You would find this donut
only at the day-old bakery
on the depressed side of town
On the bottom shelf
in the back
It’s unevenly frosted
With sprinkles tossed haphazardly around
It is neither appetizing nor revolting
It’s…
Confusing
It’s inviting and bitter
distasteful and captivating
complex and mundane
Moment to moment
Bite to bite
You can’t decide
Whether to try again
Or discard it forever
My bipolar mom became my responsibility when my parents divorced in my early 20s. She was a lot of work.