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Graveyard, flowing of rain
Pains that cut so deep
the crying wind has no end,
words of lies are in the night
cries of pains out in winters rain,
Words of his voice cut deep within
making the spirit sink
slew out to bleed
Hello, can you hear me
I am here with no one who cares,
The jabs the grab of my arms
the push and shove
he wasn't wearing a glove
he just dunged deep
just to see me weep,
snakes in the grass
of a lonely past
that cuts deep like glass
the unknowing what chance
do I have to escape this pain  
Dark Angel holds over me,
Broken, hunted
bleeding like the sea
holding me down
into darken dreams
Hello, can anyone hear me?
Please Help me
Set Me Free From He
that is Hunting me
In Darken Dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I always thought you were that light
that made all those diamonds shining bright
that was once shining into my eyes
but it was all just a big old lie,
it was only the stars that shined
that made this love so blind.
-Judy Emery © 1984 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
Sitting on a log
hoping and wishing
true love will find me

I live under a spell
that was cast on me
I live by the river.

wishing someone is
praying and crying
for a frog-like me.

I must wait to see
what the moon has
for me in my frog
dream of what life could
truly be for me.

I dream of a prince
to find me and kiss me
to break the spell
and love me forever.

When the change comes
I will be so happy
to get out of the doom
of sadness, I am in.

Oh moon you will always
be my true friend
right to the very end

I like to be very quiet
you see not too make
anyone angry at me

I want my true freedom
I don't want my life
to end in a frog madness

I hopped back on-
the lily pad that sat in
the river I call home.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I am beautiful;
but my heart is locked
from the pains of yesterdays
in knowledge, I do have
the good and the bad
I get happy and sad
I get overwhelmed with emotions
of feelings that cut so deep within me,
oh, how my heart
bleeds out in ink
for all to read about me
what it is that I feel
and what isn't seen
on the eyes of hate,
from my own hatters
I stand up for who I am
no matter the pain
that comes my way,
I am Beautiful within my soul
I am elegant yet brave
but at times I am afraid
I am a woman of knowledge
I know I have so much more to learn
as this life keeps on turning,
I will keep doing what it is I love
even when I am aging with time
I will keep on writing
and fighting for me
while the old pen bleeds the ink of me.

- Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I am beautiful;
but my heart is locked
from the pains of yesterdays
in knowledge, I do have
the good and the bad
I get happy and sad
I get overwhelmed with emotions
of feelings that cut so deep within me,
oh, how my heart
bleeds out in ink
for all to read about me
what it is that I feel
and what isn't seen
on the eyes of hate,
from my own hatters
I stand up for who I am
no matter the pain
that comes my way,
I am Beautiful within my soul
I am elegant yet brave
but at times I am afraid
I am a woman of knowledge
I know I have so much more to learn
as this life keeps on turning,
I will keep doing what it is I love
even when I am aging with time
I will keep on writing
and fighting for me
while the old pen bleeds the ink of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
I am beautiful;
but my heart is locked
from the pains of yesterdays
in knowledge, I do have
the good and the bad
I get happy and sad
I get overwhelmed with emotions
of feelings that cut so deep within me,
oh, how my heart
bleeds out in ink
for all to read about me
what it is that I feel
and what isn't seen
on the eyes of hate,
from my own hatters
I stand up for who I am
no matter the pain
that comes my way,
I am Beautiful within my soul
I am elegant yet brave
but at times I am afraid
I am a woman of knowledge
I know I have so much more to learn
as this life keeps on turning,
I will keep doing what it is I love
even when I am aging with time
I will keep on writing
and they will keep on fighting
for me while the old pen bleeds
in the ink of me.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I am beautiful;
but my heart is locked
from the pains of yesterdays
in knowledge, I do have
the good and the bad
I get happy and sad
I get overwhelmed with emotions
of feelings that cut so deep within me,
oh, how my heart
bleeds out in ink
for all to read about me
what it is that I feel
and what isn't seen
on the eyes of hate,
from my own hatters
I stand up for who I am
no matter the pain
that comes my way,
I am Beautiful within my soul
I am elegant yet brave
but at times I am afraid
I am a woman of knowledge
I know I have so much more to learn
as this life keeps on turning,
I will keep doing what it is I love
even when I am aging with time
I will keep on writing
and fighting for me
while the old pen bleeds the ink of me.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I didn’t let no one get too close to me, what I do know is my soul is still weeping my spirit is still sinking while my heart keeps on bleeding out on poetic paper, but I am still here.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
If you would take the time as read my famous lines
you would find pieces of me in everything I have written
no matter who calls it forbidden,
it was for your eyes only.
After all, I am that poet that bleed out in all that I write
what is a poet if their heart has never bleed?
- Judy Emery © 1981 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
I am a white girl
that is who I am
I never try to be anyone else
I feel we are all the same in many ways
it doesn't matter what the color of the skin,
we all breath and sleep
and we bleed the same.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
I began to scream as he starts to cut on me deep within my heart, his eyes open wide when he saw I was bleeding out into the sea of darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I'm too nervous to let my words leap
So I just shut my mouth and let my heart speak
I get myself up in the morning and your name
Is what I crave,
Please excuse me if my deep thoughts get to
Deep and my heart starts to weep ;
And tears make a new song on a rainy day,
It's your love that I crave,
I can feel your rhythm inside me like a heartbeat
And my spirit of who I am just getting so happy too
Call out your name to start my new day ;
I already made my mind up you are my everlasting
Love of all times ;
I have to accept this confession so I just have one
Question? Jehovah Will, you be mine forever.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
This old flame has been burning longer
I call upon the fire within my soul
that holds the cuts the marks of careless
dangerous lies of all times
Dark Angel played his games night and day
But that is okay this old flame is burning longer
the flames are growing stronger and the flames are higher
until the enemy won within
Let the fiery tongues talk their lies
lick on the cuts of your lust
taste the flame upon my burning soul
can you feel the heat
this blaze burns the old worm that holds lies
in the flames of the eyes looking back into mine
Dark Angel and all his workers gnawed my soul
to make me weak
they embrace the burn of me
hold me down in misery
until nothing's left but the purest essence of wrath
I will stand up tall this they will see
I will make them feel the burns of me
damaged of careless pains
dark dazed runs deep within the cage
Oh, let my Inferno grow stronger and stronger
until nothing's left of this darkened place
this old fire within growing stronger
burning longer with no end.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
How can only try to reach the top of this mountain
but it has been forbidden.
whatever happened,-
to the one who would tell about poets
whose hands could take a pencil to the paper
and change everything?
I'm still unsure what direction to steer,-
It's so hard not knowing who will be next to fall.
The evening slips into another darkness
what must I do?
if I knew all about all of this, would that be bad, too?
I've been feeling I am running out of time
people are acting as if they have lost their minds.
I am afraid to let all of this go
we've tried it before,-
but all those painful memories kept knocking on my door.

- Judy Emery © 1994
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I  can still hear him still say;
"Don't worry my love, our story is still being written,
you are the lead role, of something of long ago, this story,
we both know the life we had lived and had to learn to forgive,
yet, we never forget, that landed us into a place of darken dreams."

- Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I have to admit the space is nice,
not having to talk about my life
or look people in the eye when  
I need to cry,
I just want to be  myself without  
someone telling how I should be,
I feel too naked around a big crowd
why everyone looks down on me
because I won't let them live-out  
my dreams,
I just want to hide behind  
Run with the wind were every one
Stop looking at all the scars and
Pains that they all given to me,
I want to run free from all of this mess
I've made a nice big bed lie in like
my mother always said,
though of emptiness and lost dreams
came from family,
honestly, I want to make them all live
me alone and let me live my own life  
let them live theirs,
I don't want to speak to you don't be  
so confused you know what you all do
Is lie give so much shame and blame  
of the mess you all made,
then you come home and try to still  
at my soul another time with your nasty lies
you made in the night,
there’s nothing to say,
so getaway I will no longer let you shame  
my name and give me all your blame  
I want to live my own life so give it back,
when it was once too hard for me to say No  
I when to say yes for all my dreams to come true
without you living my life for me,
move on and set me free,
It’s too easy to fall back in the trap they all set out  
for me to fall in, back into the old way  
who are you to tell me what to do,
I am the one that made you look good,
move on I'm already out the door,
I have to remind myself of all the reasons  
for letting go and moving on, I
in my weaker moments, I cry out to my God
I keep knocking on his door,
I can’t keep myself  looking  back  off
all the pain everyone I trusted given me,
looking back, hoping to find something good
I may have left behind all I found was hopeless
emptiness and so much pain,
dying out in the cold rain,
I'm still holding on to me and my own name  
I don’t know why everyone had done this  
to me but no more the door is closed behind me
I set my life on happiness.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
I have to admit the space is nice
not to have to talk about my life
or look at people in the eye when I need to cry
I just want to be myself without someone telling how
my life needs to be
how I should look
what I must read
what I should write about in life
I feel too naked around a big crowd of liars
While everyone looks down on me
with so much jealousy and hate
Because I won't let them live out my life or dreams
they hate me because they could never be me
I just want to hide
Just run with the wind
where everyone would just stop looking at me
the scars and all the pains that they all have given to me
I want to run free from all of this mess
I've made a nice big bed to lay my head
My mother always said I was nothing but a black seed
Thoughts of emptiness and lost dreams are what she has given to me
I came from a family of darkness
I am so ashamed to ever say they are apart of my bloodline
even the thought of them makes me cry
all they had ever given me is lies and so much blame
look at the mess they made
my soul holds on to all those nasty lies
I can still hear the words of my mother that makes me cry
I have a sister her name is Diane
But then she tries to act as if she is me
she even tells everybody her name is Judy or Lilly
those names belong to me
why is it she can not live her own life
why is she so ashamed of herself
Well I can tell her she will never be me
She is a stain that will never go away
she did her wrongs then put her blames on me
I want to live my own life so give it back
at one time in my life, it was once too hard for me to say no
it was hard for me to know what was right or wrong
when you come from a darken home
I have seven brothers but I won't say their names
but I never had them in my life much
but the one that was in my life was no good
I moved on and set my self free
It’s too easy to fall back in the trap they all set out for me
Who are you to tell me what to do
I am the one that made you look good
move on do you see what you have done
I'm already out the door making a run
I have to remind myself of all the reasons
for letting go of the past I once have known
In my weaker moments, I cry out to my God Jehovah
I keep knocking on the door of my Lord Jesus
I got down on my knees out in the night
with all the pain everyone I once trusted had given me
cuts on my heart that were very deep
looking back, hoping to find something good in my life
that's when I started to cry
there was not even a glimpse of love
Emptiness and so much pain dying out in the cold rain
I'm still holding on to my God's name
I am taking back my own name
I don’t know why everyone has done this to me
but no more the door is closed behind me
I set my life on happiness without the pains of deep loneliness.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I couldn’t scream
he looked so mean
Dark Angel shut my heart
and left me in the dark
to bleed away
like the waves
in the deep dark sea
Then he hands me a looking glass
of a deep darken past;
I started to unfold
while the pains took control.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I couldn’t speak of what it is that I have seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it is hunting me, just like a hunt ready to **** a dear
I looked around but there was no one to be found,
I heard a voice from the woods speaking words
I had never heard before, sounds of thunder of true anger.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
There is a great deal of depression
that has Overtaken the land
my soul hurts from long ago
I had lost my way
then disaster came caused great pain
out was out of control
over what is right all I did was wrong
Just another Sad, sad song  
the rain started pouring down on me
Night and Day
Flooding deep within me
I was too young to understand
the ways of Lust and Sin
My body craved sinful men
Darkness became a game of Child play
My life was never right
in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
She would beat me down and call me names  
The black seed is what she gave  
I was only two when I started
crying out to you
You touched my little heart
And easy my pains from the start
You even have given me food to eat
I would get down on my knees asking you
Please forgive me and take this pain away from
my Mother has given me
She cut me Down so far down
I was so lost I never thought I would
ever be found,  
I would Cry and cry deep into the night
asking why my mother didn't want me
She doesn't love me
why did my father leave me
Without a word of goodbyes
I just have seen shame in his eyes
Their ware no words of what was right
in my poor little life,
All I have known was everything of the dark
and it made it it's home
given me all it's wrongs with no hope
With no Love to show my life had no loved in it
I almost died in my teens,
my mother didn't even come to see me  
But you did that day  
My God you had spoken right too my heart
Saying you love me from the start
When My Mother and father left me
You came in and started taking the lead  
I had never let you go
this I put down in my book of long ago
For all to know you are mine
with many of my kind  
This world is so blind
they cannot see what Love means
I need you to stand up for what is true
That would be my Love for You.

-Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
There is a great deal of depression
that has overtaken the land
my soul hurts from long ago,
I lost my way;
then disaster came caused great pain
out was out of control
over what is right all I did was wrong
Just another Sad, sad song  
the rain started pouring down on me
night and day
flooding deep within me,
I was too young to understand
the ways of Lust and Sin
my body craved sinful men
darkness became a game of child play,
My life was never right
in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
She would beat me down
and call me names,
The black seed is what she gave  
I was only two when I started
crying out to you
you touched my little heart,
easy my pains from the start
You even gave me food to eat
I would get down on my knees asking you
Please forgive me,
take this pain away from my Mother given me
she cut me down so far down
I was so lost I never thought I would
ever be found,
I would cry and cry deep into the night
asking why my mother didn't want me
She doesn't love me
why did my father leave me?
Without a word of goodbyes
I just saw shame in his eyes
Their ware no words of what was right
in my poor little life
all I have known was everything of the dark
and it made it it's home
given me all its wrongs with no hope
With no Love to show
My life had no loved in it
I almost died in my teens
And my mother didn't even come to see me  
But you did that day
My God you had spoken right too my heart
Saying you love me from the start
When My Mother and father left me
You came in and started taking the lead
I had never let you go
this I put down in my book of long ago
for all to know you are mine
with many of my kind,
This world is so blind
they cannot see what love means
I need you to stand up for what is true
that would be my love for You.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Every night I curl up in my bed
trying to get you out of my head
I start to cry thinking about you
abandoned in the dark is where
you left me to bleed,

The memories of this pain
brings on the rain ;
I Cry
yes I do over you
it is not because I love you
that could never happen
Not even in your dreams,

Clueless is what you made this
argumentative is you
I never wanted to put you in my life
You just found ways to get in it
Oh, I was so happy that you are gone
I thought I could finely move on
Oh, how I was wrong
you come back to me like an old sad song,

