Turn around
Look at me while I cry
this is what you had done to my life;
can you see me falling apart?
I'm riding the blood ties
of your darken life
a life you passed down to me
a life I never agreed
you are so mean
get away from me
I know I am what you need,
but you are no part of me
you are something
that has been loosed
upon the world
something cold with no heart
you are the shadows of dreams
that bring so many pains
I see in your eyes
a place that isn't nice,
I still the old rattling of your voice
your breath of death
yet you say you love me:
but all I hear are lies.
You say you have won
you say you you know
what is I think
that I will be done with Love
as long as you are around
Broken you say
lies you  bring
in darken dreams
I'll bow to the ground
just to be bound, and never to be found
I will be traveling through your thoughts
a place I never want to be
a place that brings darken dreams
you keep me on the edge
while I pray to be removed from you.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Every queen has her dreams
In places that no other could ever see,
But the queen that has her dreams,
That queen is me, where fantasies are made.
In a world of darken dreams where all I
Here are the screams, in a place where no one
could ever erase my face,
into the night my mind do fly,
to a place of true hate, Dark Angel made,
Ships do sail upon on the darkest seas
Where all my dreams will come true,
Where Dark Angel comes, alive another time
In my mind, right away he plays his mind games,
In darken dreams are the place where I will always be
With he who calls me his queen,
I will always remember that cold September
When Dark Angel had taken me down,
His voice will always be a part of me,
We became the fantasy to all who reads and dreams,
We are always playing in the minds of all times,
Like dreams that bleed out like the sea,
Oh, rushing wind comes again
To cry out its sad tunes,
Oh, exploring mind will play on time,
in this cold ancient world of doom,
Dark Angel will come for you too,
Where fantasy is made
until you lose all faith, then hell you will pay,
Love life don’t hide in darken dreams,
If you get lost Dark Angel will see,
He will break you down just to see you fall,
Into the rain of pain,
where screams come in darken dreams,
You are so very cold,
Your mind will be lost in a world of dark,
That will always eat away your spirit of the day,
So never lose your faith,
Because this is a place
You’ll never want your dreams to come true.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In darken dreams
that makes my heart bleed
while I hear those screams
crying out to me... and makes me
bleed out like bloodstained ink.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark nights with hollow cries
Shadows rolling around on the ground  
with false pretense  
walls are closing in with clouds of gray
why hopes and dreams fade  
what a masterpiece of Long days
in a world of grey
hours go on and on
without love without a kind word
Time just stretches on
with the sound of rain
pouring down in the darkest hours
a dark life of principles
of what is right and wrong
of childish pity of adults playing
on hearts ignoring
with false pretense
Sad days swaying
at my heart again
My thoughts are cold
with feelings of true loneliness
oozing away in lost dreams
lost in darkness
bruising my body
in arguments all over again.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I cried last night why you were on the phone
I cried this morning when I had let you go
this night you, I cried out of my mind,
I wrapped myself in misery and sat alone in the dark
holding the other part of my heart of the unknown  
feeling my despair and loneliness.
I know this was for the best you just don't know this yet  
take note of this I don't want to be in love yet,
I don't want a marriage
yet that will be so many regrets for me,
You must know never to put your heart on hold.
move on please and let me go!
today I have not been acting my usual self you see  
my heart is finely free that is what my heart needs,
the universe is vast in love,
I am in the void of loneliness,  
I do set and look at the stars thinking about where you are,
Paris is where my heart wanted to be.
But given my all to just one, it set my heart on run,
I am still young not ready for that yet,
I can handle love to a degree,
But my heart needs to love freely,
I am used to being alone with a big world
around me I cold home,
I 'm just starting to find me,  
I know I am in my forties but my heart is still young  
And it wants to move on,
I gave my all to others very young in life,
I learned how to let others walk all over me
let them live out my dreams.
But not this time I started learning how to love me
and live out my own life  
learning to find me and setting out my own dreams,
Then when my heart is ready for love it will be on easy,  
I don't want to be alone tonight but this is life,
I had made loneliness my best friend.  
I realized that I am where I need to be and that is free,
I would call to Paris but I know not!
the key to a semi-happy life is simply not for me.
I need sufficient distraction of true happiness
that's when I found me.
balance of passion and love and energy I already had it,
so, I distracted myself,
shook off all my pains that others gave  
I just walked away and find my world for me to being.
my gravity pulling sadness to happiness.
I learn to love me and live my own life
and set my heart free.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When the pains began to pour,
I start writing down all those struggles
that trapped my heart like a plague,
I let it bled through my ink pen.

