For now
For then

For us
For you
For me
For everyone

For a while
For a moment
For a minute
For a second

Forgive
Forsake
Foresight

For love
For fun
For experience

For money
For power

For now
For then
For us
For you
For me
For everyone

For all the above
For when ‘you’ do
For when ‘you’ don’t
For whatever, ‘you’ do
For whenever ‘you’ decide to do it
For whatever situation ‘you are’ in or not.

For this, duration
For that, duration

For now
For then

For us
For you
For me
For everyone

Forward
Foreseen
Forget
Forgotten

For now
For then

For us
For you
For me
For everyone

Forever

-FOR

© By HF-Whisper
20/2/2022-9:14-19-26PM

For when you were here,
To when now that you’re not.

For when I/we was with you,
To when/all those times that you/I/we was/were not.

For all the special single moments that you and I/we I shared together,
To all the/of those ones that I/we have missed out on.

For all support/encouragement/words of wisdom, care and kindness that you gave to me/us,
To all that I/we gave back to you.

For the beautiful person who you are,
To the beautiful person that I/we once knew.

For the precious soul that got taken away so soon,
To the guardian angel of you, that is now watching, over me/all of us.

For you and all up above
To all the beautiful people that are still here.

For all these memories with you, I/we will treasure in our hearts and thank you,
To having you here with us all for this short duration/time.

For you will always be loved and kept in memory in our hearts,
To the hope that one day we’ll meet again.

For you this is a special debut
To you and just for you.

© By HF-Whisper
20/3/2023-14:42-15:03PM

For all those times
For all those times…

For all the/those time that has gone by,
And, all the questions, that I/we/you had/have been left, wondering why?

For all the/those things that I/we/you tried,
And, all the/those time(s) I/we/you wanted to give up and just cry.

For this duration that I/we/you were on our own,
And, for all the/those time(s) I/we/you felt alone.

For all the/those zoom meetings/sessions and calls on the phone,
And, all the/those constant snap 24 hr changes, extended lockdowns, stages, permits and zones.

For all the/those Covid testing that has been done,
And, to that feeling of appreciation, just to be able to spend time out in that sun.

For all the/those people who have been stuck out there,
And, to the/those unjust feeling that situation had/has been unfair.

For all the/those times, I/we/you have worked from home,
And, again to all those times you I/we/you felt alone.

For all the/those times, the kids sent you crazy,
And, to all the times during Covid-19, you felt tired and just lazy.

For all the alcohol I/we/you drank during this time/ to pass time,
And, all these/those times I/we/you regretted, looking back at those, bottles of scotch, gin, beer or wine.

For all the/those people out there, who had to close shop or who has lost work for this long duration, just to earn a/that Aussie dime,
Our hearts go out to you, for all this hardship and lost time.

For all the uncertainty, that has come through with this virus,
Has made us to be desirous.
(Has taken away from us all most of life’s pleasures and left us to be desirous.)

For the longest time, I/we/you have stared at our four walls,
And spent time walking/running up and down our corridor/halls.

For all the/those silly/delirious moments that I/we/you created,
And, for each day we waited/watched the government update the cases and information that they stated.

For all the/those times that I/we/you were given false hope for this/these lockdown(s) to end,
And, I/we/you are just thankful for all the support from our work (colleagues), family and dearest friends.

For all the/those hardships in this situation (long or short) that each one of us, has been through,
In all this time, we are thinking, of you.

For all the/those loved ones that we couldn’t visit during this/these times, and/or see,
I/we/you keep thinking/dreaming of a better tomorrow, when we can again finally get out and be free.

For all those times,
Just all those times.

© By HF-Whisper
27/9/2021

Familiarity now disappeared.
Over time, it all just- fades away.
Reassurance and comfort- to help your heart heel.
Gone-never to come back the same again.
Each day passes by more memories shared together
       -keep fading away.
The person you once knew-that you had a strong connection with
       -now no longer exists.

You were very special to me.
Only you.
       You.
Used to be my favorite and important person in the world
        -now I need to forget you
        -that you, that you, allowed me, to know
        -and that you, that I once knew.

-FORGET YOU
© By HF-Whisper
21/4/2020 16:34PM

For there, was
For there, once was.

For there, had been
For there, has been.

For when, they were then
To when, they were now.

For during, that time
To that, time now.

For there was once, a moment
To once now, there was a moment.

For what, had been
To what, has been now.

To the time, that once happened
For that time, that once was.

For when, they were there
To when, they weren’t.

For that, duration
For this, duration.,

For that moment, that passed
To the moment, that is the ‘Now.’

For that, to happen then
To it, to happen now.

There, once was
There, was once.

There, has been
There, had been.

© By HF-Whisper
29/1/2022-7:57PM

For the time, that you have
And the time, that you don’t.
For the time, that you want
For the time, that you need.

For the time
For that time
For this time

For then
For now

For just more time
With you
By myside
Just to be, by your side.

For the time, that’s gone by
And the time, that hasn’t.

