In the daunting hours after the clock stroke midnight
Where I awaited dawns' arrival
I found myself pondering over many memories of my past
My story of survival.
Which took me only but 6 years to tell...
Many years has passed since I jotted down a single word
Of the many mixed but ******* wonderful feelings I felt
Some would say I was on a road of discovery...
I say it's growing up....
Facing the hand I've been dealt..
The truth I've come to learn, is one big eye opener.
1. You try to hide your feelings
With humor or any type of distraction worthy of not being frowned apon by socially accepted standards
BUT.. We forget our eyes speak for our soul
The ones truly depressed will eventually be seen by those who Chose to notice.
It's like a day with "bad" whether, some will view it negatively
Some will find purpose, as the wind blows through the willows singing its precious, but still lonely tune..
2. The ever so dark and lovely, so called fairytale, happiness..
Does exist indeed. It's what you perceive, that determines it.
Some will never be satisfied.
The dead dreams of living.
The scarred has a wrist canvas painted with a razor brush in vibrant Red.
The perfectionist just needs that final check.
Perspection, communication and understanding is the key to unification
3. Facing your present, brightens your future.
It's like how you would, despite your world turning into ashes
Rise from destruction, reconstructing your own story
Write your own journey. Rewrite it. Write it again. Make mistakes.
The light won't shine on false identities.
Rediscover.