- Judy Emery © 1990 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In my mind, I will always have you in it
your love won  my heart
in my  lifetime,
In my soul, the old wind blows
when life holds you no more
but in my head, we will always be wed
even on my dying bed,
there in my mind
holds the story of all times
if others would listen
they could hear the autumn leaves fall
the wind will blow
the tears will fall
But you, my love, will always shine throw.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my sleep, I see children crying,
when I see their little white faces
my heart wanted to weep;
those children no longer play,
Someone had taken all there love away
taken their innocence;
when I was a child,
all I could remember was the pains
of those cold lost days;
where the sky was always grey,
I remember hearing someone say,
come back to me, my child
You’re walking the wrong way,
Now, only in my sleep,
I could only remember the faces I’ve seen
In those painful darken dreams,
Time is forgotten the old voice would say
While he leads me to stray;
I often think about the children
With those sad long faces,
What had come of them?
Who knows what this old darken life
had done to them;
last night in my sleep
I hear the children weep,
I see a broken doll-house
along the staircases,
soon I met their eyes
while they were saying their goodbyes,
I often wonder what all of this means,
Are these children
locked away in darken dreams,
I wonder while they sleep
Do they see me?
For I was once a child as they
Who has lost the way?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In my sleep, I see children crying,
when I see their little white faces
my heart wanted to weep;
those children no longer play,
Someone had taken all there love away
taken their innocence;
when I was a child,
all I could remember was the pains
of those cold lost days;
where the sky was always grey,
I remember hearing someone say,
come back to me, my child
You’re walking the wrong way,
Now, only in my sleep,
I could only remember the faces I’ve seen
In those painful darken dreams,
Time is forgotten the old voice would say
While he leads me to stray;
I often think about the children
With those sad long faces,
What had come of them?
Who knows what this old darken life
had done to them;
last night in my sleep
I hear the children weep,
I see a broken doll-house
along the staircases,
soon I met their eyes
while they were saying their goodbyes,
I often wonder what all of this means,
Are these children
locked away in darken dreams,
I wonder while they sleep
Do they see me?
For I was once a child as they
Who has lost the way?

-Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Please forgive the eyes that see
the anonymous stories
of the desert leaves;
as innocent blood
are being poured out in the sea.
Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Its been almost three years now
not one sound did I every say too you
I just let you walk away and left me blue
being peaceful I should be still
even in my most lonely hours
I still hear the ocean sing out to me
I hold on to every sound the waves made
I just walk along the bay in silence
wishing I was walking with you
Oh, Love may be given
and Love may be spoken, and another out
too seek love but never find it  
my joy is the leaping wave out to play
upon the sea holding dreams
in silence is me standing feeling the breeze
I closed my eyes just too see your face
I remember the song you had sung to me
I was so moved by your tears of love came
to me that night.
I remember when you told me I will never
be alone ever again because you are my man
and we danced why you were kissing my tears
away in silence is where my heart will be
without you standing with me.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When the sweet silence come to me
In the summer breeze;
Oh, how I started missing thee
The one who loved me,

It was a session of the season
When true love was given
And then taken;
Left my poor heartbreaking,

Oh, how I started aching all over again,
Silent thoughts of true remembrance,
Things of a sweeten past you given
Our love will be written,

