I looked back and recalled my past
Told stories to my friends
And starts to cry
My experiences in the past
Has given me so much learnings in life
To forgive and forget the past
To never plant anger deep within your heart

Every time I think of all the things that passed
I smiled.
Since I already moved on, embraced the acceptance
And began to change
Cause baby, I am already healed.
I’m no longer in pain.

This guy I met online
I thought was already the one
He tested my patience when he crossed the line
I lose control and now he’s all alone

When he’s dealing with me
I felt that he’s ignoring me
Since he thinks I was superior to him
He thinks it is making him weak

And he thinks he was inferior than me
That’s why it made him feel weak
I got a lot of things to deal with him
Since it both made us feel weak

He is ******* up all my energy
He is making me feel drained
My mental health’s breaking down again
I felt depressed again

He was so terrible at pretending
He was so miserable at lying
He apologizes countless times
But repeats the same mistakes all the time

He tries to fool me again
Then tried to manipulate and control me
And no sorry could ever bring me back to normal again
Since the trauma, betrayal and trust issues in my head remain

I have crossed the ocean of time just tryna find you
Yet, here you are, unbothered and unaffected by the things you always hear
“Still single?” “When will you be getting married?”
My apologies for not arriving in your life sooner than you expected
Since I travelled for miles, swam in the vast oceans of experiences before I got here
Not knowing you’d be my destiny
Since now, I already met you, I wish you would not leave me
Please stay, if you wish to leave
Then leave, if you wish to stay
Hence, if your will is never to leave me, I expect you to be together.

I’ve always been yours
And I cannot find another this heart will beat for
You walk in and my heart beats different
I can still remember how our first conversation went

First you made my heart beat and then you beat my heart
It won’t stop beating right from the start
But when it breaks and heals again
Due to the pain, it remains

My heart will always beat for you
And my heart will still beat for you

I lost my way all the way to you
And it’s you I found all the way back to me
Maybe we were meant for each other
Maybe the heaven wants us to be together

I lost my way upon going to meet you
But you led the way just to see me

It’s here in my thoughts that you’re perfect
I always thought that you’re worth it
You’re worth the wait
And it’s here in my mind that your mine
And I think about you all the time

There will always be room for your hand in mine
But I see the way we shine
Because I love you for all that you are, for all that you have been and for all that you will be
I love you just the way you are, for all that I have witnessed and seen and for all that you wanted to be.

Boy, you keep me sane all the time
How you made me feel relaxed and calm all the time
Your voice sounds like a symphony in my ears
That I always yearn and long to hear

Your voice is like an angel
It sounds so sweet and beautiful
Rest assured, you are my one and only angel, baby
All rights reserved, you’re mine and I’m yours only

Forever I am yours
For all eternity
Together, we will be as one
This love and moment are ours
Since I know you’re the right one
You are mine faithfully

No one in this world is all I could ever compare
You stand alone, you are rare
There’s a couple billion people in this planet
But you are all I ever wanted

Started giving up on the word “forever”
Always holding back with commitment
But to me, you are Heaven-sent
That’s why I wanted us to be together

We deserve each other
So don’t worry, there’s no other
It’s you, the only one I adore
I never felt this way before

There’s no heart for me like yours
But I was convinced that my heart knew
It belonged to you long before I met you
Yet, I was always yours

Whenever I hear your name, I start smiling
Whenever I remember you, I start thinking
Do you miss me too the way I missed you?
Do I ever cross your mind all the time?

A part of my soul has loved you since the beginning of everything
How you walked into my life like you had always lived there
Oh, I would do everything, love you, give you my time, my attention, my everything
So just stay there, stay there

Like my heart was a home built just for you
You can treat me like a home
Where you can come and go home
Rest your worries and fears to me

I would do anything just to keep you
No need to worry about me

You only loved me when it's convenient for you
Need me when I'm always there for you
Call me when I'm always available for you
Because you benefit so much of what I gave to you

Now you take me for granted
I ain't the one you wanted

Aren’t you tired yet?
Now I hate the player
And the game too
But baby, not what you see is what you get

I’m already a man-hater
Been deceived by a player so

Now I am questioning my worth
We go back in forth
Round in circles, round in circles
We go round in circles

I have been living in my misery
Not in my best life so far
Everything seems to be an untold story
I’ve had enough living like a star

Can’t get out, can’t leave you yet
I’ve had enough but you
Still keep lingering on me
I want out

I wanna bury you underneath yet
Yet you can’t blame me for not wanting you
You still like me
I still want out

I healed you yet you broke me
Loved you when no one else loved you
Understood and accepted you at your worst
Crowned and praised you at your best

Trusted you even when I doubted
Made you happy when you feel blue
I never knew the moment you
Feel empty and in doubt

You only want me because I am always there for you
Yet you never saw me
I gave myself the benefit of the doubt
Oh, I don't comprehend what this love is all about

You cannot give me the bare minimum
You only give me lesser than the minimum

Trust issues, betrayal
Like a broken mirror, cannot be fixed
I got my emotions mixed
Oh, I was like a mirror broken by trust issues and betrayal

I trust so much
And gave them all too much
Love until there's none left in me
Trust until there's none left in me

I crave so much for attention
Love was both my habit and addiction
They said "How can you love when you're afraid to fall"
Oh, said she, I gave them my all

Until there's nothing left to take
Until there's no more left to give
You got a habit to break
As long as you live

But karma doesn’t need maps
It does not base on the address
Time will come this mess
Will be a trap

Karma knows no date
Cause it attacks on its own, mate
So, say your last words
Before he disregards your worth

Baby, you deserve a love that stays
Deserve a girl that stays
Not that kind of love that comes back
That makes you distract

You deserve a love that remains
A love that gives inner peace but not hurt and pain
You deserve a love that never leaves
And a heart and mind that never deceives

Baby you deserve better
I don’t want to see you with someone better
That’s why I wanna be better
Better, better, better for you
Oh, better, better, better for you

Baby, come here
I will kiss it better
I just want to be with you forever
I want us to be together

I just wanna be better
Better, better, better for you
Oh, Promise I’ll be better
Better, better, better for you

You deserve to be loved
You are more than enough
You deserve a love that lasts a lifetime
Babe, you are the best thing that has ever been mine

No wonder why everyone leaves you
I don’t know what’s their problem
But let me stay here with you
Until we will make it an official

This love is not artificial
This love is like an emblem
I just wanna treasure you forever
I will give up everything so we could be together

Cause baby, you deserve a love that stays
You deserve a love that never goes away
No ghosting, no clout chasing

Just love, pure love
No pressure, not a leisure
No need to rush, if this feeling is just a crush
You deserve a love that remains

A love that stays and never goes away
A love that never demands pain
A love that is not forced usually

It is not a fleeting feeling
This feeling made me feel like I’m on the ceiling
This love made me feel crazy
I’m going crazy, I want to be your lady