In my mind, I start to remember You
every night in my cold bed
I CRY to get you out of my mind
you come to me in darken dreams
you find a way to mess up my days
the memories of you
are taken me down like the Flu.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
I didn't mind telling my story
about the life of the falling
and I don't mind being kind
just don't try to play on my mind,
because I know what it's
like to have that kinda life
where people wasn't very nice
and I know what its like
not feel anything
but always someone casting on blame
to make me feel ashamed
when it wasn't my problem
they just used me as the scapegoat,
and I know what it was like to feel out of place
living in a town of hateful clowns
that didn't know love or grace,
I know what it was like to have love
and then  have it taken away,
I don't mind telling my story
but I will not keep going around saying I'm sorry.
-Judy Emery © 2013 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
It's good to feel you near me
why I dream so freely
Tonight feels so right even though
you are only in my dreams
I untangle my worries as if they were
twisted in a net
I hold you with a grip as the night slips
your heart sails through my dream
of a wish to come true
so many kisses from you
when I wake up all I find beside me
is my pillow with your name on it.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Take it and caress it
cover it with tears
My heart is innocent and pure
it holds all hopes and fears
I dream for freedom
We stand for a nation of Love
we stand for the truth for God
this is my hearts right or wrong
take my heart of innocent
God has seen you take what is mine
I was getting tired
the abuse was too much to bear
Your care was not to be
and a whispered Come to me.’
With tearful eyes we watching me
I saw you pass through the dark
when he abused my heart
although we don't love
he stalked and abused my heart
this pain bleed through me dearly
he could not make me stay
the years are passing yet slowly so am I
A golden heart stopped beating
Yet is started bleeding
It's hard work too put a face on each and every day
like everything is ok
My heart will one day rest
God you have seen everything
That has happened to me
My broken heart
my bleeding soul
I have nothing to prove
The rainbow comes and goes
As lovely as the rose
The moon doth with delight
that keeps me up late at night
Waters on a starry night
Are beautiful and fair
The sunshine is a glorious birth
But yet I know wherever I go
back to my old darken dreams
Of the pains of what Dark Angel has given me.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
My days or gloomy gray
my nights are long in pains
when I sleep I do weep
as I dream my dreams
I toss and I turn
while I cry the tears of all times
Dark Angel is coming near
casting on more fears
his strong deep voice
calling out my name
Moonlight comes to me
take my hands and walk with me
his words are hurtful
that cuts deep within your soul
made the heart bleed out
and the body feels so many pains
pains I had never felt before
no matter how I plead or cry
Dark Angel will always be next to me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I dwell in loneliness as my heart feels its pains of brokenness,
a place for forgiveness, so the light can shine bright in my life where I no longer get lost in the dark. my heart has been bleeding for a very long time, this really has messed with my mind. where old paranoia plays its games - night and day in this living nightmare leaving me in fear because I can still feel him standing near. In this word of my brokenness as these pains left me in a world of ash gray whereas heavy clouds keep hovering over me bring down thunderstorms.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
IF
IF
If they looked at me too closely
they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall
but when the tears fall to the ground
they would make a big sound
like broken glass from the past
and when I was to talk
my voice would be sobbing with no words.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I felt a part of me had been lost for some time I try hard to find out what it is that has been taken from me, In my years, I come to face most of my fears, but something of long ago was always eating away at my soul.

- Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I felt the pain out in the pouring rain
I fell upon my knees begging, please
while you left me lifeless
upon naked grounds
where no one would be found
that is when a vision came to me,
I see the light shine so bright
into the night,
the sands of ancient times
were falling like stars from the sky.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
If all the world
could only see
how much you really
meant to me
I pray to see you again.
IF ONLY

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
If only I can see you at the end of the horizon
I don’t need a map to know where my heart needs to run
when I know it will only run to you
There wasn't a moment that we were apart
we shine like the north star
you lite a fire into my heart
that burns so high into the night for life
If only I can see you at the end of the horizon of our love
I know I will be just fine in life
but in time I see our love got carried away with the wind
the rain starting pouring down again
I found myself not able to sleep without you holding me
the old flowers that we planted into my heart
bloomed into the dark whole the moon shined out over the sea
it holds my secret, my beautiful black pearl moon
You saw our ship sink into darken dreams
with the question of existence, apart from reality
oh, the moon my heart just screams why love made my heart bleed
I fight past the time to find a peace of mind
I’ve never believed in things that are forever
You have given me love
but then you have taken it away from me
you have given me a storm of pain that dazzled the sea of rage
you brilliantly trapped me into a love of your reflection
reflects dimly above the high tides in the thick mist
that sunk our ship where love should be
now all I see into this darken dreams is the black pearl
of you and me into lost dreams at sea
if anyone would lesion to the cold wind
they would hear the sound faintly of our ship of love sinking
into silence dreams that makes my heart scream.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I gave my written words
even the ones that hurt
some are delicate
and some runs sweet
just for you to eat.

Some are sharpened to the edge
just enough to reach your heart
that is how sharp
and deep my words can get.

-Judy Emery © 1990The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
I had a dream of you Jehovah
holding my hand and
He would be talking to me about
Life's pains that I was in
I was crying because I was
I'll of some kind
You Oh Jehovah
You have taken my hand and whipped
away from each tear that had fallen
from my eyes
My heart was filled with compassion
for your
Love for humankind
You Jehovah opened my eyes to see
Yes, spiritually bound by Satan and helpless
Or the loss in their way of the night
Sicken by the night of not living right
To even see their tragic dilemma even mine
Oh, how my spirit started to pray
for them and all mankind
I even prayed for my life  
for Jehovah to take full control
  led the way for me to go
Jehovah and our Lord Jesus
deliver me and all mankind
from this ******* that
We are in; have mercy
for each of the lost souls
To make their way back home  
break these bindings of Satan’s work,
take his sick hands of his ***** works
off of each one of us and
let us live a life to be Fisher Of Men
I suddenly felt confident that
Jehovah God heard me,
while I was sleeping
I heard his voice say to me
you are free from your sickness
go teach others what
you know to save souls
the ******* I was in has been broken
So go and teach the world
of my ''Kingdom'',
My ''Love'', For the lost souls
clean your ways and walk
In the light of Jehovah God
you will gain ''Everlasting Life'',
so pick up your things
we walk and become ''Fishers Of Man ''.

