I used to fear loneliness.
I wondered if I would ever get married,
Or feared that no one would ever want me.
I am not scared of being by myself anymore,
But am more concerned that if or when I get married,
I could fall out of love.
I could be the 50% that ends in divorce
Or I could be the unspoken statistic
That ends up staying together
But making each other's lives miserable.
I have seen it happen far too often.
I am not afraid of being without a mate,
But of being far more alone and secluded with one
Than I ever was before.

Unreal thoughts of what it meant to be beautiful.
Society taught her that she wasnt enough.
She felt as if she could never feel beautiful,
For they were all diamonds,
And she was the rough.

Love is a creature
That sits along side my God
And plays my ballad

One road splits two trees
The leaves will forever reach -
Cursed with desire

I want your hand on my fragile glass ribs
I want you to kiss my rose petal lips
I want you to draw slow moon cresents on my back
I want to entangle my hand in your hair
I want to inhale you like oceanic air
I want you to grab my leg and pull it around your waist
I want you to let flowers bloom on my neck
I want you to wrap your arm around my slim waist
I want to feel your skin against my pale winter skin
I want to listen to your heart sing me to sleep
I want to love you

I need you

I want to marry you
And see your pretty face
Every morning when I wake up
And go to sleep
I want to provide for you
Take care of you
Be your shoulder to cry on
When you weep
I want to do domestic things
Like make you meals
And take you out
I even want your babies
To raise and watch bloom
Into beauties
Just like you
I not only want to partake
In new and exciting adventures
But all those things too
Because I love you
Inside and out
I want my one life
My whole life
To be lived with you
Every experience
Fun and dull
I want you there
To kiss you
Whenever I please
Make love to you
Every day
In every way
You're an epic
Love of mine
I hope that you will be
For the rest of time