For just being there
Only when, it’s you, and me.
During, this time together.
When, there’s no one else
‘Nothing else matters.’
Because, that time
It's, with you, and me.

For all, these times
For all, those times.

That’s/this is what matters
Just, being there
with you
When, time allows
Us to be present
Together.

For then
For now
For you
and for me.

Just give it time
In time
This time will happen
For you, and me.
Let’s continue, to enjoy this time,
and set, our hearts free.

© By HF-Whisper
11/04/2022-11:12AM &11:18AM

For the times that are memories,
The memories that are/become the/those times.

For when you weren’t with me then,
To when I know you/you’re with me now.

For all that hasn’t happened yet,
To all that has/is still to come.

For my time without you,
To my time being with you.

For the feeling you gave me then,
To the feelings I have for you now.

For these memories that I cherish the most from what we’ve already shared,
To the adventures/experiences/activities, and fun that we have yet to come.

For all that I have experienced in the past and on my own,
To now being able to share new adventures with you.

For all those times,
To all these times

For that exact time when you did arrive/entre in my life,
To time now where I’m/ that I’m sitting/standing here with you now.

For you,
For me,
To us both.
For what we have had,
For what has yet to still come.

Thank you,
Now and always,
Just for,
Everything.
From you.

This is,
-For you.

© By HF-Whisper
16/3/2023-16:21PM

I am lost,
but then
I found you.

In my heart,
I know that,
You are,
there,
to help,
Me,

In all the,
things,
that I,
want to do.

I am lost,
But then
I’m found.

I found,
my hope,
in You.

To stay,
strong,
and,
to help,
Me,
accomplish,

All the things,
that I,
now,
want to do.

I am lost,
but then
I’m found.

By
You,
in finding,
Me
again,

and to,
help me learn,
about,
all the things,
that I,
want to do.

I am lost,
but then
I’m found.

New/more,
hope,
from,
You.

To get me,
through,
all the things,
that,
I hope,
to still do.

Maybe,
You,
will also,
help Me,
find,
that,
special someone.

To share,
all these things,
with,
Me,
now,
together,
as an equal,
with all,
these things,
that,
we want/hope to do.

This special person,
that was,
created,
by,
You,

I
now
have,
Found,
and,
no longer,
feel
Lost,

Because,
this gift,
was,
sent,
especially,
by,
You,

To Me,
from,
You.

-FOUND
-LOST & NOW FOUND

(C) By HF-Whisper
31/1/2021 20:35-54PM

FREE

FREE FROM YOU
-FREE FROM ME
-FREE

FREE OF LOVING YOU
-WITHOUT RECEIVING

FREE TO LOVE
-TO BE LOVED
-BY YOU

FREE FROM LOVE
-THE LOVE BY YOU
-THAT’S NO LONGER THERE

FREE TO LOVE
-THE LOVE THAT’S GIVEN BY ME

FREE FROM IT ALL
-NO WORRIES ABOUT YOU ANYMORE

FREE AT LAST
-TO OPEN MY HEART
-ONCE MORE

FREE
TO BE LOVED
-BY SOMEONE
WHO WANTS TO LOVE
-AND TO LOVE ME

FREE
-FREER
-FREEDOM

FREE FOR NOW
-TO STILL BE FREE
-FOR ME
-TO EARN BACK MY LOVE

AND RELEASE
-ALL THAT PAST HURT/SADNESS
-JUST TO BE FREE

-AND ENJOY BEING FREE

-FROM YOU
-NO MORE…

AND STAY FREE
-FOR MYSELF
FOR A WHILE
TO LOVE JUST ME
-AND ONLY ME

-A NEW FREE
-FREER
-FREEDOM

-FREE

BY HF-Whisper
01/12/2020-16:15-21PM

You don’t do now,
What you used to do,
But, in that time
and or/when we first met,
Was that really you?

You said, that you,
wanted to only be friends,
But, back then,
things felt different,
to this kind of friendship,
Not from my end.

But, from you,
The things,
we used to do,
Back when,
In that time
and or/
when we first met,
To now,
When you were,
just being you.

Can’t you see,
Why you,
have moved/on left me,
Feeling,
so confused,
Thinking,
That these/those things,
would be okay,
doing the things,
As friends that
We used to do.
Than now,
Wondering how?
You can’t see?
That,
The way you,
Used to be.

You don’t do now,
What you used to do,
But, in that time
and or/when we first met,
You were more you.


© By HF-Whisper
20/4/2021 – 15:11PM

FRIENDS

Friends meaning so many definitions,
Really can be interpreted in so many ways,
I can think of so many meanings of a friend,
Everyone interprets friends differently
No wonder the word is left so openly,
Do you get confused by this word too?
Surly there is just one meaning of this word-

-FRIENDS
(Read vertically first letters)

© By HF-Whisper
22/2/2020

FRIENDS STATEMENT

Friends-Acquaintances.
Friends-Friends with Benefits. (F.W.B)
Friends- Friends.
Friends- By text only.
Friends-Social Media friends only.
Friends- Long distance -International friends.
Friends- One night stand. (O.N.S)
Friends-Casual.
Friends-Ongoing casual.
Friends-Regular catch up’s-but only at events.
Friends- Regular catch up’s only one on one.
Friends-Equally balanced catch ups.
Friends-No dating but showing interest.
Friends-Not interested but acting interested.
Friends-How can I benefit from having you as my friend?
Friends- In good times and bad.
Friends-Lifelong friends.

