I’m out of my sight
can’t find the light
lost my appetite
to reach the greatest height
mind is clogged with freight
future doesn’t seem so bright
I’ll  take a match and set alight to this life
as I ignite into a burning flame
start conquering my fears through tame
ain’t the one to sit and complain
let me pick your brain
most people be stuck in the Bronze Age
meanwhile I’m in the fast lane
making Benjamins rain
putting a cap to the drain
no limit to that money train
Its all about the fame
but that’s not always true
the world can be so cruel
where the evil and greedy rule
using religion as the tool  
to control a mass society of every each innocent fool
of whom just likes to slouch down with drool
Reminisce back to my childhood life
we use to fly kites
ride bikes
chilling with the homies on the dikes
going on joy rides with my ex -girl where the stars would shine during the best times
of those nostalgic nights  
Everything felt so free
even the trees were full of green
felt like you could actually breathe
nowadays pigs with badges are on a shooting- spree
people say America is the land of the free
truth is we’re slaves to society
politics dividing the nation left vs right is all we see
Ignorance continues to breed
no faith left in humanity.      
Sometimes I’m depressed
work hard day and night legs get no rest
all i feel is stress
I’m a sinner in flesh
maybe I should turn to God and ask to be blessed
Some say grass is greener on the other side
that is just a beautiful lie
It would be a lot easier for me to die yet
my family is the only thing that keeps me alive
they help me realize
theres more to life  
so I should continue to try
rather than always being down now my only way to go is back up high
So I rise and shine going into work put on my grind feeling the good vibe
I think I can fly It’s my time to shine  
might just go find myself a bride
who is down to ride or die doesn’t stab me in the back with a knife
help each-other continue to achieve great heights and live a blessed life
think I am finally starting to see the light
things seem alright
I’m probably wrong I can only hope I’m right

Life’s a b* and then you die
so why not do drugs and let our brains fry
to feel a good high
Maybe cut a wrist or two easing the psychotic turmoil of what’s inside
our mind while trying to get by
in this bull thing called life sitting in your own room full of sorrow none can hear you cry
Life’s a failing task
always having a blast until you’re broken now here you are still stuck in the past
trying to move on fast
in the nick of time life can end quicker than a flash
People dying everyday
there’s never time to do anything about it all we can do is pray
because we got bills to pay
for evil greedy pieces of s** who just sit around all day
in rich beds they lay
using hard-workers money as their prey
treating them as their own slave
leaving them with a bad taste
Life’s a game that you can’t beat
Only ones who are winning is the elite
they’re full of greed leaving the future for the rest of us looking bleak
Only thing left here is their evil deed
all we get is a doggy treat
leaving no room for us to flee
or for the poor to breathe
using the pigs who wear badges to end civilian life in a shooting spree
just to make sure for those of us who are still alive will never feel free
Suffering won’t end when the stupid and evil continue to breed