Just give up on your dreams and die.












__LA

it's such a shame



you were in front of me



and I couldn't recognise you.

If you view yourself through my eyes
You'll know how beautiful you're.

oh, my dear life
please, wait
I'll just change my past a little
and come back to you.

would you end the world to save your family ?

family, huh ?

my father broke everything we had,
how can I break the world for such a family

didn't I offer all my luck to you from the beginning.

need a syllabus called mental health

what happens when I mess with your hairs
what happens when I touch your slight moustaches
what happens when I accidentally grab your wrists
what happens when I caress your eyes
what happens when I twist your ears in ease
what happens when I keep my head on your shoulders



nothing happens
it's just my imagination.

Mfs be asking
Why I speak less

Man, I just write and read
Nothing more
Thats how I enjoy my life
And it's better than human interactions.

We all just living in adult bodies with childish mind.

Any poem
Yeah any poem
It's incompl

I know I sound too creepy
because it burns my heart to see you smile at others
the smile you never gave me

You know what I hate ?
I hate when you make me laugh,
I hate when you read my mind,
I hate when you talk to me,
I hate when you stare at me,
I hate when you lie,
I hate when you get jealous,
I hate the way you touch,
I hate the day we met,
I hate when you call my name,
I hate that you're a stupid,
I hate that you're the same,
I hate that I am with you,
I hate that I am for you,
I hate not even so close,
I hate not even at all,
I hate,
Really hate,
That,
I love you !!!

I like caramel
he likes too
am I gonna get cavities ?

But there's a path for happiness as well, right ?
They all say it.

Why doesn't he want me the way I want him ?

I wish
my hands could write
automatically
what I feel through

Stand tall for all the world to see,
Your undying attitude forever amazes me.
Handsome person, wonder where your secrets lies,
You're so cute to suit a fashion's model size.
Just as cool as please,
Makes fall down on knees.
It's fire in your eyes and flash in your teeth,
The swing in your waist and joy in your feet.
Nothing is sun,
Nothing is moon,
You're so charming,
Looks like having a boon.
I really appreciate all you do,
I wish God give everyone like you.

in this world
everything  is important
before getting
after loosing

why you keep rubbing your arms ?

I keep getting goosebumps.

what do you all poets do, haah ?
do you feel so much pain and sufferings ?
whare do you get all those feelings ?
why ain't you speaking ?



I can hear your breathe
It's warm and calm

that's what poets do  ... understand ?

that gaze "you're mine"
sends chills to my spine.

my friend,
told me when I wasn't near him for 3 years,
he drugged a lot, and there was a time he saw himself in doorstep of hospital
my heart,
It stopped beating, I couldn't do anything about it,
what more surprising is that he told me that with his sparkling smile.
That smile which I couldn't get to see in those years.
I feel so bad
god
It's so painful
and it's just such a shame I can't caress his hair anymore.
And I cannot get across those words they mean so much that it's giving me an headaches.

talking to a person for an hour
with whom you never talked before


is such a good feeling.

he hurt my mother
I'll never forgive him
and make him die
what he did to my goddess

hey, I'm from India
and we Indians are amazingly passionate,
but
I'm confused
confused about 'what I really want to do'
I'm currently majoring in business administration,
I don't want to do it anymore,
to simply put, I've lost all my interest in studies,
well, yes
there are times I want to become a herbalist, musician, entrepreneur,
dancer, chef and more to go
right now I'm in condition to do not want to do anything,
I don't like to get up from a corner,
I just want to read mangas, manhwas, comics, BL
But I want to become something
so that my mother can rest a while
I've seen her suffer so much
at night when she comes, I see a this line on her forehead,
I want to do something I want to become something
I want to make her happy,
Just that
I don't know where my interest lies.
I want to know !

I saw

rage, hatred, disloyalty, unfaithfulness, betrayal, desperation, discourage..



in my family members

HE : accept my love !

ME : okay, I'll accept your love on one
          condition.

HE : and what is that ?

ME : you have to laugh on my every
         bad joke.

HE : laughs

ME : I wasn't joking

I'm a poet
but look
I've to study management

A sharp dagger stabbed in my heart,
ripping in two, ripping apart.

It took very few words, but the words cut too deep,
stealing emotions, making more weak.

A two sided mirror true in reflection,
a double edge knife, cutting connection.

A place in heart was forever reserved,
for the one that loved but won't deserve.

He twisted the dagger and tore it apart,
he stole what was left, he stole a broken heart...!

and then there comes a age
when you don't even lie
you don't even hurt anyone
you didn't do anything bad
but still feel terrible
and your heart becomes miserable
then you can't even breathe properly.

there was little difference
between his and my solicitation
he wanted whole universe to himself
and
I wanted him.

feeling like,
I'm traveling in train
looking out of the window
going to washroom then
again sitting back on seat

I'm so tired
walking on a same path
for more than 6 months,
I'd like to move on
but where ?

Haven't read a poetry without 'nature'

this hurts, you know
living all alone with that ******* father
I hate him and he hates my goddess mommy
he says if she comes here I'd chop off her legs
he says someone is gonna die soon
It hurts and it's getting worse
my innocent heart can't take all this
It's too much too bear now
Imma crying out for help
no one will listen
cause I know studies are important
but what about mental health
is there a solution ?