-How many kinds of friends do you have?
I'm sure you can think of more!

FRIENDS

© By HF-Whisper
22/2/2020

From you
Of you
By you
With you

From that time
Of that time
By that time
With you during that time.

From this time
Of this time
By this time
With you during this time

From that memory
Of that memory
By that memory
With you during that memory

From this memory
Of this memory
By this memory
With you during this memory

From that moment
Of that moment
By that moment
With you in/during that moment
I could be me
And you
Could be you

With me
Being with you
By your side/next to you
Or standing facing you
Of that/this time
From that/this time

From you
Of you
By you
With you

Because it’s that feeling
From you
The vibe I get of you
Being by you
When I’m with you.

© By HF-Whisper
9:01AM-9:13-01/06/22

Get well soon.
Each moment counts.
Time heals most wounds.

When you need, we are all here.
Everyone is thinking of you.
Love yourself.
Learn to love yourself more.

Sometimes, you just need time to heal.
Only for you.
Often, you may ignore, many of the signs, from your body.
Now, is the time, to listen and take the time, you need to recover.

© By HF-Whisper
19/3/2021 13:32PM

GHOSTED

Every day we (used to) say hello,
Every day You (that person) checked in to see how I was,
Every day You/we chat with such energy,
Every day we are getting to know each other,
And every day You make Me (that person) smile,
Every day we learn a little more about each other,
And every day You (that person)/We say Good Morning and Good Night to each other...

Then…
One day it breaks,
The routine,
And there’s silence….
Continued silence…
From
You (that person)

Bringing sadness,
To my heart
Leaving me to think
‘What went wrong?’

You (that person)
keeps thinking,
Is that person okay?
Did something happen?
Where they left upset?
What did I say to make this pattern break?

You are left
Feeling hurt
From no closure,
Just words left unspoken,

Was it just them?
Or was it you?

That made this person just stop.
What once was a good enjoyable time of communication?

All you needed to hear was, just a few words back,
Something like saying:
It’s been nice getting to know you during this time,
OR,
Keep being you but were not compatible,
OR,
I have decided to move forward/on. Thank you for this time,
OR,
Your personality is clashing against mine/with mine, keep being you.
Just some/a few kind words,
Something to help you understand,
That the conversation has stopped/finished.

To what once was a good and enjoyable conversation,
With someone new,
That you were getting to know,
Instead of,
Silence…
Of realizing,
The feeling that you have been,


-Ghosted.


© By HF-Whisper
17/2/2021

Give yourself time.
Opportunities will come, to you, or ask the universe to provide them.
Open your mind.
Don’t be too ******* yourself.

-GOOD
© By HF-Whisper
28/12/2020 14:11PM

Give yourself time.
Opportunities will come, to you, or ask the universe to provide them.
Open your mind.
Don’t be too ******* yourself.

As the day nears to an end,
Find yourself,
Time to relax,
Enjoy and relax in the now,
Refresh your thoughts and mind,
Now go and enjoy the rest of your time/day that you have if you can.
Open your heart to everything,
Observe and listen more to the people around you, and take in any lessons, (or what comes to you).
Next morning/day will arrive soon, try this all again.

-GOOD AFTERNOON
© By HF-Whisper
28/12/2021 14:18PM

Give yourself time.
Opportunities will come, to you, or ask the universe to provide them.
Open your mind.
Don’t be too ******* yourself.

Every day, do or learn something new.
View the world with your mind and eyes wide open.
Enjoy each day, as if it were your last.
New moments and memories have been made,
Immerse yourself in the surroundings around you,
Now take in a deep breathe,
Give yourself time to grow.

-GOOD EVENING
© By HF-Whisper
28/12/2020 14:09PM

Give yourself time.
Opportunities will come, to you, or ask the universe to provide them.
Open your mind.
Don’t be too ******* yourself.

May this day bring you happiness, and,
Overcome your hardships.
Regain your strength.
New moments to make.
In the now.
No holding back.
Giving you new opportunities.

-GOOD MORNING
© By HF-Whisper
28/12/2020 20:22PM

Give yourself time.
Opportunities will come, to you, or ask the universe to provide them.
Open your mind.
Don’t be too ******* yourself.

Now the day has finally finished (come to an end)
I can focus on the part of the day that is left.
Go and do something that will break up your routine,
Home at last.
That was a (nice) day.