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I have a dark side that I never liked, it has truly masked everything about me and it hides the good of who I truly am.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I have been waiting oh so long
I'm just beginning to feel this pain  
that keeps carrying on
for what is true
and for what is wrong
I'm just beginning to give
what I've been protecting
I'm just beginning to Love and live
and learning how to forgive
before I leave
I must say thank you for the pain
you had given me all these years
bring on the fears and tears
I have learned so much from you
that kept me so confused
leaving me feeling so used
and abused...
The pain of love
you made about us
your madness
gave me a life of sadness
  You hurt me so bad
just the thought of you cuts me deep
leaving me always
weeping in my sleep
Before the light of the dawn
will always carry on
before this evening comes to a close
you bring me more sins.
I have been waiting for this nightmare
to come to its end.
- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I Have Seen Many Things In Darken Dreams
I have seen many things in darken dreams
the cries of the young and old,
while Dark Angel stands bold,
in a world of pains of darkness
a place where life seems so cold,
I had uncapped my pen to write down
all my pains and shames, upon silk paper
in my own bloodstain ink, for others to read
what it is my heart bleeds,
Oh, how the living landscape looks so beautiful,
While the waves push upon on the banks,
faraway into the woods the slaves are out
in the cornfields where their heads are bowed,
while Dark Angel walks about,
scattered souls of long ago,
into the clouds of weathering smoke
Oh, how my tears did flow,
I have seen many things in darken dreams,
How nature of man could make commands,
with ancient anger in his eyes,
Oh, how I gazed at the sky asking God why
in the silence of my mind,
where I stand in the filed upon the blood
That stained mood of ancient time, beneath my feet
are souls of long ago, that was abused and used
because they loved God, they were slaves
of the true faith,
the young and the old they stood so bold,
they died for what they believed in,
they will always be the beauty of light
that shines so brightly in the love of God,
Oh, the ancient moon you hung in the gloom
In late June,
where fewer summers came along,
hearts are shattered;
the soul is broken down day and night,
tears flow like rain in so many pains,
but the mind of the slaves remembers
there was once a true beloved face many
pains on earth before his death,
Oh, how his love shined in the slave’s eyes,
Because that beloved came from heaven above,
He is like a white beautiful dove,
that flies high into the sky of love,
that one died for all of us who loves him,
beneath my feet on the wet ground are the cries
of an ancient time,
Where trembled hands, where words and commands,
came from he who haunts me,
who gives so many pains, his eyes are following
my every move, ceasing away faith and love,
I always had wondered how could he live with himself;
life isn’t a game, but it is a gift,
just like the sea that flows in darken dreams,
the ocean blues and rivers and streams
hold the love of who created all things,
while slaves are being tempted in all things
God Jehovah and Jesus sees all things
even in darken dreams that make me scream,
upon crying tones, blood has fallen beneath the feet
while the spirit still speaks,
in places of the unknown where true agony was made,
where tears fall while the body is beaten down,
where found, feelings had no share,
because Dark Angel doesn’t give a care,
The sight of light never shone in his eyes,
Dark Angel doesn’t know what love is,
on all crying souls of long ago
their words are still being told, their pains are
bring on the rain, while they call upon the name,
where infant cries while they died,
while mothers slaved out for their lives,
friendships are bestowed upon the land,
While Dark Angel beats them down,
He calls out my name, Saying Moonlight,
tell me what it is you see, come cry to me,
Moonlight stands on her feet, tell all that she sees
while slaves of faith weep,
time is a clock that plays the games of tick, tock,
But no one knows the time when God will
make his show, to a place he will make war
a war not of man, but a war in his command,
So, while you’re out being slaved to a word of pain
never lose your faith, love one another,
I see faraway lands of true freedom
where the light will shine so bright,
Where true love will always be,
This is what I see.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
So sing along and have some fun
bring a drum and beat along
to an old funny song
dance with me get off you buns
jump around and have some fun
don't let your feet get cold
just jump around the old campfire
hold on to the tun and the the
sound of the beat move your feet
Let's sing along that cuckoo song
let's sing and dance all night long
let's sing on high and low and see
where this old song goes
let's go down by sea and dance
with me and let your feet sink in the sand.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Dark Angel told me he loves me
more then I will ever know
But then why am I so sad
Why do I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes are always on me
I know he loves me because he told me so
But why does his love have to hurt
He plays games all the time on my mind
He tells me to look in his eyes
And I will find the darkness of his soul
It's me he wants to take control
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't forget him out of my head
Out of our bed
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
Help me please get through this
My Dark Angel gave me life to his dark side
A reason for change  like the season
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see
Why my poor heart bleeds
my heart is numb as it can be
My winter is colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms and squeeze them very tight
just to make me cry
Bits my lips to make me scream
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over how much he needs me
He loves me more then I will ever know
This I do know
Oh how my world has grown cold
I see him where ever I go
His words are like a mystery song
Should I go down in history
Will anyone misses me
why yesterday I cried today I smile
I don't know if he is happy or is he made
I don't know if he is fake smiling me
He had taken away all my happiness from me
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me love to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He takes my hand gave me to spend and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
I know he loves me because he told me so
Do you see all the things he has given me
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
I know he loves me because he told me I am his world.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I know sorrow
and I know there may be no tomorrow
but that never stopped me from dancing in the storm.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I know you are out there
somewhere far away
I just wish I could have told
you how much I truly love you,
I just wish you had known
how much I truly miss you
I carefully think about all out
talks around the clock,
Did any of our words run true
or with it all a game we just
played to get each other's way,  
I just didn't know how to show
you what I was feeling inside
I was too scared to show you  
but the damage is done
our lives are on the run
and my heart is all over the place,
all I do is talk to the moon
hoping you are talking to
on the other side like we use to,
I am determined to find a solution
on how to get past you
but I just keep wondering do you
miss me too?
At night when the stars beam in
my room I start thinking of you  
praying to hold you.

- Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I loved you,
enough to let you go.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
I swig my spirits up on high
I hold on to love like a silk white dove,
I maintain holding on to Jehovah's name.
the night grew longer
the heart is growing founder
into a deep sleep, slowly sink.
the darkness closes around my eyes
I start to dream of Paradise
I felt like a beautiful bride standing in the light,
deeper and deeper I become deeper in love,
I see the faces of my own beloved.
I cry out with joy
holding on to my young of my lost
a little boy
a little girl
all the old I have known of long ago
my dad
my brother
my grandson Jesse
my little girl Hope
said I am glad you made it home
Oh, how my heart jump with happiness,
beautiful colors of shaded green
beautiful blue sky
everything nice to my eyes
so vivid
so bold
but never cold
the images dance and swirl around with glory
doves flying around me
quickly  I run with all my loved ones
before my time is finally done
I held each and every one
I have given my love
now it was time for me to wake up.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Preciously waiting in the dark holding on to my heart it's beating like abate without wings waiting to see if this love is true I walk away in the pain of blues that Dark Angel had given me. He keeps on telling me that I need him as the lost sea needs me oh, always in my dreams I would hear it scream.

The noise was everywhere! The wave crashing in and out all over the slated land where I stand with Dark Angel holding my hand
He just looked at me with no care in his eyes only darkness Shed in his eyes like the dead. Just one tear to let me know you even cared.
He whispers in my ear just to say.

he will always be with me he will never leave, he will even find me in dreams. Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear. Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me. Dark Angel, he smiled and said love is painful.

Love makes the heart weep where you can never sleep this is the love I give and this is what you, I will receive it from me if you are with me. He has taken hold of my small waist narrowing his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer feel of what he hungers for.