Even the time of sigh;
I won’t allow lying,
I shout in silence where no one could hear,
My love for you I hold dear
I have no fear,

Your love was always true,
I could never forget you;
My love still runs strong for you
Even while you are gone,

Death was never a place I wanted to see you in,
nothing changed;
My love for you stayed the same,
But, then something truly has;
In silence, I still call out your name.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I heard the sound of crying in the wind
all those sound of a nightly visit of storms
in the chambers of my mind
where I hear him calling me deep within.
Oh, how I wished, I long believed,
one day I will dance away my pains
right out into the pouring of rain.
In the sounds of the wind
I keep hearing him calling out my name
casting on more blame.
Oh, how my mind was filled with memories
that filled my heart with aches and pains
where I was left in the pouring rain.
I can still remember the sound
of the ancient past ;
blowing through the castle,
that filled my mind with all those haunting thoughts,
as the night made many sounds
like poet's looking for a good rhyme,
that would bleed through time,-
In the silence of the night
spoke out loudly in a melancholy tone
yet, my heart keeps beating on.
- Judy Emery © 1990 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time.


Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

We are such beauty's in the eyes of dreams our life is around deep dark sleep, whereas my life is in stealthy in the gloom of he that has cast his spell upon me. The noise and the cracks in the castle of silence where only dreams can be made to live where so many need to be forgiven for what they did. In this cold darken room of doom is where I now live. I see all the writings on the wall even the ones down from the hall. Dark Angel; keeps me in his dark world so I can see what he is really about, oh, how I hear the shouts while he is holding me down.

To my very last of breath, he gave me a death kiss, to stop me from being free from what he is doing to me. Life is a gift until someone takes it. Before all of this darkness, I had taken life forgathered, and I now wish I had never done that, but don't we all do this? Every inch and every step is new to me now, I have been swept by the darkening of dreams where all I do is hear the screams of so many down in this place of the gloom of its dooms.

In this darken place Dark Angel tries to take away the grace of Life, Oh, he doesn't play nice. But he tries to act as if he is the nice guy.
He tells me this is a new start for you my dear queen, new for hope for a new life with me. Fear me! Love me, and do as I tell you and you will be free for what I will do to you if you disobey me. The more I tell him to move on the stronger I feel regret.

The anticipation of this nightmare makes me see all the things I never wanted to see, hear all the screams that would make anyone go insane, just by hearing all those pains while he calls out their names. Oh, this old pain will never go away it brings on rain, where my body and heart are throbbing, pulsing, circulation to hold on for dear life.

Scream that runs in my mind over time makes me cry like I was going insane, I would look out my bedroom window where it is very high up in length, the glass is thick only the moon could see in my darkened room, It has a way of letting me know I am not completely alone. In this place is like the walking dead, letting me know there is no way of coming back to a life that  I once knew.

