I grasped life firmly,
but what is left to live for?
She destroyed my heart!

I'm a stranger to the best version of me but I think he will look familiar, when I see him.

Truth was spoken 
honesty was shared 
Feelings were hurt 
damage was done

I desire affection 
I crave insecurities 
I want her attention 
I need solidarity 
I, need...... her,
next to me.
Please 
right
now

Forever is never 
from then until now
From now until then
make the best of it 
Our days are numbered 
time is forever limited

Druggy illegal under the table not from behind the counter, does it make a difference? Regardless a prescription they all can become addictive, they all can make you dependent.

My life in pieces,
my world in pages.
I'll never finish this puzzle.
I'll never finish this book.

I keep collecting.
I keep reading.
I keep placing.
I keep writing. 

Eventually I'll figure it out, 
I'll never quit fighting. 
Battles won, battles lost.
I refuse to stop, regardless......