Nolan Minnix NEC

Nolan Minnix NEC Jul 2023

I keep my life in a over night bag
I need to be medicated so I won’t feel sad
I want off of the carousal
I got sold a ticket headed straight to hell
Oh these days I just feel like ****
I’m so simpleminded I’m an idiot
I don’t wanna die but don’t get me wrong
They say life is short but Iv been like this for way to long

So set all sails at half mass
Ill someday get there but not so fast
I’m to Blame for all my mistakes
I’m sick of sappy memories leaven me with the shakes
You know I love you but I’m not the one
You can definitely tell I’m my fathers son

I don’t want to be here so don’t act surprised
I had a dream we’re I actually died
The word of death leaves with a awful taste
I just wish for my memory’s to be erased
I want to disappear find something new
But I don’t want to disappoint all of you

So set all sails at half mass
Ill someday get there but not so fast
I’m to Blame for all my mistakes
I’m sick of sappy memories leaven me with the shakes
You know I love you but I’m not the one
You can definitely tell I’m my fathers son

#depression #sadness

Nolan Minnix NEC Sep 2020

Razor like talons

What a beautiful Temptation with something left bare
Can’t sleep tho because of nightmares
I use to dream of happiness from Tranquility
But now I hear the sound of what I think is thunder and it’s killing me

I wish I could write the problems out in chalk
And wash them away on a rainy evening walk
I see the face i taste the skin
I still hear the laugh let the games begin

Strike me down with razor like Talons
While the blood leaks from me like a gallon
I wake up feeling so small
Lost and confused when will you make a call

You have scared me since I was a kid
I wish I could put my dreams in a box id close the lid
I know you not real but still it’s so strange
I’ll never forget the man with red eyes and two fangs

This is about a man that I’d have nightmares about a lot as a kid still creeps me out to this day.

#scary

Nolan Minnix NEC Sep 2020

Friends

to the ones that would get ****** up on a weekend
To the ones that didn’t realize it was Monday
To the ones we lost there not coming back
To the ones that we still have

Yeah we were pretty crazy then
Yeah those days are over with
I’d give up  everything start over again
Friend always has an end

You were someone I could call
Now it’s like we don’t talk at all
We grew up grew apart that’s how it goes
That’s what hurts me the most

Yeah we were pretty crazy then
Yeah those days are over with
I’d give up  everything start over again
Friend always has an end

Never thought there’d be a last time
Who would have said this would last
Teenage memory is something dear
Oh I wish you were here

Yeah we were pretty crazy then
Yeah those days are over with
I’d give up  everything start over again
Friend always has a end

More or less song lyrics thinking on past memory’s and past friends was my inspiration for this.

#friends

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