I will never let you go without a fight he looked deep in my eyes I started to cry while he started screaming at me, I felt so much agony as he held me close, then ask me for a second dose of dance in the rain in a thunderstorm of his pain of deep control.

I want to be free this you got to know please, Dark Angel, let me go
I will keep saying I Love you if you want me to but I just want to be free my heart is made from gold I want you to please let me go, you don't have to be so mean to me. I will say in the rain I love you.

I love you in the cold in the snow but you know that will never be true. It has been a long year dancing in the rain with you. I keep my eye shut because your lust is too much, you take me down to take me apart in so much pain.

You take my heart and beat it to the ground I feel your love, I feel the cuts eating at my dulcet heart making it cold, please let go.  the night the velvet Moon cried for me too while Dark Angel took over my life like a thief in a cold dark night with no one in sight but the moon.

Tell me you would never leave he would tell me you need me like I need air to breathe I cried with hurt in my eyes but the rain was coming down so hard you could never see my tears to be found.
darkness and pain is the life you have given me I cried out with shivers down my spine losing my mind out in the cold.
  
I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance to get under my skin. You have my heart and you locked it down as he spins me around he uses his words as a weapon from my soul to fear but I will not shed any more tears for you to hear.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I don't want an argumentative love

or a fairytale dream

I just want to look out for me

and be whatever I like

I want to make all my dreams come true

not the ones that make me blue

so, I’m ending it with you.

- Judy Emery © 1987
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Missing you, hoping one day I will see you again, maybe that too is a sine! You and I are too blame for letting what we had come to an end. I think to myself love like you really was sweet when your heart started loving me.

It is too hard to find with anybody else like what we have, all of this is like a fairytale, written down in books, were so many needed to take a look, and now they all got hooked. I am missing the funny ways you would brighten up my days.

You had always found a way to get me to laugh, no matter how sad or bad things were, you knew just what to say when I was hurt.
You had always had a way to keep a smile on my face.m I am truly missing you.

Missing us in your truck holding on to each other while the old moon shined down on us. I remember our song playing on the radio and you would hold me close like there wasn't going to be a tomorrow. I miss our talks our little fights, you always felt you had to be right all the time.

I miss you holding me while we would walk in the rain trying so hard to wash away each other's pains. I know what we had is lost in the past, but I keep on hoping you still love me. My heart feels you when you are thinking of me too just to say I Love you.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I think it's powerful and very impressive
when others can discover me in the beauty of
my words that I write
my own heart and qualities that they see
deep within my soul
without me helping them to find it.
- Judy Emery © 1994
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
SOME STILL ASK;" WHY DO YOU LOOK TO THE PAST?"
I LOOK AT THEM SAY: "I'M STILL LEARNING."


-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I had to write out some of my most famous lines
praying one day you would have read them all
but autumn moved along
like an old sad song
Oh, how I have been doing my crying
just praying one day this old pain would end,
while the years moving along
my emotions had stayed the same
my heart feels the thunder pains and rains
of our breakup of long ago
but that doesn't change a thing
I know I had written over thousands of times
just writing out my pains
in blood stein ink
for the world to read about you and me,
while my heart bled out like the sea
I had been trying to get past you
but no matter how hard I try
you come back to my mind
Oh .....another time
while others come along just to take
on all the famous lines that I write to you
they try so hard to stop me from writing to you,
They even go as far as trying to be me
but all know who's words are writing
who're pains are crying out
for this old world to see
for the world to read
my bloodstain ink
of all my  pains
you had left me in .......,
At times I miss you
oh how I bleed out every time September
made its way around another time
while old memories keep eating away at my mind
breaking down my heart over and over with time
but then at times, I feel that thunderstorm
making its way with on end,
Oh, every day my world is gray
and every night I cry about you
I dream my dreams of pains
If you only have known what I truly feel inside my mind
on the side of my heart
just maybe you would face me
and tell me you are sorry for what you did.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
You’re always standing in between given me darken dreams telling me so many bad things just to make me scream, I’m tired of running from you, I tried so hard to forget you.


- Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
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