A life I once knew and the things I have once achieved and love have been taken away from me in this darken dream. It is too late for me and if I ever tried to tell my story, who would ever believe?
To ever escape, will I ever be free?  No, as long as I keep on dreaming of the one who holds the key to me in dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Walk with me in the valleys of green
That comes to me in darken dreams;
Watch the raven feed on the dead,
those who have lost their heads,
Look, and see what Dark Angel brings
that has darkened wings;
He likes to make bleed.
Oh, why does he have to be so mean?
Once he lived in a fair stylish place
Where love was always given,
Where sins were forgiven,
He once has given his heart,
But with time love has taken him for a ride,
Now, he stands in quicksand,
While his heart sinks as he grieved,
Words of true darkness sharpened the sword
That cut him deep;
So, now he wants everyone to feel is inter pains,
Where his love is now in the golden grave,
Ancient witches have taken all his love away,
Now he walks around in scorching agony,
In ancient time, he has lost his mind,
Dark Angel will always be curs,
And every gentle rose will be dried
the roses will turn to ashes
of the forbidden love,
In his ancient love of sweet days,
All that has passed away;
Wandered of true love has been lost,
In the ancient green valleys;
Where the graves of true love in ancient days
Will always be lost into darken dreams
until the Light shines on all who sees,
through the windows of the true believer’s eyes
will see that shining light,
the spirits will sing songs
that never has been sung before,
on the pearls of time, the ruby sea will glow
where the ships will sail,
and the slaves of the wounded will be healed,
doors of visions will be open,
the deaf ears will hear,
and God will whip away all their tears,
Oh, Enoch and all the ancient slaves
Will come out of the grave,
But until the darkness will be.
Where the blind could never see,
Souls are lost into the sea,
Where the dusty dead lost their heads,
In to the marrow of time.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In the place of silence is where my heart sings
in the very coldness of many dark dreams
among all those screams,
My heart dances in the words of HE.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That is shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
callout my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That is shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
callout my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I sit in the stillness
my heart is filled
you, my Lord,
gave me reason
to keep on living
and forgiving.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In the still of the night, I still hear the wind cry,
upon the lonely sea, the moon shines its beauty
on the ancient black sea,
while the sun has faded into many dreams,
my own weakness raised up deep within my soul
of something that happens long ago,
on the road of painful memories,
where the cuts that were made for me to bleed,
like the old willow tree that leafing out,
through the streets of the neighborhood,
in my sadness, I could feel the open wounds,
this old pain will always remain,
I take one step at a time and breath
While his eyes stayed upon me,
I cried but no one would ever hear my sight,
But the world could see the pains in my eyes
But they never say a thing,
while the old man tops his hat while the people
of this evil town walked on by,
When the night shift today,
everything seems to be the same,
this old pain remains,
I know I could blow the whistle
and let the world know what was happening to me,
But it would be a waste of time,
because no one will ever believe me,
He the one that was hurting me,
Would whisper in my ear,
My child, my dear, no one gives care,
So, take in the fear, because I will always be near,
Dark Angel is an evil man of the town
to describe what he looks like,
would truly be hard for me to do,
This sad loneliness has been going on for years,
all my tears he treasures, and my pains he lives by,
my fears he breathes in, on the second floor
from my bedroom, I would stand by my window
looking out while I push the heavy curtain,
where my thoughts weren't sustained,
because of darken dreams,
nothing is what they seem,
I could feel a cold wind coming in from somewhere,
Behind me, I could feel heavy breath behind me,
Tired and weak is me,
I’m so tired from running from he that haunts me,
He gives me so many bad dreams,
the failure of love is always with me,
all my thoughts roll over another day,
my nights are always long because of painful dreams
I always search for the words to write down,
for the whole world to read about me
in darken dreams, oh how this makes me scream
because of all the places, I have seen
I never wanted to see are be in.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Let there be the memories of us in the universe
that bleeds with time-that will play on other minds
that will read about our day and night,
we must face it all in togetherness
and forgiveness.
Let the winds of the heavens dance between you and me.
let those memories be written out of love
just remember-Love comes from heaven above
where another makes a bond of it.
So, let the mind fabricate us moving upon the sea
where the memories of our love rushing between the shores
of your soul and mine.
- Judy Emery © 1982 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The sunset danced its way into my eyes where my mind made ballets.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Into the sea of darken dreams
I held my head up above
the waters were I won't sink,
I had taken in a deeper breath
as life started passing me on by
tears of fears started taken over me,
I started screaming but
No one could hear me
I started thinking to my self,
I never got to even taste Love
I never got the chance to Live
dance in true Romance,
While I was looking around
my eyes did see a flying dove
flying over me
out in my darken dreams
what did this mean for me?
I started thinking about what would
it feels like flying away
without all this pain
just to fly far, far away
into better days.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In your eyes met mine.
I find the answers I needed to know
In your arms, you hold a darken story
I found that world into dreams,
I've waited for you to help me
I've found everything I ever needed in you
but that was before I truly knew you
I need nothing more than your lies
Outside my window,
I can see you staring back at me
When I dreamed all I see is you,
You would take me by the hand
and we'd start to dance into a darken spell
a place of darkness you know so well
a place I call hell,
In your arms, I once felt I belonged
I've never known your love was going to be
something so painful to me,
I read books, and they all seem to be about you
In your eyes, I know I have seen places
I never wanted to see,
You opened your heart to me
I felt a pain that started eating away on my soul
How did your heart get so cold?

