of love
I think I know.
Don't take me seriously
I think it has gone.

Arika Sari Jul 2014

Wishes

I stopped hoping,
because I know these
hopes
dreams
are only just hopes and dreams, and will only be
demolished into bits of pieces,
burned in the fiery bonfires of all the hell before me.

Arika Sari Jul 2014

Why don't you want me?

Why do i do this to myself?

I want you.
In silence i beg for your attention.
I just wanna be able to love you & treat you right.

You push me away.
Every chance you get.

I cry myself to sleep sometimes
Cause the feeling of unwantedness you bring to me drives me insane.

Why don't you reply?
Why don't you want me?

I just want to love you like you deserve.

Arika Sari Jul 2014

Imagine

I use my love for you
To imagine how you would love me too...

Your fingers typing on the keyboard
Their sound, I so adore

Your laugh as you smile
Makes this hardship worthwhile

Your emotions shine through
(I imagine your love for me is true)

Oh, how grand this sensation--
This curse I call imagination!

Talking to you, if just for a moment, is my drug. I go insane.

Arika Sari Jul 2014

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The worst thing you can do for love is deny it;
so when you find that special someone,
don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.
~ Unknown

Arika Sari Jul 2014

How do you know?

How do you know
He loves you
How do you know
He cares

How do you know
He loves you
How do you know
That he really cares?

How do I know
It's meant to be
How do I know
That he wants me

What is love?

How will you know
When you find it
How do you know
It will last

Will it last?
Will it be?
Will it work?
Will we be us or
You and me

The various questions
That hide the truth
Of something so simple.
Love

Issues of a young girls heart.