-GOOD NIGHT
© By HF-Whisper
28/12/2020 14:22PM

GREIVING

Give yourself time to heal,
                                     -it takes time.
Remembering all the memories you shared together,
                     -with that loved one
                                     -locking them away somewhere special
                             -give it time.
In a state of disbelief-shock-that it has happened
                     -give this time.
Each day it slowly becomes easier numbed/faded
                     -give it time.
Various stages to this process,
                    -give it time.
Isolation and loneliness can enter
                    -give it time
                    -give it time.
Never to see that loved one again,
                    -always there with you in your heart
                            -it takes time.
Gone-but not forgotten,
                                    -Your heart will continue to heel.
                    -give this time.

              
© By HF-Whisper
21/4/2020 16:42PM

Adult

Grown up now
With the experiences
And knowledge
You now have.
A lot wiser
But not wanting
To be older.

Younger

Wanting to grow up
Too quickly
To be older.
But not yet
Knowledgeable
In experiences
Being (yet/any) wiser.

-We all want
what we, can’t have.

© By HF-Whisper
29/6/2021 -12:08PM

HAIRCUT

When you sit in that chair,
About to make a change,
What are you thinking about currently?

Do you also get as anxious?
If it does not work out the way you want it to?
Or think about how the result will turn out?
If you leave feeling different?
Fresh?
Sitting and waiting…
What are you thinking about in these moments?


Do you talk to that person who is cutting your hair/ will be making that change for you?

To cover up your hidden anxiousness.
Already wanting to see the result of the length/cut/style/colour you have chosen in your vision?
What are you thinking about?
Sitting and waiting…
Watching…
As they start,
Cutting,
And trimming,
And brushing,
And adding colour,
What are you thinking about in this time?

Watching through that/the mirror
That person cutting/trimming/brushing/colouring/foiling/styling,
You…

Seeing that once was hair,
Falling delicately,
To the ground,
Which once was attached to you,
Sitting there on the ground,
Among other hairs that also,
Just went through this experience,
Sitting in that chair,
Waiting to see that result,

A new thought,
May just have come across you,
Who was that person?
that just went through this process/journey?
before,
You?

What was their journey like?
Up until this moment?
Before they made that change?
Before you sat in that exact same chair?
Before you had this experience,
Before you felt something new.
That feeling of refreshness
That only
You
can feel,
Before,
During,
and
After,
You made that change.

-Haircut

© By HF-Whisper
29/2/2021

HAPPY BORN DAY

A day to capture and reflect
A day to reminisce
A day to look ahead
A day to feel at bliss.


A day to feel thankful
A day for appreciation
A day for love
A day for initiation.


A day of belonging
A day to unwind
A day to be with family and friends
A day to find.


A day just for you
A day to celebrate your journey, and success
A day for a drink or two
A day to dress at your best.


A day to do something you really want to do
A day for fun
A day to just take time for you
A day to celebrate with all your loved ones.


Happy Born day
To you

© By HF-Whisper
2/12/2020 17:42PM

Healing time for the heart
Emotions, running high.
Another, broken heart.
Love/live to love again.

© By HF-Whisper
2/6/2021-13:42PM

HOARDING

The
Object,
Of,
a,
Thing,
The
Thing,
that,
Represents,
that,
Object.

Is
there,
a,
Point?
or,
just,
a,
Meaning?

To
Having,
that,
Object,
that,
Represents,
that,
Thing?

That
You,
Had,
Sentimental,
Value,
In
Your,
Heart.

When
You,
Can’t
Let go...
It
Grows,
and,
Grows.


The
Object (s),
Sit,
There,
with,
Meaning,

Time
Keeps,
Passing,
The
Objects,
Keep
Growing.

The
Meaning,
doesn’t
get/become,
Stronger in,
Value,
but
Stronger,
from,
Time.

Referring
to,
that,
Sentimental
Value,
of,
what,
the,
Hidden,
Cause,
was,
to,
What,
Made,
You,
Buy,
it,
from.
the,
Beginning.

The
Beginning,
of,
Finding,
this,
Purpose,
is
the,
Cure.

It,
Started,
from,
a,
‘Trauma’,
a,
Sudden,
‘Life changing Event’,
that
Made,
Such,
an,
Impact,
on
You.

That
You,
just,
Wanted,
Time.

Time,   
to,
Stand,
Still,
To
Process,
it,
All,
To
Catch up,
with,
Your,
Heart.

To
Find,
a,
Closure,
from,
The/that,
Loss,  
of
That,
Person,
that,
You,
Once,
Loved.
That,
has,
been,
Taken
Away,
from,
You.

And
it,
still
Grows,
and,
Grows…

Trying
to,
Find,
some,
Happiness,
from
these,
Objects, (small)
and,
Things.

Not
To,
Replace,
but,
to,
maybe,
Feel,
and,
Hold,
onto,
the,
Love/Loved one,
You,
Lost.


That
Kind,
Of,
Happiness,
You,
Once,
Had,
from,
that,
Love/Loved one.

You
can,
Never,
Get,
Back again,
but
it is,
always,
there,
with,
you,
in
your,
heart.