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I tell myself each and every day
after I pray...
I will live and forgive
those who stand in my way.
Because I refuse to see any problem
as anything less than an opportunity
to get closer to Jehovah my God.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I remember you, it was like
a sweet summer song
that turn colder than a dark winter
when you said you love me
I had to laugh
because you didn't even love yourself
so how you ever love a queen like me?
I'm just a memory you say
Oh, how you scared me away
I'm lost in a shadow of your days
please move along
and take your grey days with you
I don't know where you are
but I can always feel you near
trying so hard to cast your fears
Oh, my dear,
I remember you
Just like I remember having the Flue
getting away from you
yesterday's gone
like your old sad song
and those old dreams
keep caring on
So please don't look my way
I wanted to see brighter days
Oh, please sing me a sweet little song
but please don't take too long
hold me until tomorrow
I believe you pushed me a little too far
you are the story I been trying to forget
you are my big regret
they say every lesson must be learned
I know you're loveless beat
so stay away, please
your old cold heart
play its last card
I know where you've gone
because you are yesterday's memories
yet dreams carry on
just like your lies
but I don't stand by your side
Why would I
I remember you
what an ugly beast
you feed off my emotions
while you stand around to watch me bleed
a nasty old beast of greed
will you return back to your cave
where you need to stay
because I have no need for you
you are sick
and you like to abuse and use,
I'm not saying words of being confused
it's over, it's over,
I know this because I'm the one made to leave
Now my heart no longer bleeds
I Remember You
and I know you remember me too.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In darken dreams, it is hard for me
To show my feelings,
I would always pray while looking at
The painted skies of the night,
My tears will always fall
From my eyes, while my soul feel the pains,
Oh, here comes the rain,
My heart is pounding like a drum,
While old memories thunder on in my mind,
Oh, how I start to cry,
When I see your eyes, looking back at me,
We somehow found each other,
In that cold September night that Dark Angel
gave me so much fright,
While he started stalking out my life,
Every science then I have so many dreams,
Places I had never seen,
In places of ancient time,
On bloodstain sand is where I stood,
The sun is hot while souls are lost,
Evil is all around with deep exploded hate
Is all over the place, while in a moment,
I would see King Pharaoh standing over me,
Like time is standing still,
while an ancient world plays in my mind,
is where the Dark Angels spirit lives in darken dreams
that makes my heart bleeds
while I hear slaves scream.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I SEEN BETTER DAYS

Oh, when I look at you
I see the unloving things about you,
I want to love you
But how can I love someone like you
That acts so cruelly,
I need you...
Yet, I truly don’t,
I just live in a confusing world,
I thought at one time in my unstable mind,
I thought I loved you,
that I could help you change your evil ways,
Oh, how I needed it to be true
Because I thought I truly loved you,
I needed you...
No matter what others tried to tell me about you,
At one time that all I wanted to think about
Was only you,
Oh, but now, I truly changed my mind,
Now that I am walking in a healthy mind,
Now I cry all the time to get you out of my head,
You make me so crazy with your evil always,
No matter what I do
You are always there,
Oh, I have seen a better day when you are not in them.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have seen those that walk around
with hard apologies of the town
beaten the good ones down
while they look like clowns.

They never mean a thing
they just go around calling people names
making them feel ashame
while they push the game of blame.

They always have words of lies
making excuse for the why's
for abusing their wives...
pushing deeper the knives
deeper into their hearts.

