It is in the middle of the night
tossing and turning
with no wink of sleep
trying to find thyself again and again
grazing within the space
in the darkest room so cold
cold of insecurity and uncertainty
of what day after today brings
whether more sorrow or grinding of teeth
maybe grace and mercy or glory

Dear black love
How courageous you are,
to embark on a journey you do not know how it will turn out
How humble you are,
to trust your hearts and just listen to the silence
It is sweet and beautiful as you walk this journey
hand in hand relying on each other

Just like a vehicle written off
to my mind also it was written off that true love exist
Till I met you then you changed my perspective
and you left me with no any other option than to believe
How you get lost in each other's arms,
how you define love getting too different,
of what English dictionary define love
I guess that is love

Dear black love
Just like a heart always sing the song incomplete
until another heart sing back and complete the lyrics
Your love is so sweet
it smells like a fresh aroma in the morning sunrise
Your love is beautiful
like multitude of stars shining in the evening dawn
Your love is fascinating
like God miracles performed in the book of life

As you are ready to say I do
and ink your vows on pieces of papers
I'll stand as your witness
and witness the eternal love
being channelled right in front of my eyes
Dear black love

Let me have your hand
so that I place it on my beating heart
as it keeps longing for you lying here next to me
and hear it beat with undying love for you

Let me grab your hand
as I ride beneath a new born sun
with my Thoroughbred horse
as it get swifter and swifter
like the beating of our combined heart

On this sunny day
with thy uncertain certainty of thee earth
the wind blowing from east to west
allow me to smile from cheek to cheek
the broken chords of my guitar
is no longer broken
but playing beautiful sweet melodies
that is allowing me to smile from cheek to cheek

It is a brand new day
full of hope and generosity
and my strings is resting beneath a new born sun
as I play a new a song
song which have never been heard on thee face of the earth
through this customized guitar full of unbroken chords
through these adjusted strings of hope
releasing melodies like of new Jerusalem
as I dance through this rhythmic of my worship
Smiling from cheek to cheek

I'm swimming
in the ocean of my own tears
drowning
in these perplexity thoughts
that keep replaying at the back of my mind
The sweet melodies are passing
replaced by plaintive songs
that keep the river of Jordan flowing
round the clock
Disoriented to the core

I'm drowning
through these memories
we brought into existance in our ecstatic moment
to last for eternity
only to be existing within a blink of an eye
not eternity

How do I dream
in this land of no hope
where dreams are becoming more invalid
and has reached a stalemate?

Allow my mind to be blank
and dream of no dreams
on this demoralized land of ours
that keeps our dreams hanging within the space

How do I keep on dreaming
on the land that shutters my dreams
and turn a blind eye on the reality of my dreams?

How do I keep on dreaming
while my dreams keep flashing out
to not making it to scratch
resulting to unanswered dreams
just like bunch of unanswered prayers?

I dream of no dream
as they only hit dead end

Barefoot on the grass,
with our eyes lifted up in the sky
In the evening dawn full of stars
stars which can only be counted
through each heartbeat we take
because they say heart don't lie
I love you

If these three words
don't have a sentimental value
still will be alright
as what I feel in the inside
hold no valuable explanation
just unexplainable sensation
of this tiny self longing more of you
I love you