And
You,
Will/can,
Finally,
See it
Growing,
Around,
You,
Still,
Growing…

And
Suddenly,
You,
Catc­h,
Up,
and,
Wake,
Up,
From.
This.
Feeling,
and
See/Start seeing,
Everything,
Around,
You.

But
It is,
so,
Overwhelming,
Where,
to
Start?
Where,
to,
Clear?
and
Clean,
Up?
What,
to,
Let go
Off,
First?

How
to,
Let go
Of it?

As
You,
Feel,
You,
could,
maybe,
be,
Lettin­g go,
off
Them (that person),
Completely.

But
Know,
that,
You,
Are,
Not.
They,
Will,
still,
Be,
With,
You.
In,
Your,
Heart.

As
the,
Pile,
of,
those,
Objects,
And
Things,
Start,
to
Clear,
and,
Slowly,
with,
so much,
Time,
Passing,
You,
Find,
A
Way,
to,
Keep,
Clearing,
and,
Eventually,
You,
can,
See
a,
Small,
Gap,
of,
Space,
a,
Light,
of,
Hope,
Again,
Within,
Tha­t,
Room,
like,
In,
Your,
Heart.

You,
Know,
That,
You
Are,
Going,
to,
Be,
Okay,
As,
You,
Keep,
Cleaning,
and,
Cleaning­,
You,
Feel,
the,
Freedom
that,
You,
Somewhat,
Knew,
You,
Once,
Had,
but,
Have
Forgotten,
After,
so,
Long.

A,
New,
Fresh,
Start,
In,
Your,
Life,
Again.

Your,
Heart,
Opens,
but,
You,
Hav­e,
Not,
Forgotten,
The,
Loved/love,
One,
that,
Has,
Passed.
Or the,
Life event’
that,
Had,
Occurred.

They,
Are,
still
There
With
You.

He­lping,
You,
Be
Stronger,
to,
Create,
this,
New,
Change
and,
Clear­,
The,
Space,
for,
a,
New,
Path,
of,
the,
Journey,
that,
You
Are,
Now,
Ready,
to,
Take.

Because,
You,
Are,
Now,
Ready,
In
Yo­ur
Heart.

-HOARDING

© By HF-Whisper
9/2/2021

HOPE

Hope
-‘Takes away’
those
walls/barriers/layers
and slowly
‘re fills them’
with
‘optimistic ideas’
and
brings you,
a new
‘direction/light/purpose’,
that you
thought
you
would never
have again
in that way/dream of.

Hope
-‘Brings’
you,
that
'lost smile’,
new appreciation,
and ‘fills you (up/and again)
with new
‘undescribed’ happiness.

Hope
-‘Offers’ you
(again)
a new world
of ‘endless’
adventures/opportunities,
moments
and memories.

Hope
‘Allows'
you,
to explore
and
‘create’
Those ‘ideas’
to ‘grow’
and
‘Become a reality’.

Hope is…
-Excitement
-Love
-‘The Unknown’
-‘Un Expected’
-Given
and
-Received.

Hope

©  By HF-Whisper
9:58AM 05/07/2022

How?
Often and,
Where?

-HOW
© By HF-Whisper
17/11/2020 22:56PM

HOW ARE YOU?

How are you?
You ask how I am?
I am left,
Standing there,
Confused.
When I say,
how I’m really feeling,
To you,
You stand there,
Listening,
Taking in,
Every word,
but,
then after,
You teach me a lesson.

How are you?
Is purely just a greeting,
A gesture,
as so to speak.
Not that you care,
or don’t care,
But that you don’t want,
All the minute details,
It is more a passing comment.
To start another conversation,
Or to greet you but not to go on.
Into your life’s story, or current situation.

So why do you ask? I say.
When you really,
Don’t want to know…
Just out of politeness,
As a token of mutual understanding,
That you are thought of,
At that moment,
In time,
but,
No further,
To go into a lengthy conversation.


So next time you ask,
How are you?
Do you really,
want to know,
The answer?
The short?
Or,
Long version?
Of my,
Current feelings,
As to me,
It is,
A question,
but,
From this lesson,
I have learnt,
To keep it short,
and ask,
Do you mean
How are you?
Or
How are you?
as in,
Are you okay?
and How are you?


So,
The next time,
You ask someone,
Those 3 little words,
Please understand,
Why they might,
Be kept short.

How are you?
What do these words mean to you?

For me,
How are you?
Is different,
Translation,
Then what,
How are you?
May be to yours.

-I hope to hear your truth,
When I ask,
You,
Next time,  
How are you?

© By HF-Whisper
11/8/2020 20:19PM

How have I/we changed?
I am still the same
I/we know that this is a Pandemic, a very serious virus that the world is at crisis and won’t be/isn’t a game.

How have I/we changed?
You knew me/us before
This virus now has divided us and left my/our heart(s) feeling sore.

How have I/we changed?
I/you are/am still following the rules and taking my/our own precautions to prevent from catching it,
I/we only wish…
That you would also see,
How this time too has been affecting me/us.