As they go around saying words
to tickle the ears
to all those who want to hear
I love you
I need you
then they hurt you.

I told myself to never give them heart
they will only use
and abuse
I've seen it more than once
and that is no doubt
so I left town.

-Judy Emery © 2004 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I see you standing across the street
just staring at me,-
Your face is brave
but I can also see
You are a BEAST
ready to FEED.
-Judy Emery © 2009 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I see you alone tonight
for all the wrong's I have done
you must know how much
I truly love you
would you mine given me a call
I would like to cry out my heart to you
if you would only let me do so
would you mind coming home with me
let's talk about everything  over Tea
Just don't stay mad at me
Your love means so much to me
I'm sorry for being so mean
I am alone tonight
Don't you see the pain on my face when
you told me to walk away?
I am the one that hurt you so I sat at home
Alone like a sore beneath my thumb
It burns like a boil that keeps going on
My heart is in so much pain
it feels like a Hurricane
That won't go away
I call you once more
to ask you to forgive me
come back home I am truly sorry
You are the world to me
a love I had always dreamed of
I am sorry I don't know
how to show you truly how I feel
my love for you is truly real
So I am alone on the phone
hoping you will come home.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I see you even when I did not want too,
I see you in all my dreams...
that really makes me scream,
leaving my heart bleeding
as it rips apart in every beat;
but again that is your art
cutting deep into my heart
leaving me weeping
while my spirit is sinking
but the night covers all my tears
yet, I still feel the fears
just knowing you are near.
- Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I sit in silence
like a mindless puppet
this is what I had become
my strings are torn
my spirit is broken
along with my wings
abused is the life I am in
creaky bones
but his bones
are creaked even more than mine
Dark Angel loves to fight
all the time
he loves to tell me what to do
but I tell him what I will do
if he isn't careful
My eyesight has gone bad at times
when he gives me a black eye
The yell,
the blaming
the hitting
I couldn't take any more
I had to even the score
He is cutting at my soul
he just won't let me go
his old voice makes me sick
his words play over and over in my head
but I bet mine is stronger than his
I bet he wishes it would end
his old eyes had never faded from mine
my body fading fast
I'm starting to get as mean as he
The chance is turning
wrong to right
Wars-a-waging,
old man's guilt is craving
Love and dreams
now makes me scream
In books, others will read
all about Dark Angel and Me
I look in the shadows of darkness
what do I see
looking back at me
Dark Angel  lurk about
He whispered to me
I would like to sit with you
so don't be mean
so we sit along time in silence
with so much pain
holding so many regrets
There is darkness in the air
of unhappiness
It was like an autumn sharpening in the air
the shadow of time
shone beneath the sea in darken dreams
My mind race
my body and soul wanting to let go
That reawaken pain starts all over again
out among the unknown.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I Love You and that is the truth
No matter what others say
I’m glad you came my way
To brighten of my days;

I had always wondered
is there a forever love out there?
parts of me thought
it was only dreams
or something of story’s
that people put in their minds,

that love was only a fairy tale
or just for the lucky people
who can find love;
that may last forever,
now look at us
we are old and gray
and true love stayed;

tears of true gladness
playing with time;
but love will always be on my mind
the laughter of you touch my life
with you by my side,
that will always be
a big part of memory,

there is happily ever after?
there is true honesty
that runs free within you and me
is there a forever?
Yes indeed.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angels, rage is all over the place, I'm afraid and very weak and too afraid to think I try to explain what I was feeling it didn't matter to them anyway.
Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It is crazy how you remember every little word I ever said then you start messing with my head, every pain you ever gave, I do remember the month, the years, and days, that I prayed for you to go away.


-Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Today I live as you do but tomorrow
I never know if I will be in sorrow,
So I try to never look at the things that life
didn’t yet bring, all this talk
is like a bad dream,
that keeps the heart and mind on scream.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery