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Apr 2020 · 93
drugs
Ella94 Apr 2020
People are seeking happiness like it's a drugs,
searching for lovers like they are dealers.
Apr 2020 · 115
judge
Ella94 Apr 2020
Being judged for what you want hurts,
but when I told you, you could only look proud.
Only then I cried.
Apr 2020 · 92
Enough
Ella94 Apr 2020
I was proud at myself, but it wasn't enough.
I wanted my family to be proud, but I wasn't enough.
Apr 2020 · 110
Never trust
Ella94 Apr 2020
Why can I only know if I can trust you when it’s to late?
Apr 2020 · 86
Scared
Ella94 Apr 2020
I am scared to admit
that I am scared that you can’t do what nobody ever could do
Why would you?
Apr 2020 · 86
I fear
Ella94 Apr 2020
I can play pretend and close my ears
But that hasn’t an effect when the words echo in my head

To te words whispered in my ears by others
Please disappear
Cause I do love you, but I will always say it with fear

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