The night is full
the days are long and gray
the storms hold so many pains
of two souls of yesterdays
When two great souls
as lost their love of long ago
that has made their hearts grown cold
they stand so bold
Love was once known
but that was some time ago,
The two loved each other so much
but the time that was burning desire
into their hearts
but with time the storms came
and take everything in late spring,
The rain made its way
and all their words became memories
as the years, past
their love didn't last
but they will always be a memory
of what love used to be.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I hope you will understand why I want you to move on without me I want to stop hurting, while you are in my life I will keep on bleeding.
I'm not a failure.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It's sad that people act so bad
you can see in their eyes
Insecurities
They walk around like they
have a hole in their heart
like someone has cut them deep
Oh, no are they in my dreams?
I looked at them
I just wanted to touch them
just to see if they are asleep
but then I just let things be
I can see they are
lost into darken dreams
right along with me
what does this mean?
I run my fingers up along the walls
down the halls
hoping no one is following me
sometimes I could feel
that old coldness
that stands always near
given so much fear
this time I know
something is going so wrong
I feel the heaviness
on my bare feet
then a voice comes out of the unknown
saying, I won't tell your secrets
your secrets are safe with me
you're my friend
who walks with me in this pain
I watched you all the times
you had fallen
enemies are always at the door
But I will always protect you if I can.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Unrelenting howling is among many
where the old ship sails alone,
why the wind cranked into a tune of
the sound of wounds,
Into the silence of the night,
dreamers do listen to the dreadful sounds
of cries of faraway towns,
while the roaring sea making its own screams,
The slaves came to plunder, while it thunders,
While the old ship sails deep into the night
That bleeds out on darken seas,
With a crying eye, will see, no one is left to fight
In darken dreams,
tears do fall as they look at the dreadful sight
that cuts deep into the night, where water witches
cast their spells, to all who sees in darken dreams,
were creatures and haunters playing games
into dark fantasy.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I have left ou in a world of darkness and pain whereas my body felt the abuse and used, in the pouring rain bleeding out like ink there wasn't anything to live for all hopes was gone until you came along.


- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Upon the wonderous seas
come those darken dreams,
where time keeps sailing on by
like a silent sad outcry.

Late-night upon the ship
is where my intelligent mind
begins to write
my famous lines.

What a knowledgeable thing for me to do
when I am feeling so blue-
even the wind is blowing it hues
over something that happened some time ago.

I see the moon hanging down low
like it is seeing a show
or maybe it is seeing a ghost
that it is trying to host.

It something about the night
that plays around with my creative mind
that keeps me up to write
what I discover that feeds my poetic spirit.
-Judy Emery © 1987 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The night the velvet moon cried for me too
while Dark Angel took over my life
like a thief in a cold dark night
with no one in sight but the moon.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had a dream in a vision of dreams so it seems;
Darkness is a place for sleep, while I see myself dreaming await watching the universe at play, the heavens are turning in seasons whereas the moon looks so elegant dressed for her best in her smooth drapes of moonbeams sweeping all over the lands, as the rotating immeasurable of curtain stars reaching down into a painters heart like fine art, the ancient breeze soothing to the touch, Aww, I loved it so much, the sound it made was like angels whispering throughout the night, taking away all the fright. And with a sudden swish of curtains drawn, all that magic went away.
Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my bed with so much going on in my head
Where I dream dark secrets I never wanted to keep
I never wanna believe all the things Dark Angel told
all the promises that he made that will never come true
unless it is of darkness and pain then it will.
In the life made up of strings of a puppet
being pulled by a secret of his darkness
I know my falls and fights that brought me here
I know I have to win and beat this darkness,
but it is hard when you have a spell cast upon you
and when all hope and love seem to disappear
you can't understand this old nightmare,
black roses floating at sea in bloodstains of me
I see visions and I know dark secrets.
I try to never let Dark Angel's words stay in my head
but when they do I get so confused
I get lost into a dream that makes me scream.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When I first met you it was like thunder
your eyes into mine
the rain pouring down all over us
You caught me in your web of my youth
But now I know the wicked truth
I stand next to you
It's much too late so what's the use in fighting
what is there for me to gain out in this rain
you took the light out of my life
You peeled my mind like an onion
one day you'll turn up to begin something
And find there's nothing left but innuendo
beside you, others fade away but I stand straight
I am brave walking the line of all time
you have me hypnotized
you can see it in my eyes
but that will be all you can see
you still try to read my eyes of another kind
but that will be something you could never take from me
This is much more than just a game you play
this is the life of truth or dares with fear of you
These certain rules become a way of living
this is the way to walk into the night without the light
night after night I try to prove my love
that I can resist you
but you have a spell on me
you had tied me up inside your lies and voodoo
You have designed your manipulations
you cast your spell all over the land
all over the sea, that cry's for me
You made me the Queen of sensuality
You shelter me into your darkness
you have taken me down into weakness of your lies
That's not to say it doesn't please me sometimes
now this may come as no surprise
but you have issued this I can see
no one has to tell me
But I'm content to compromise
until the day you realize I could never truly love you
I have been manipulated by you
without this spell, you couldn't keep me down.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

