Does not mean that I won’t speak to you Does not mean that you will not hear from me No infact I’ll still be around You’ll still hear from me Just know that I’m working through things I’m trying to live with the fact that my father won’t be here I waited for him to return for almost 20 years I’m trying to adjust to health issues I have and create normalcy during my appointments I started shutting down and going numb it was to much to bear I’m trying to be all that I can be for my people and yet I feel like I could do better I could change this I’m stretching myself to much I’m trying to limit that and make time for some individuals I have yet to hear from I’m saying your going to meet me through all of my phases and I’m letting you know that I will forever be evolving and growing and I hope you stick around for that
I just want to feel your touch, To be with you at every hour, Everyday. That's all I want. I want that, nothing more, Just you, me, and a blanket snuggled up, Peaceful with arms wrapped around each other. That's all I want.