I wish that you were here with me
I wish I could fall asleep hearing
your heart beat
If you couldn’t sleep
I’d lay next to you and look at you and talk to you
I want you to
Experience
Peace
Love and Harmony
And wake up feeling well rested ;)

You’ve seen me cry
As you watched
I’m not hiding it from you at all
Be my shoulder to cry on I’d
Lean on you every day

I slept in for a while
My body just isn’t feeling it
It’s crazy how our bodies are shells
And how souls live on
My shell is
Done for
My spirit
Lives on

I don’t think it’s to late
I think things happen when there meant to
God is always on time
His time
It’ll be alright

Does not mean that I won’t speak to you
Does not mean that you will not hear from me
No infact
I’ll still be around
You’ll still hear from me
Just know that I’m working through things
I’m trying to live with the fact that my father won’t be here I waited for him to return for almost 20 years
I’m trying to adjust to health issues I have and create normalcy during my appointments I started shutting down and going numb it was to much to bear
I’m trying to be all that I can be for my people and yet I feel like I could do better I could change this
I’m stretching myself to much I’m trying to limit that and make time for some individuals I have yet to hear from
I’m saying your going to meet me through all of my phases and I’m letting you know that I will forever be evolving and growing and I hope you stick around for that

3pm on an outside stroll
will I see you then
I guess we won’t know
But here I am

I just want to feel your touch,
To be with you at every hour,
Everyday.
That's all I want.
I want that, nothing more,
Just you, me, and a blanket snuggled up,
Peaceful with arms wrapped around each other.
That's all I want.