Anno - Hello Poetry

Anno Oct 27

"That one person that reached out just before I was about to do it"
...
fake.
that doesn't happen.
In reality,
no one coincidentally reaches out at the exact moment you intent to do something really bad.
It doesn't happen.
In reality,
you sit there and hope it happens.
Waiting for someone.
A text, a call,
any sign that someone's thinking about you...
It doesn't happen.
You sit there
and wait
until it's too late.
And you realize
it doesn't ******* happen.

I realize that it obviously can happen and it has happened before. but that is not always the case, rarely, actually. Yes, there are people who care about you but they don't magically know when you need help. You need to ASK for it. and trust me, when you do, you will get it. and it will be worth it!!

Anno Oct 2

letter soup

When I'm sick it's there for me, warming my ill body

And when I'm happy it's there with its uplifting presence to excite me

It warms my throat and heart

I devour it with sheer pleasure

As it fills me

I'm sick and it's my birthday tomorrow so I'm trying to lift myself up by appreciating letter soup, which is the best thing there is in this plain world.

#soup

Anno Sep 24

my self harm scars

I'm scared of people seeing them.
No one ever has.
Yet,
I wish someone would.
Because it would mean
That they see me.
The pain, the thoughts, the feelings.
Me.

I'm not scared of people seeing them.
they are not shameful.
they are beautiful,
they are me.
Who am I?

My past is in them.
the pain I felt
the thoughts I had
the feelings I felt.
That is me.

"The Scars do not define you."
They do.
A part of me is in them.
Therefore,
beauty is in them.

When you see me:
look at them
analyse them
What do you see?
Me.

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