How have I/we changed?
Everyone has their own opinion, and this is fine
Lockdown has gone on too long, and taken away, from us, too much time.

But honestly, how have I/we changed?
You knew me/us before
Why are your feelings of me/us now any less?
I/we am also doing, everything that I/we can still, not to get it and going for regular tests.

How have I/we changed?
I/we too don’t want to pass this virus on
Why is it so wrong?
If I disagree,
I/we just want another alternative than this option, to help us all, become free.
How have I changed?
Even though it’s scary, I/we would want to, support you, either way,
Each day, I/we hope that I/you also don’t catch this, and silently, for this I/we prey.

How have I/we changed?
I/we am left confused…
I/we am still cautious in everything that I do.
And I/we defiantly wouldn’t want to give/pass anything on to you.

Please understand my/our concerns too
I/we just wish there was another alternative, I/we really do.

© HF-Whisper
25/10/2021-9:04AM

HOW MANY?

How many times
-do I have to
keep heeling my heart?
-to find you.
How many times,
do I have to feel pain?
-to love you.
How many times
do I have to wait?
-for you.

For You,
to love, Me?
and Me to also,
Be in love,
With You.

How many?
How many?

-Is it going to be long?
To know that you are,
-the right one for me.
How many guys do I meet?
-Until I know it is you?
How many?
-Until you are my many?
The ‘One’

-HOW MANY?

© By HF-Whisper
12/3/2020

When will I,
be able to,
hug you?

Just like,
we used to,
be able, to do?

Just a hug
From me
To you

When will we,
be able to
Back during
those days,
like we,
used to do

Just a hug
From me
To you.

Something so simple
Now take away
From us.


That connects us
To show,
how much,
we care.

To represent,
that affection
To ensure,
that we,
are there.

When will you?
be able to,
hug me?

Just like
we used to,
be able, to do?

Just a hug
From you
To me

When will you?
be able to,
hug you?

Just like,
we used to,
be able, to do?

Just a hug
From me
To you

To help ease
your/the pain,
To bring to you,
a smile again.

When will we
be able to
Back during
those days,
just like we,
used to do.

© By HF-Whisper
1/9/2021-12:49PM-12:59PM

I care
Because, I just do
Maybe because of,
the feelings
that I have
or the ones
that come
From you.

I care
Probably,
too much
but I can’t,
help it
Because I do.

I care
Because, it’s you
I know that,
you may not
but, that’s okay
Because, I just do.

I care
Because,
just because
It’s you
and only
From, the things
that you do
Because, I just do.


I care
Maybe, too much
but I, can’t help it
Because, I just do

If I am cold
or tough
on you
It’s not that
I don’t care
Because
I still do
Care for you.

It is because
I must,
Remove myself
From caring
too much
about you
Because, I just do
Because, I know
that I care
Too much.

I will need
some space
and time.
Time to heal.
From the care
I have/had from you
Because I just do
Because I care.


But know
that when
I am ready
I will come back
as a friend
Because it’s you
I care
but know that
you don’t
in the way
That I do

-Because it’s you
-Because I just do.

© By HF-Whisper
28/4/2021 11:09AM-Amended-28/7/2021-14:31PM

I caved
   In
And
T e x t e d
You.

I thought
that I
should have
saved
myself
from
writing
to you
when
I did.

I made
myself
take a
step back.

I gave
you
the time
to
miss
me.

I laid
In my
bed…
stewing
over
what
I had
Written/wrote.

If they
were
the right
words
to have
said.

Waiting
   for
your
reply…

Cursing
    at
myself
    wondering
why….
I didn’t
just wait
longer,
worrying
If it
was too
early…

for me
to
t e x t
   you
then…

© By HF-Whisper
15/4/2021 14:48PM

If I can’t
meet you,
I will
Find a way,
to get there
To show you,
that, I really care.

If I can’t
Be with you,
I will
Just, 'let it be'.

If I can’t
See you again,
I will
Just keep,
being me.

If I can’t
Find love (yet)
I will
Focus,
on me,
and love,
myself more.

If I can’t
succeed,
I will
Try again
and continue,
to progress more.

If I can’t
I will
Remind myself,
to think,
that this person/one,
isn’t, supposed to be.

If I can’t
I will
dust myself off,
and, try again,
Until, I reach,
that time,
that says,
it’s the end.

If I can’t
I will
Remember,
that I am,
surrounded by,
great support,
with/of my,
family and friends.

© By HF-Whisper
22/4/2021 -14:20PM

If I could
I would sit with you for hours,
I would

If I could
I’d stay with you, for all the time, that would allow us.
I would

If I could
Walk beside you, or hold your hand, all day,
I would

If I could
I’d try my best to find the most meaningful words, to comfort you, in, this way.
I would

If I could
Hug you, when you needed someone, just to be there, with you,
I would

If I could
I would be there with you, and enjoy that moment, with you too.
I would

If I could
Just (to) be, with you, all day
I would

If I could
Just let it be, this way,
I would

If I could
I would
Because it is-with you
Just in this time-with you.

