Georgia

Nov 2018

Georgia parry

41/20/68

I can remember wanting love, wanting to love somebody and them be as in love with me for my ground to move underneath their feet and their world turn with me
I remember wanting simplicity and the quietness among the madness and
I can remember being in love the gleam and the glow the battles and breaths I can remember being held and not wanting to let go
I can remember the aftermath, and every heartbeat in between the breaks,
I can remember loosing my best friend and my world in a day and I remember how alone I felt
I can remember how I forgot your touch
I left
I got on a train and I’ve never got back on to go back too you and I’ve not walked up that hill to hers I’ve gone past his street but never through my heart and eyes are sensitive too all of you, I can see you, just not where we were alone or when because I’m scared of falling back in love because I do
I can remember everything that made me fall in love with everyone I’ve ever fell in love with, but I can remember why it didn’t work and why it ended
Half of it on account of me half on you,
But I fall in love too easily and I’m scared because I love you
I do
I genuinely feel love towards you but my heart breaks and mends quite quickly nowadays and it’s sorta killing me cause I can fill the cracks with other people
Like some weird glue
I’m currently in love with you
So everything to me about you is still unreal
But my love for you is real
I believe that we can make it work
We just gotta realise that we work

-/- death is painless -/-

Nov 2018

Georgia parry

36/12/04

Hearts take months too fix and minuets too break
Of course I’ll miss her soft warm lips, but how could you understand that even still she does not long for me
I just love for her I want for her mouth on my neck
But alas she turned me away
And from the girl who wouldn’t dare
How could you understand
That although my heart is broken
I cannot feel nor care

I wrote this in like 2014 so enjoy something I haven’t seen myself in around 3/4 years

Nov 2018

Georgia parry

Homemade hometown

To think I called you family
To think you’re my brother
To think that now it’s were
To think how you destroyed her
To think that all your mates now think your fake
To think how much your mum protects your fate
To think how much longer this will drag
To think where you’ll be in 5 years time
To think about how it all went wrong
To think that we were destined from the start
To think that our parents done the same
Surely man like you’d think that was enough
Enough to stop the scale tipping
Enough to stop our lives becoming
Enough to keep us going on living
Enough to keep us away from the streets
Enough too keep us on our feet
Enough too keep us all clean
Enough too not destroy our dreams
Enough to keep us together till the end of things
Enough I guess it’s just a memory

To my brothers and my sisters who I thought were better than who they are

Georgia Nov 2018

Scars

I never looked at my scars
Or tried to find them
I never checked the healing
I just let them fade
Almost like they were never
even meant to be there
Purposely put there
fastly forgotten
I've only just looked
I can see them as
I've just cut them
Little beads of red
Camouflaged into my skin
as scars
Little lines of rage
I promise you i was confused
And now im a little over 3 years clean
But that doesn't mean that even though
All this time has just flown by
That im completely whole inside
Urges exist
And so do the rest
But im better and coping inside this shell
My tiny little world
Finally at rest

Finally im clean
Finally i can breathe

Nov 2018

Crow

Till Undeath

On Hallow’s Eve I bent my knee
Asked her to be my bride
I hoped her heart beat just for me
That love would be her guide

She said “It’s true I love you,
But there is something you must know
Of quirks and twists I have a few
Though you may learn them to your woe”

“I’m really not like other girls
Now get this in your head
Though I seem all bows and curls
I really am quite dead”

“You’ve asked me for my hand, and see
I can give it without harm”
And quick as counting one two three
She ripped it from her arm

“So now you know the truth” she sighed
“As grim as can be said
Why none would want a girl who died
Let alone one who’s undead”

She was bewitching in the full moon’s light
Standing there hand in hand
I was filled with love and not with fright
And knew I must take a stand

I cried “Our marriage plan we can fulfill
I believe in body positivity
Whether alive or dead it’s a body still
Regardless of morbidity”

We made our plans all through the night
Our thoughts like blood did flow
By dawn we knew it would be alright
I just must learn to sew

I held her close with all my might
Vowed to leave her nevermore
She asked ‘Please dear, don’t squeeze so tight”
As her left eye hit the floor

We celebrate our love each Hallow’s Eve
With ghosts and ghouls and witches
I love her laugh which you may believe
As I keep her all in stitches

A Halloween love story

#love #humor #creepy

Georgia Oct 2018

You

Sat here looking at you
And either im really ******
Or your everything I've ever wanted
Staring at your chest
Your arms your shoulders
Your smile
Your messy washed hair
Your now wonkey glasses
In Their old broken frame
You stare and i fall
And there's nothing i can do
Im falling for you

// i had a quote in mind then i saw you and i couldn't think of anything else
Except
I love you //