These tears won't fall
After all
They are yours and not mine
I just got left behind
You took the warmth I knew
Left the husk me dark and blue
But you also left parts of you in me
Jagged pieces that wont let me be
Slice me open make my heart bleed
So these are your tears and blood
I drowned in my lost love

It hurts deep inside
I dont know if will ever subside
My hearts a wreck no end insight
Will someones love ever be right
I'm poet and I love like one
Lovers use me up till I'm done
Left there empty and in pain
Though I say to them never again
The moment the need me
I saddle up and try to be
The man and lover they need
My own words I never heed
I build them and my love helps them fly
But when they're better it's always good bye
Even though I know my love is true
It's not enough for them or you
Fancy houses and new cars
All it cost is you is an empty heart
Or someone that will treat you cruel
But I'll never be anyone crowned jewel
Cause life is real and a poet is a dream
So I live this over and over it's my life's theme
To make you feel true loves warm embrace
And have another door slammed in my face
But I know no other way, I just pray
That someone will love me back one day

They've always been there
Waiting for the right wind
A warm one to care me somewhere
My strong one with a good headwind
The true wind to glide into the heavens
Lept and fallen when I thought it beckon
But it wasn't my wind
My wings scared and battered
Like my heart tattered
But one day they will soar
And I'll be earth bound no more

A heart no one wants
My heart isnt for sale
But given freely
Though some use it to fix theirs
No one keeps it
Your words and deeds lift me
It beats like no other
Sings a soothing song
Still when time to pay the bill
On the shelf my heart stays
Praying to be loved one day

I Hurt and I can't show it
I bleed but no one knows
I hide my anger and my pain
All of it's so deep in my soul
I bury it deep and pretend it's not there
But in the silence and quiet it finds its way out
There is no hiding and plenty of doubt
The smile hides what's truly inside
The soul is weighted down
If only I could let it go
How high i might fly to places unknown

I run so that I can breathe
I run so I can really see
to clear my heart and mind
leave it all behind
I run to things not away
this is just how I process
my way
I run for me
I run for them all
I run so when its time stop
I will stand tall

I can't give much just love
But isnt that enough
I'll give you my all my heart and soul
You never question or not know
Every kiss will be giving with purpose
Not one given haste or rush
All with a personal soft touch
no gesture will be to small or big enough
Everyday youll await how I'll make
Your heart go on its tick or take parade