If I could
I would

© By HF-Whisper
12/10/2021-1:51PM-Added lines x1 –
Amended line x1 on 18/10/21-8:47-53PM

If only
You could see, me now,
And, not before.

If only
You, could have, met me now,
When my heart, wasn’t so sore.

If only
You could, be with me now,
You would, know that I’m better, than that then that time/day/night,
Then, things might…

If only
Thinking, things would, have had, a different outcome,
I thought, you might have been, ‘A potential’ I now feel, quite numb.

If only
The ‘timing’ was right…
Or maybe it was, seeing me now?  
And not before.

If only
You could have, met me now,
As my heart, isn’t so sore.

If only
You could be there,
With me now,
You would know,
That I'm ready,
To just be there,
With you
By your side (as an equal),
With just me.

-If only

© By HF-Whisper
19/4/2021-17:01PM

In the good bad and ugly times,
If you can take me as I am,
As I will take you are you are.

In your lowest of lows,
And your highest of highs,
And all the in between,
If you can take me as I am,
As I will take you are you are.

In all your pain,
That you are holding/have close to your heart,
And all the love you have/want to give/share or need,
If you can take me as I am,
I will take you are you are.

I will give you all that you need/and want,
Even when you don’t realize this at the moment,
My care/and love, is for you,
If you can take me as I am,
I will take you are you are.


© By HF-Whisper
07/05/2020

I’ll miss you when you’re gone
I hope that you’re, not away, for long.

I’ll miss you, more than, you will know
Without you here, the days, will feel slow.

I’ll miss you, hurry up and come back soon
I’ll be over the moon.

I hope you know how much I’ll miss you,
Especially from all the things that we did do.

It won’t be the same without you
I hope that you will feel the same way too.

But I wish you all the best, in whatever you decide to do
I’ll (just) miss you.

© By HF-Whisper
21/10/2021-BEFORE 15:30PM

I love you, every day,
even though, I don’t say.
my thoughts, are with you,
always, in everything, you do,
happy, sad, good, and bad,
times, that you, are having.
I love you, every day,
even though, I don’t say.

© By HF-Whisper
20/5/2021 4:05PM

I may not, say it enough,
to you.
But I think of you,
Everyday.
Thank you, for all the things,
that you do for me,
Every day.
I do, think of you,
I may not, say it enough,
to you.

© By HF-Whisper
7/6/2021 15:08PM

I Miss You
Just you
Only you
Already.
               M
                I
         S
S
I
     N
           G
  Y
        O
             U
Already
Only you
Just you.

© By HF-Whisper
9/4/2021 19:46PM

I miss you
                                           today                       quite
                         yesterday                      a lot                
                            tomorrow              a little…
                      everyday                          maybe,­                                                                               ­    
              if, only I could…                                           already         ­                 
          see your                          
                              only­  you                                                             ­           
     smile again.    just you                                                              ­    
                                                                ­                   I miss you
To hear your,                                                                                   
                                                                ­                                                     
Voice again
And share
With you
  My thoughts
   And feelings
     That I
       Couldn’t say
         When you
            Were here                           
              Because of/From
                 Of your,
                    Sudden
                       Departure
                         Now I can’t/
                            Never will
                               Be able too
                                  However
                   ­                 You will
                                      Always
                   ­                     Stay with
                                               Me
                                             Forever
                                                 In my heart
                                                   And those
                                                      Memories
                                                         Of you
                                                            I­ will keep
                                                               You alive
                                                                ­   In my journey
                                                        ­         Forever
                                                        ­            I will miss
                                                              ­ You.
© By HF-Whisper
4/5/2021-12:09-22PM

I miss you
                   Just you.                     I hope to,     
        only you,   See your,
             already.                     Smile again.
       maybe,                                Imagining
A little…                     Us together,
quite                                          New possibilities                                                    ­                    
  I miss you                                                              ­                   
                                             ­                                                          ­                                                                 With each other,
                                                          ­               Growing
                                                                ­       Older        
                                                                ­                                                                 ­                                                                 ­                                                                 ­  together
                                                        ­                         Then somehow
                                                         ­                           Something changed
                                                         ­                           No longer with you
                                              Saddened, that
                                                                ­             It wasn’t you…
                                                            ­              Missing that
                                                                ­          Old you'
                                                            ­          The friend
                                                                ­    That I
                                                                ­   Once knew
                                                            ­    However
                                                     ­      I wish you
                                                      All the best,
                                                   I miss you.
                                                 A little…
                                               Maybe                   
                                            Already.
           ­     Only you,
              Just You.
                                 I miss you.
                               Forever
                             I will miss
                          You.


© By HF-Whisper
9/4/2021-19:48PM-Amended

In this time
In that time
In this moment

In that moment
In an instant
In the ‘now.’

Inside
Inwards
Inbound

In memory of you
In thinking of you

In my heart
In my mind
In my dreams

In your eyes
In my eyes
In their eyes
In our eyes

In your opinion
In my opinion
In their opinion
In our opinion

In your life
In my life
In their life
In our life

In this world
In your world
In their world
In our world

In there
In that
In this

In you
In me
In yours
In mine

In time
In a second
In a minute
In a week
In a month
In a year

In the past years
In that year
In this year
In the experience
In the action
In it

IN

© By HF-Whisper
31/7/2021-1/8/2021-11:19AM

From you
Of you
   By you
    With you

From, just being, with you
Of, the feelings, that I have, being around you
   By, whom you are, and the things, you do
    With you, I feel inspired.

© By HF-Whisper
20/04/2022-10:30AM

I pushed you
Away
I pushed you
Secretly hoping, that you would, still stay.

I pushed you
And you still stayed
I pushed you
And you didn’t, go away.

I pushed you
For more
I pushed you
Too much.

I pushed you
Until your heart, was too sore
I pushed you
Even though, I only ever wanted, your love/affection/touch.

I pushed you
Because, I loved you
I pushed you
Because, I didn’t want, you to, leave me.

I pushed you
Because I wanted, the best, for you
in everything, that you, did do
I pushed you
I just wanted you to see,
All the things, that you, could (potentially) be.

I pushed you
And, in the end, you left
I pushed you
Too far
And, that was, just enough
For you
To let go.

From all that, pushing
I learnt that
My pushiness
Could have, that kind of
Cause and effect
On someone else’s emotions.

When, all that time
I felt that I was, being ignored
Or pushed away, myself
So from this, I kept pushing
To see, how much, you could take,
Not seeing, what was real, and what was fake.

Without realizing, how far I went,
And how long, you until I sent.
You packing.

From my pushing
I pushed you
Because, I wanted, you to stay,
I pushed you
From my dismay.

I realized after, it was too late
That I, did all this
Because I cared, about you,
And didn’t know, what to do.
So the only way, I knew how
Was just to, push you away.

23/12/21
© By HF-Whisper
11:04AM –12/12/21-9:06PM-From all that pushing
23/12/21-From my pushing

Is this it?
Is that it?

Is it there?
Is it here?

Is this what happened?
Is that what happened?

Is he the one?
Is she the one?

Is it then?
Is it now?
Is it?

Is it in this time?
Is it during this time?

Is it us?
Is it them?

Is it you?
Is it me?

Is this all?
Is that all?

Is it the memory? Or
Is it the moment?

Is it possible? Or
Is it not?

It
-Is

© By HF-Whisper
1/11/2022-20:10PM

Is it just me?
Or do you feel it too?
Do you feel that electrifying spark,
The same way I do?

That chemistry,
When our eyes lock?
That same way I do?

Is it just me?
Or do you feel it too?
Do you get all sweaty,
And your lips so dry?
Like I do?

Do you give a nervous laugh?
Because you like me?
Like I like you?

Do you feel shy?
Like I do?

When I look into your eyes,
Do you forget almost everything
that I said?
Because you like me?
Like I like you?

- Is it just me?

(C) By HF - Whisper
4/2/2020

Is it too late?
To -change your mind?

Is it too late?
For you- to open your heart.

Is it too late?
To hear- my side of the story and reason?

Is it too late?
For me – to make you smile?

Is it too late?
For me- to make you laugh.

Is it too late?
For me -to hear you laugh.

Is it too late?
Is it too late?

Please forgive me.
And my stupidness/my pride!
For being too selfish,
To say –I am sorry…

It has been too hard,
For me-to admit,
To –myself,
That I was-and that I am wrong.
To come to terms with,
-that I needed to make that change,
To proud-of myself,
That I was wrong,
-and this time you were right,
To say those-5 letter words,
To you-that person
-I most cared/care about…

To that one person
-that has always been there –for me,
To that one person
-that understands me – 100 %,
To that one person
-that knows me better than myself.

Is it too late?
Is it too late?

Is it too late?
To go back
-to how we once were?

Is it too late?
To stay- close friends
-and not lose it all?

Is it too late?
To forget
-the harsh words we said.

Is it too late?
Is it too late?

© By HF-Whisper
7/5/2020 1:43-50PM

I smile more, when I, think of you
And all, the things that, we could do.

I smile, from our, last time, we met,
From, all the, new memories, I kept.

Of us, I smile,
Even if, it’s for a short, or long while.

You have, made me, feel happy, without knowing,
And for that, now, inside my smile, is now glowing.

I smile, from you
Of you,
And, about you.

I smile, of you,
About you,
From, being with you.

I smile, about you
From, being with you,
Of you,
Being with me.

I hope, that you’re
Now, smiling too,
About me,
Of me,
From, being with me.

A smile, from you
Makes, me smile,
Even more,
From, being with you,
Thinking now, about you,
Of you, being there, with me then.

Smile
Your smile,
Makes me smile.

© By HF-Whisper
18/5/2021-10:40PM