We walked, while we undressed each other’s hearts,
The love we once had was deeper than the blue sea,
If you try to reach inside my mind,
You would see many things that made me scream,
I try to never make a scene.  
You try so hard to find my weakness,
I do freely forgive, but so hard to forget,
forgiveness is the act from one’s heart,
that opens the spirit to set the matters free,
but that is so hard for me,
The old dark places I have seen,
cast a spell on me in darken dreams,
where Hope, and Love, could never be,
this is where Dark Angel thrives to cut deep,
he lives on all my fears, and tears,
We once had loved away before the pains
And rains that came to me,
in the cold September’s nightmares,
with each step, we walked, there was always a fall,
each word was sharp that pierced at my heart,
every chance Dark Angel was making traps
for me to fall in,
Oh, how my heart was broken into pieces,
while my heart started to break, the light of
my spirit had gone dim, like the stars that fall
from that cold September sky,
all my strength become very weak,
my flesh became cold like Dark Angel's heart,
I felt so empty and lost, alone out into the cold,
Hate and anger is all over the place,
he truly doesn’t care about anything,
To forgive isn’t as easy as one thinks,
I tried so hard to avoid the pains he gave to me,
But when hate comes in one’s soul,
It’s hard to let it go,
Hate kiss love, it feeds on fears,
It leaves me wounded, with no end for peace,
where the old pride feeds where I bleed,
the old repeated past always makes its way back,
the memories become stronger than it ever was,
it melts you down like rose dust,
When it comes to Dark Angel and me,
It is always a fight for two different sides,
We are what others read in books of darken dreams,
Vulnerable was once me,
Oh, he cut me deep, can you hear me weep?
open that old thick book and take a good look,
read my own bloodstain ink that bleeds out
what my heart weeps because of he,
He clothed me in black, where the bloodstains
wouldn’t show, He calls me his soulmate,
his queen of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Preciously I am waiting in the dark
not knowing what will jump out at me
holding on to my heart as it beats so rapidly
like I am having a debate without words.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Waiting in the dark holding on to my heart it's beating like an angel without wings.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Let me move slowly through the crowd that is filled with the flowing of tears in every shifting eye watches me as I walk on by, with fear and anger running through their minds all the time.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I see vengeance in your eyes
I can feel the burning of your anger
you have so much on your mind
but all I can say
is please stay away
I don't know how this gives you power
to stand so brave over all my pains,
I don't know how to succeed
when all you do is give me darken dreams
your voice whirling around in my mind
day and night
most of the time
the old autumn wind
speaks to me time and again,
I get into my bathtub just to feel
the warmth of the water
Oh, how my body felt so cold
but now I'm starting to get warm
Life is on my side
death is always near
holding so much fear,
this old griffin legged tubs
holds so much love in my tub
I close my eyes
but just then I start to cry
praying you would get out of my mind
I almost have fallen asleep
but my spirit started to sing,
I open my eyes
looked at my bathroom door
I thought I heard a knock
so I got up out of the warmth of my tub
just to find emptiness
the hollowness of cold sadness
moving over me
something dark,
I see my bed
I lye down in it
a slumped my head down
upon my cold pillow
and gone off to sleep
oh, here comes to another painful darken dream.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh the cries I did hear that is always so  near

A voice came out of darkness saying to

the people of Salem's lot,

Come, lets us deal with the shrewd ones

let me make them stand mighty for me

and they will fight for me in war,

it will be a war no other has ever seen

bloodshed men and women all over the sea

all over the land crying out for me,

Oh, enemies of mine, you will fight

until someone wins,

Dark Angels eyes are red yellow

like a raven holding so much anger

making all his people work hard as slaves,

then Dark Angel looks up at the castle

just to see me looking back at him

from my window then he laughs in

a ruthless way saying very loud

Moonlight there will be no one

to save you from me ...

