Did you enjoy my pain ?
was it fun to watch me fall ?
you were the reason why I am being in this way.
you blew into my life like a sweet summer breeze,
stole my heart in an instant made me weak in knees.
you seemed so loyal when you looked in my eyes,
and said the things I have waited to hear my whole life.
I thought you was different, I thought you was real,
I never thought I could feel the way you let me feel.
I was perfectly senseless, not one reason why,
you just disappeared without saying goodbye.
you had me floating on air, then let me crash the ground,
It's too much to wrap my mind around.
Why play at being real ? no one wins in the end,
someone always gets hurt when other pretends.
now I am left here to wonder, what could have gone wrong,
why you stopped hurting me, why you strung me alone.
still can't believe that you hurted me like that,
everything is finished, there's nothing left.
#double feeling
#depression
#feeling fool
#unwanted
#crashed
#dark