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131 · Dec 2020
tears
Bug1 Dec 2020
the tears that fall
that fall down my face
are viewed as weak
they are not weak

they show I have feelings
they show I do care
they are not weak like you think
they are strong

so what if I cry
so what if I let how I feel show
just ignore me like always
just act as if I weren't there

just pretend you don't see me
pretend I'm invisible
like I don't exist
I don't need you

what I need is a friend
someone who sees the tears
sees who I am
sees me for me

someone who views them as strong
someone who cares
someone to listen
I need these tears
110 · Dec 2020
my dragon
Bug1 Dec 2020
My dragon

Late at night
can't sleep
to many thoughts
to scared

finally I fall asleep
I see my lil sis
being attacked
I try to move

what do I do?
I need to save her
I can't move
I am frozen

the monster hurts her
this is my dragon
I need to slay it
I scream

I am noticed
we fight
he has the upperhand
I have motivation

he falls
I wake up
my lil sis is safe
I can protect her

I am stronger
than I thought
than the dragon thought
than we all thought

My dragon is gone
I can breath
he is no longer
I have won
107 · Dec 2020
Finding her
Bug1 Dec 2020
Told you weren't worth it to her
by other people
never knowing the truth
always wanting her
to hold you
to kiss you on the cheek
to say I love you
to never let you go again

Find out she wants you
start you search
to ask
why
what did I do
why was I not enough
enough for you

Find so many phone numbers
call each and every one
it's not her

I cry
I hate
I love
I get scared

I'm never gonna find her
find one of her friends
get another phone number
I am too scared to call

I want to find her
is it worth it
is she worth it
is it really her

Your best friend sees
the number
they call
they ask if its her
it is

She wants to talk to you
no one made you feel so loved
so hurt
so abandoned
as her

She cares for me
she remembers things
that I said
our first call
I was scared

I found her
105 · Dec 2020
Forever Alone
Bug1 Dec 2020
long
endless
dark

you keep searching
for the light
but it never
shows

no one
is there
your alone

keep searching
never give up

pretty soon
you forget
what your looking for

you still
keep searching
but you don't know
what for

finally you collapse
but nobody comes
to save you
from the dark

you are
forever alone

— The End —