You could hear in his darken law voice

his evil justice will be powerful and

Moonlight your beauty will always be

that shines out on to the sea

and your mind will always remember me

in darken dreams are what your eyes see

because you are my queen

that will always sing lullabies to me.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I'm not waiting for anything that I haven't already seen of the beauty of nature, I just like watching the snowfall it builds on my imaginations. just the sound of winters callings and the silence of loneliness it brings while the snow gently falls upon the ground.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, watch the Kangaroo's jump
they look like they are having fun
jumping around in the sun,

Look at the weak ;
what do you see?
tears do fall upon  the sand
gently winds do blow
way before a nasty storm,

Life is like a mirror
that reflects all that you see
Oh, innocents let out your sigh
and hold on tight
you are about to go for a rid,

Here comes the alarming colored sky
shadows of fright make a storm
like never before ;
Sing your song on high
you innocent ones
with lyrics on your lips,

Oh, beloved ones ;
watch the Kangaroo's jump
they are no longer looking
like they are having fun
the old sun is gone
they are now jumping on wet ground,

Oh, you Neglected ones
let your love be strong
while you dance around
in a darkening storm.

Judy Emery © 2004
Goddess of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dream,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many have lost true sight
to what is right in God's eyes.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dream,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many have lost true sight
to what is right in God's eyes.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Vulnerable are we frighten by the wrinkled old dark skies haunted by dreams and lies. We are such dreamers that are made from within of casting spells of struggles of the night that gives us a fright for our lives, we do take forgathered each and every day until someone takes it away.

We are like beetle bugs trying to make way from a bad day hoping to escape but where is the faith? it got blared as time fads away in your mind of another time. we are dreamers, we are in a spell as we sleep. As we dream that is where we are made to bleed on, and life moves on around us, who is there to awake us from this painful nightmare that won't seem to go away? Dark Angel holds the key while we sleep and dream.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Deception is a part of life that you want to leave behind
Betrayal is its friend of the night that you want to take
Off your mind and let it run in summers breeze so free
Without it just being a dream
If you watch closely to your pains
You will only find many doors you left open
yet you will never be free
The people that gave so much pain's in your life
They’re not different in the end
So let them go
Let go of the pain and let the rain come down
Slam that door as hard as you can and move on in life
You cannot have both so just let go
I know love is bliss
Sadly I will never have a part of this
Just another dream that faded away just as fast
Lost in the moment of one lasting kiss
Something my poor heart miss
Oh this hurts so bad
My heart is taken the beatings that it should never have
Gladsome things are gone washed away in the rain
But there are still some pains that remain
Slamming doors that yet have not came
You are like a song that I will not miss
But when the rain comes I will cry out slamming doors
I need your love today
But then I don't need any more pains from you and all
Those sad lies you tell
I need you now before you go away
Trying to hold on, I know the cause is lost
Does this mean nothing?
I promised you, my heart was crossed in the rain of your pains
I've kept all my promises to you
Can you say the same?
We're losing touch what is true love
You're driving me insane I cannot keep playing your games
Are you so heartless to say you still love me
When I saw you with you know who
You must have me confused
My heart was open, the key was yours
But now all I'm doing is slamming the doors
Walking out of this darken life of your lies
Slamming all the doors.
I hate these childish games
Let the rain pour because I'm slamming this door.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Scientists did there best to understand what love was all about;
It was a time in our lives where we had to say goodbye.
The words of true compassion spilling out from the tears
that flowed from the eyes
where my heartfelt so crushed.
yet volunteering to love,-
whereas leaving made me so very confused.
words flowed from the heart very thoughtful used
yet my heartfelt so abused,
It left me wounded like a wild animal
looking for shatter that would heal my wounds.
It was cold and bitter I felt the disaster behind the goodbyes
that told the story of what we left behind or eyes,
there it all began the careful tread-
of all the words that were said
where we chose to love instead.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The highest reward
we could ever need
Is Gods Love.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

We would dance in each other's eyes
yet, that was no surprise.
when God is on your side
love is in your life.

