Somewhere over nowhere

Somewhere over nowhere Jul 2020

One click to make her smile,
Oh time! What have you done to my child!

Maybe it is unfortunate only to me,
But forgetting reality, was never a good thing.

I'm scared for you and I'm scared for myself
We have two worlds to battle now, on the street and in the cell.

Somewhere over nowhere Jul 2020

No escape

I shall wait for tomorrow

While I forget myself in today

Drunk as I am with anxiety

I have nowhere else to run to.

Somewhere over nowhere Jul 2020

One way love

I wander everywhere
But I haven't lost my path
One road from the beginning
Starting from the door to the heart
I shall go wherever, wherever it takes me to
And wherever the end lies, there I hope to see you.

Somewhere over nowhere Jul 2020

The opposite effect

Spread hope like hatred
And truth like lies

Somewhere over nowhere Jul 2020

Beginner's haiku#4

You walked towards me
Dragging the shackles of love
Hoping to be freed.

Somewhere over nowhere Jul 2020

Do I hate you?

I hate you
For the mellow smile that lingers on your lips after our fights

I hate you
For the faint scent of November that clings onto your shirt every Saturday night

I hate you
For the arrogance of your elegant hands every time you hold me

Why can't you be like to me for once?
Why do you have to be wonderful, so high?
I'm so insecure
So insecure of your laughter
Of your lively eyes
That I don't really know what I might do
If you were to go away, if you were to die.

Somewhere over nowhere Jul 2020

Merging with my reflection

I stare ahead
My reflection stares back
                         Bit
                              by
                                    Bit
We merge into each other
A mask over the pre-existing facade of reality
I have merged directions
And now
Can only gaze at
A blank canvas
Resounding with

                              Emptiness