People would stand around
others would yell
trying to give us hell
but we kept a rhyme to the time
while that old bell ring like hell,

Yet, we dance among the storm
we dance into the rain of pain
oh, those sobbing mind
weren't so very kind,

My throbbing feet started to bleed
as we jumped into the sea
in those darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

On the ship, there were men that were so hideous,
they would get drunk and sing to their lover's songs;
it was a fatal sight to the holy of eyes-
the words have gone
until another dawn.
Ah, you lovers come to sing along
let us keep this passion burning like a flame of candles.
these men would dance around like women,
they would blow kisses to the wind
casting on more sin.
They're an overpowering force of ****** passion
hearted up the room of doom
they know what they are doing wasn't right
but they wanted their own delight
they cast their spells to all the eyes that dropped
they made bloodshed on that stormy night
it cost them all their lives.
as their bodies were cast into the darkening sea
like an evil disease.
- Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It never fails he would say- looking my way,
to the lonely eyes that see beyond the stars,
yet they shine so fair like the moon
eyes that change with mods,
a heart full of love and cheerfulness,
cares so deeply for others
and has been through plenty
now that is what I call poetry.
- Judy Emery © 1999 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You were always there to the very end
my dear lover for darken dreams
You had always been my evil friend
even to the very time Dark Angel
taken down my life
on that cold September night
You have a big part in my heart
but only while I'm in the dark
time tells me to let you go
this I had already  known  
somehow in our life
I will see you again
It is your big brown eyes
that kept me on the line
I do apologize for making you cry
when I had to take control of my own Life
this makes my heart sight
when I had to watch you leave
but again this is only a dream
Should I be feeling guilty
for the let go
I don't think so
the judges of  frown
are always around
they are the lost
that will never be found
What must I do my friend
But you could never be my lover
Please take my hand
while I take my stand
watch my tears fall hard to the ground
while Dark Angel makes his round
Let each tear fall touch your heart  
to walk out of the dark
I saw the end before we'd begun
this was no fun
I felt  your pain
  that another gave
I have seen everything that breaks you down
into darken dreams
I tell you everything
you must Stop following me
I have set you free
from the pains of darkening dreams
because I hold the key to everything
that Dark Angel brings
you were blinded by the truth
Dark Angel kept you confused
I knew I had won
way before it all started
even though I am broken heart' ed  
Someone so wonderful
so full of life and  love
you don't belong here
don't hold any fears
your heart wasn't for me to clam  
You gave our friendship love
to another under the law of pain
one night Dark Angel gave so much fright
you left my side
out of lust, you sold me out
I took what was mine mine
that was my own life away from you
this is my own eternal right
so it was time for me to let you go
I walked alone
hoping that this pain will soon end
My dear friend what must I do
It may be over for our friendship
but it won't stop there until
the right time to say
you need to move on
You will always be
my friend in the dark
but that will one day Stop
in my dreams
Dark Angel will make you feel the pain
of yesterdays blues
When everything end's
I am here for you
if you'd only care to see
what you had meant to me
You touched my heart
you touched my soul
but that was some time ago
then you cut me deep
made my heart bleed
Why is it you can't see
what you had done to me
You changed my life
then you have taken me down
and handing me over
to a darken place
At one time you made me smile
but that had all end
in just one night you have given
me Lies to the dark side
To your anger
to your lust
now look at us
Your love is blind
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips
held your hand
Shared your dreams
shared your bed when we wed
I have a heart
and it is saying I must let you go
I can no longer hang on
to what could never be
that would be you and me
So I am lost into darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You know how this is when your love leaves you like the wind
the crystal moon reveals the slow autumn at my window was the
touch of the wind. If I touch it back it would flee from me near the fire of the wind can take what I feel away it's your love I want to say. The impalpable ash wrinkled body of the log everything carries me to you.

As if everything that exists aromas light metals were little boats that sail and Paris reveals the love that I feel, your love a wait for me set free, they say love is blind but I see just fine. If you love someone set it free and if that one comes back to you it was always yours. It's you I adore my armor.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Time was I shrinking from within
from what was right
I have fallen into sin,
that kept me in fears and tears
that lasted all those darken years.

What was wrong
kept hanging on
like a sad untune song,
at the time I wasn't about to fight
because they were too strong
But now I cast those evil spirits out.
- Judy Emery © 2020 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When I close my eyes
all I see is you
near the waves that crash
upon the blanks
pebble stones are tossing about
rolling notes of long ago
deep within my soul
Oh, my love
how could I ever let you go
your love is all I know
my mind has mesmerized
all your words
you had ever told
oh, if you could have only known
you are my everything
even in all my dreams
Oh, my love
when I close my eyes
you are all I see
holding on to me.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I sit still
I suddenly need to sigh.
thinking about different years and times
that brought so many tears to my eyes.
I think about my brothers and sisters
out doing the spiritual work
how hard it must have been
planting seeds for the Lord in a world of sin.
I think about those ancient days
as I try to count those immeasurable stars in the sky
I think about ABRAHAM.
The love he held for JEHOVAH
The faith he walked in not by sight
but by love for HE who made Us
This made the blueprint in my heart.

Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery